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Psalm 39 Introduction
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This psalm purports to be a Psalm of David, but the special occasion in his life when it was composed is not specified, and it cannot now be ascertained. It was evidently, like the previous psalm, in a time of affliction, but to what particular affliction it refers is unknown. It is, however, of so general a character, and expresses feelings which so often spring up in the mind of the afflicted, that it is adapted for general use in the world, and nothing would be gained, perhaps, if we could ascertain the particular trial in the life of the author of the psalm to which it had referred. On the meaning of the phrase in the title, "To the chief Musician," see the notes at the title to Psalm 4:1-8. The addition to that in this place, "to Jeduthun," implies, according to the rendering in our common version, that "Jeduthun," at the time when the psalm was composed, occupied that position; and this is probable. The word Jeduthun means properly "praising, celebrating;" but here it is used evidently as a proper name, and designates someone who was placed over the music, or who had charge of it. The reference is to one of the choristers appointed by David. Jeduthun is expressly mentioned, among others, as having been appointed for this service, 1 Chronicles 16:41 : "And with them Heman and Jeduthun ... to give thanks to the Lord." So, also, Psalm 39:1-13 :Psalm 42:"And with them Heman and Jeduthun, with trumpets and cymbals for those that should make a sound, and with musical instruments of God." See, also, 1 Chronicles 25:6; 2 Chronicles 35:15. It would seem, also, from Nehemiah 11:17, that his descendants held the same office in his time.
The psalm was composed by one who was in trouble, and who had such thoughts in his affliction that he did not dare to express them for fear that they would do injury to the cause of religion. He was sad and dispirited. He could not understand the reason of the divine dealings. He did not know why he was thus afflicted. He did not see the justice, the propriety, or the benevolence of the divine arrangements by which the life of man was made so short and so vain, and by which he was called to suffer so much. There was, in his case, a conscious spirit of complaining against the divine arrangements; or there was so much that, in his view, was mysterious and apparently inconsistent with benevolence in the divine dealings, that he did not dare to express what was going on in his own mind, or to give vent to the secret thoughts of his soul; and he therefore resolved that he would keep silence, and would say nothing on the subject, especially when the wicked were before him. He bore this as long as he could, and then he gave vent to his suppressed emotions, and sought comfort in prayer.
The psalm, therefore, consists of two parts:
I. His purpose to keep silence; to say nothing; to suppress the emotions which were struggling in his bosom, or not to give utterance to what was passing in his mind, lest, by such an expression, he should strengthen and confirm the wicked in what they were thinking about, or in their views of God. So far did he carry this, that he says he resolved to hold his "peace even from good;" that is, he resolved that he would say nothing, lest he should be tempted to say something which would injure the cause of religion, and which he would have occasion to regret, Psalm 39:1-2.
II. The fact that he was constrained to speak; that he could not confine his thoughts to his own bosom; that he was in such anguish that he "must" find relief by giving utterance to what was passing in his soul. This occupies the remainder of the psalm, Psalm 39:3-13. This part of the psalm embraces the following points:
(1) The depth and anguish of his feeling; the fact that his feelings became so intense, like a pent-up fire in his bosom, that he could not but speak and make known his thoughts, Psalm 39:3.
(2) The utterance in words of the thoughts which he had been cherishing, which gave him so much trouble, and which he had been unwilling to express before the wicked, lest he should confirm them in their views about God and his dealings, Psalm 39:4-6. These thoughts pertained to his contemplation of human life - its brevity, its vanity, and its sorrows; to his doubts and perplexities about the purpose for which such a being as man was made; and to the darkness of his own mind concerning the reasons why God had made man thus, and why he dealt thus with him. Why was life so short? Why was it so vain? Why was it so full of sorrow?
(3) his calmest appeal to God in this state of mind, Psalm 39:7-13.
(a) He says that his only hope was in God, Psalm 39:7.
(b) He asks for deliverance from his transgressions - that is, here, from the calamities which had come upon him for his sins, Psalm 39:8.
(c) He says that he had been dumb before God, and had endeavored not to complain at his dealings, Psalm 39:9.
(d) He refers to the fact that when God undertakes to rebuke man for his iniquity, man cannot stand before him - that his beauty is made to consume away like a moth, Psalm 39:10-11.
(e) He earnestly cries, therefore, to God, and prays that he would deliver him, Psalm 39:12-13. He asks for strength in these struggles and trials, before he should go forth and be no more.
The psalm will be found to express feelings which often pass through the minds of even good men in regard to the mysteries of our condition here, and will be found to be adapted to calm down those feelings which often arise in the soul, and which could not be expressed without doing injury by paining the hearts of the good, and by confirming the wicked in their notions; to silence the complaints of the heart; and to bring the soul into a state of humble acquiescence before God under a recognition that all the events of life are controlled by his hand.
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Psalm 39:1
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「我曾說」——這是指他曾立定的一個決心。不過他沒有說明這決心是在人生哪個階段立的,也沒有說從立定決心到他把這事記錄下來,其間相隔多久。他是在某個被焦慮思緒深深攪擾的時候立定這決心的;那時,正如隨後幾節經文所顯示的,他的心對神的治理、即神待世人的作為深感困惑。看來這一連串思想是由他自己的特殊試煉(Psalm 39:9-10)引發的;由此他進而反思神治理中的種種奧祕,反思人既被造他的主置於這麼多的患難憂傷之中——而在神的命定之下,人的一生又如此短暫、如此虛空——這一事實。
「我要謹慎我的言行」——就是在這件事上謹慎。我要小心、慎重、明智;我不要傷害或刺痛別人的心。這裏所指的特定的事,是那不把心中正經過的、關乎神之治理的思想說出口的決心。他覺得自己身處危險:倘若把他對這題目的想法陳明出來,可能說出造成傷害的話、或他其後會懊悔的話;因此他決定保持緘默。
「免得我舌頭犯罪」——即免得我說出錯謬的話、說出我將要懊悔的話;免得說出會傷害那些本已存心尋找攻擊神之把柄的人的話,以致供給他們論據,堅固他們的觀點。敬虔的人心中常經過這樣的思想:一些反映神之治理不公、嚴厲的思想;這些思想若被表達出來,只會堅固惡人和懷疑者的觀點;這些思想,他們希望自己能藉默想與禱告使之平靜下來,但若傳達給別人、尤其是惡人,就只會造成純然的傷害。
「我要用嚼環勒住我的口」——這裏所用的字其實更指「籠頭」,即套在口「上」的東西。嚼環用以約束、勒住或引導馬;籠頭則是綁住或封住口、以防咬齧或進食的東西(Deuteronomy 25:4:「牛在場上踹穀的時候,不可籠住他的嘴。」參見 1 Corinthians 9:9 的註釋)。這裏的意思是:他要約束自己,不把心中經過的說出來。
「惡人在我面前的時候」——即當著他們的面。他決定這樣行,理由如上所述:倘若他把心中所經過的說出來——倘若他把所見所感、關乎神治理的難處陳明出來——倘若他把在那樣的時刻臨到他的懷疑或剛硬的思想表達出來,那就只會堅固他們的惡,加強他們對神的疏離。詩人在 Psalm 73:15 也提到類似的心情,而且正是關於這個題目;他說,倘若他把心中真正經過的說出來,就會大大傷痛、冒犯那些神真正的兒女,會把他們心中充滿他們自己或許從未發生的疑惑與難處:「我若說,我要這樣講,這就是以奸詐待你的眾子。」為說明敬虔之人心中的這種感受,也為證明——正如詩人的情形一樣——這些思想即使以最嚴酷、最折磨人的形式存在於心中,也不足以證明那心中生出它們的人不是真正敬虔的人,我摘錄以下兩段文字,表達兩位世上最真誠、最敬虔奉獻的基督徒——Cecil 與 Payson——的感受;兩位都大有功用,也都是教會極尊貴的裝飾:「我曾讀過一切最犀利、最有學問、最認真的不信派作者的著作,實在驚訝於他們的貧乏。在啟示這題目上,我心所經歷的過程是這樣的:我常想,撒但在這事上為我所作的,比他們中間最好的還多;因為我曾有過、也本可以提出的論據,在我看來遠比我在他們任何人的著作中所找到反對啟示的論據更有分量。」——Cecil。Payson 博士在一封致友人的信中說:「有一種試煫,是你無法親身經歷的:就是當一個人對一切都懷疑、幾乎不能相信有神時,卻不得不向別人講道。我在書中所遇到的一切無神論的、自然神論的、異端的反對,與撒但所暗示的相比,都不過是孩童的咿呀;撒但且以看似不可抗拒的力量把它們催逼於人心。然而我常不得不撰寫講章,並在這些反對如旋風般襲擊我、幾乎使我精神潰亂之時講道。」
英語原文
I said - This refers to a resolution which he had formed. He does not say, however, at what time of his life the resolution was adopted, or how long a period had elapsed from the time when he formed the resolution to the time when he thus made a record of it. He had formed the resolution on some occasion when he was greatly troubled with anxious thoughts; when, as the subsequent verses show, his mind was deeply perplexed about the divine administration, or the dealings of God with mankind. It would seem that this train of thought was suggested by his own particular trials Psalm 39:9-10, from which he was led to reflect on the mysteries of the divine administration in general, and on the fact that man had been subjected by his Creator to so much trouble and sorrow - and that, under the divine decree, human life was so short and so vain.
I will take heed to my ways - To wit, in respect to this matter. I will be cautious, circumspect, prudent. I will not offend or pain the heart of others. The particular thing here referred to was, the resolution not to give utterance to the thoughts which were passing in his mind in regard to the divine administration. He felt that he was in danger, if he stated what he thought on the subject, of saying things which would do injury, or which he would have occasion to regret, and he therefore resolved to keep silent.
That I sin not with my tongue - That I do not utter sentiments which will be wrong, and which I shall have occasion to repent; sentiments which would do injury to those who are already disposed to find ground of complaint against God, and who would thus be furnished with arguments to confirm them in their views. Good men often have such thoughts passing through their minds; thoughts reflecting on the government of God as unequal and severe; thoughts which, if they were suggested, would tend to confirm the wicked and the skeptical in their views; thoughts which they hope, in respect to themselves, to be able to calm down by meditation and prayer, but which would do only unmitigated harm if they were communicated to other men, especially to wicked people.
I will keep my mouth with a bridle - The word used here means rather a "muzzle," or something placed "over" the mouth. The bridle is to restrain or check or guide the horse; the muzzle was something to bind or fasten the mouth so as to prevent biting or eating. Deuteronomy 25:4 : "thou shalt not muzzle the ox when he treadeth out the corn." See the notes at 1 Corinthians 9:9. The meaning here is, that he would restrain himself from uttering what was passing in his mind.
While the wicked is before me - In their presence. He resolved to do this, as suggested above, lest if he should utter what was passing in his own mind - if he should state the difficulties in regard to the divine administration which he saw and felt - if he should give expression to the skeptical or hard thoughts which occurred to him at such times, it would serve only to confirm them in their wickedness, and strengthen them in their alienation from God. A similar state of feeling, and on this very subject, is referred to by the psalmist Psalm 73:15, where he says that if he should utter what was really passing in his mind, it would greatly pain and offend those who were the true children of God; would fill their minds with doubts and difficulties which might never occur to themselves: "If I say, I will speak thus; behold, I shall offend against the generation of thy children." As illustrations of this state of feeling in the minds of good men, and as evidence of the fact that, as in the case of the psalmist, their existence in the mind, even in the severest and the most torturing form, is not proof that the man in whose bosom they arise is not a truly pious man, I make the following extracts as expressing the feelings of two of the most sincere and devoted Christian men that ever lived - both eminently useful, both in an eminent degree ornaments to the Church, Cecil and Payson: "I have read all the most acute, and learned, and serious infidel writers, and have been really surprised at their poverty. The process of my mind has been such on the subject of revelation, that I have often thought Satan has done more for me than the best of them, for I have had, and could have produced, arguments that appeared to me far more weighty than any I ever found in them against revelation." - Cecil. Dr. Payson says in a letter to a friend: "There is one trial which you cannot know experimentally: it is that of being obliged to preach to others when one doubts of everything, and can scarcely believe that there is a God. All the atheistical, deistical, and heretical objections which I meet with in books are childish babblings compared with those which Satan suggests, and which he urges upon the mind with a force which seems irresistible. Yet I am often obliged to write sermons, and to preach when these objections beat upon me like a whirlwind, and almost distract me."
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Psalm 39:2
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「我默然無聲」——試參 Psalm 38:13。加上「無聲」二字,意即他完全或絕對地緘默;他甚麼話也沒有說。這裏的意思是:對於心中掠過的、關乎神之對待的種種意念,他不讓自己宣之於口。他把這些意念藏在心裏,並設法把它們抑壓於自己胸中。
「連好話也不出口」——我一句話也沒有說。我甚至沒有說出本可以說的話,來為神的道路辯護。我甚至沒有設法維護神的品格,沒有解釋神如此對待的緣由,也沒有提出任何有助於平息抱怨與不滿之情的考量——這些情緒或正於他人以及我自己的心中升起。
「我的愁苦就發動了」——即我心裏的痛苦;我的煩擾。此處譯作「發動」的字,欄外註作「煩亂」,意即試圖壓抑自己的情緒這一事實——在這事上決意一言不發——反倒成了痛苦加增的因由。他在這事上的煩擾無法藉言語得到發洩,至終變得無法承受,於是他便把心中的意念宣之於口,並來到神面前求寬解,藉此尋得舒解。這裏所指的心理狀態,是人屢屢陷入的境況:不斷反芻自己煩亂的意念,並在那些本身不當且悖逆的事上流連。我們無須設法為詩人在此的所作所為辯護;也不應把他這方面的行為當作我們的榜樣。他顯然在反省之後,自己也視之為錯;他記下這事,不是作為他人的範式,而是如實記錄當時自己心中所經過的。然而,這雖是錯的,卻是連敬虔人心裏也常常發生的事。正如上述那些例子一樣,即使是他們,也常常對神並祂的對待懷有一些不敢表達、且表達出來只會有害的意念。因此,他們把這些意念藏在心裏,結果往往正經歷詩人所經歷的——因決意壓抑這些意念,反而加增了煩擾與困惑。他們應當立刻到神那裏去。他們可以向祂說那些對人說並不合宜的話。他們可以在禱告中把一切情感向祂傾吐,並存着盼望:在這樣的禱告裏,並在他們將要得到的應允裏,他們可以尋得舒解。
英語原文
I was dumb with silence - Compare Psalm 38:13. The addition of the words "with silence," means that he was entirely or absolutely mute; he said nothing at all. The idea is, that he did not allow himself to give utterance to the thoughts which were passing in his mind in regard to the divine dealings. He kept his thoughts to himself, and endeavored to suppress them in his own bosom.
I held my peace, even from good - I said nothing. I did not even say what I might have said in vindication of the ways of God. I did not even endeavor to defend the divine character, or to explain the reasons of the divine dealings, or to suggest any considerations which would tend to calm down the feelings of complaint and dissatisfaction which might be rising in the minds of other men as well as my own.
And my sorrow was stirred - The anguish of my mind; my trouble. The word "stirred" here, rendered in the margin "troubled," means that the very fact of attempting to suppress his feelings - the purpose to say nothing in the case - was the means of increased anguish. His trouble on the subject found no vent for itself in words, and at length it became so insupportable that he sought relief by giving utterance to his thoughts, and by coming to God to obtain relief. The state of mind referred to here is that which often occurs when a man broods over his own troubled thoughts, and dwells upon things which are in themselves improper and rebellious. We are under no necessity of endeavoring to vindicate the psalmist in what he here did; nor should we take his conduct in this respect as our example. He evidently himself, on reflection, regarded this as wrong; and recorded it not as a pattern for others, but as a faithful transcript of what was passing at the time through his own mind. Yet, wrong as it was, it was what often occurs even in the minds of good men. Even they, as in the cases referred to above, often have thoughts about God and his dealings which they do not dare to express, and which it would do harm to express. They, therefore, hide them in their own bosom, and often experience just what the psalmist did - increased trouble and perplexity from the very purpose to suppress them. They should go at once to God. They may say to him what it would not be proper to say to men. They may pour out all their feelings before him in prayer, with the hope that in such acts of praying, and in the answers which they will receive to their prayers, they may find relief.
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Psalm 39:3
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「我的心在我裏面發熱」——我的心思越發激動;我的情感越發強烈。壓抑情感的嘗試,只是使它們越發燃燒。
「我默想的時候,火就燒起」——字面是「在我的默想中,火燒起來」。意思是:當我思想這事的時候,當我在心中反覆思量、凝想它的時候——火焰便燃起,我的思想便化為言語。他再也不能壓抑他的情感,便用言語將其傾吐。參 Jeremiah 20:9;Job 32:18-19。
「我便用舌頭說話」——就是用本詩所記的話說話。他用下文的言語,把胸中積壓的情感傾吐出來。雖然其中帶有埋怨與不平的感受,他仍藉着在神面前陳明他真實的困難,並向神尋求引導與扶持,而得着舒解。
英語原文
My heart was hot within me - My mind became more and more excited; my feelings more and more intense. The attempt to suppress my emotions only more and more enkindled them.
While I was musing the fire burned - literally, "in my meditation the fire burned." That is, while I was dwelling on the subject; while I was agitating it in my mind; while I thought about it - the flame was enkindled, and my thoughts found utterance. He was unable longer to suppress his feelings, and he gave vent to them in words. Compare Jeremiah 20:9; Job 32:18-19.
Then spake I with my tongue - That is, in the words which are recorded in this psalm. He gave vent to his pent-up feelings in the language which follows. Even though there was a feeling of murmuring and complaining, he sought relief in stating his real difficulties before God, and in seeking from him direction and support.
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Psalm 39:4
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「耶和華啊,求你叫我曉得我身之終」——這話清楚表達了他在詩篇 39:1-2 不願說出口的那些焦慮愁苦之念的實質。他的思想縈繞於生命的短促、神使生命如此短促之安排的奧祕,以及如此脆弱、轉瞬即逝的一生中竟密佈著這許多患難與憂傷的事實。他帶著幾分不耐,並意識到自己在此事上一直懷著不當的情感——這些情感若「在人面前」表露出來必造成傷害——如今他將這些情感傾倒在神面前,問這一切的結局如何、這情況還要持續多久、他自己的憂傷何時方休。這是一種急欲知道終局何時來到的不耐切的渴望,其中攙雜著對那使他生命如此短促、又派定如此多苦難之護理安排的不順服。
「我的壽數幾何」——我還要活多久;我還要承受這些累積的憂傷多久。
「叫我知道我的生命不長」——邊註作「我在此的時日還有多少」。亞歷山大教授譯作「我何時止息」,DeWette 亦持此譯。此處所用的希伯來文 חדל(châdêl)意為「停止存在」,故引申為「脆弱」,繼而有貧乏、被離棄、被丟棄之義。精確的譯法是:「使我曉得我在何時(或何處)正在止息,或即將止息。」這等於是一個禱告,求神使他知道這些苦難——這樣充滿憂傷的一生——何時才會終結。這話是一種不耐煩的表達;是詩人明知本身不對、若在人面前表露出來必造成傷害、卻因情感過於強烈而無法抑制、因而向神傾吐之情感的流露。面對這樣短暫、又幾乎沒有什麼可減輕其憂傷的一生,類似的不耐表達可在約伯記 3:1-26;約伯記 6:4-12;約伯記 7:7;約伯記 14:1-13 中見到更詳盡的陳述。在我們責備聖經作者放縱這些情感之前,讓我們先仔細省察自己的心,回想我們自己在面對神行政的奧祕時,心中曾掠過什麼念頭;並讓我們記住,聖經的一大目的乃是記錄人真實的情感——不是要為這些情感辯護,而是要顯明人性即使在最好的境況中是怎樣的,顯明那尚未完全成聖之人的心是怎樣的。
英語原文
Lord, make me to know mine end - This expresses evidently the substance of those anxious and troubled thoughts Psalm 39:1-2 to which he had been unwilling to give utterance. His thoughts turned on the shortness of life; on the mystery of the divine arrangement by which it had been made so short; and on the fact that so many troubles and sorrows had been crowded into a life so frail and so soon to terminate. With some impatience, and with a consciousness that he had been indulging feelings on this subject which were not proper, and which would do injury if they were expressed "before men," he now pours out these feelings before God, and asks what is to be the end of this; how long this is to continue; when his own sorrows will cease. It was an impatient desire to know when the end would be, with a spirit of insubmission to the arrangements of Providence by which his life had been made so brief, and by which so much suffering had been appointed.
And the measure of my days, what it is - How long I am to live; how long I am to bear these accumulated sorrows.
That I may know how frail I am - Margin: "What time I have here." Prof. Alexander renders this: "when I shall cease." So DeWette. The Hebrew word used here - חדל châdêl - means "ceasing to be;" hence, "frail;" then, destitute, left, forsaken. An exact translation would be, "that I may know at what (time) or (point) I am ceasing, or about to cease." It is equivalent to a prayer that he might know when these sufferings - when a life so full of sorrow - would come to an end. The language is an expression of impatience; the utterance of a feeling which the psalmist knew was not right in itself, and which would do injury if expressed before men, but which the intensity of his feelings would not permit him to restrain, and to which he, therefore, gives utterance before God. Similar expressions of impatience in view of the sufferings of a life so short as this, and with so little to alleviate its sorrows, may be seen much amplified in Job 3:1-26; Job 6:4-12; Job 7:7; Job 14:1-13. Before we blame the sacred writers for the indulgence of these feelings, let us carefully examine our own hearts, and recall what has passed through our own minds in view of the mysteries of the divine administration; and let us remember that one great object of the Bible is to record the actual feelings of men - not to vindicate them, but to show what human nature is even in the best circumstances, and what the human heart is when as yet but partially sanctified.
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Psalm 39:5
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「你使我的年日窄如手掌」——按字面是「看哪,你以手掌的寬度量給我的年日」。譯作「手掌」的字,本義指張開的手;手掌;四指展開時的手。這字繼而用以指極短極暫之物。它是最小的自然度量之一,與「呎」——即腳的長度——和「肘」——即臂至肘的長度——有別。因此,這裏成為痛苦抱怨之省思的主題,正是生命的「短促」。誰不曾陷於與詩篇作者心情相仿的境地?當想到自己的生命若延及千年,能在地上成就何等、又願成就何等大事,又想到神使關乎另一個世界的大局,繫於如此短暫的一生,誰不常感驚訝?誰能時刻平靜自己的情感,對生命如此速逝不發一句急躁之言?凡思想這重大利害的人,誰不曾問:神為何不多給人一些預備永恆的時間?
「我一生的年數」——或作我的生命。這裏所用的字——חלד cheled——本義是「生命的時長」,壽數;繼而指生命本身(Job 11:17)。
「在你面前如同無有」——意即短得以致似乎根本不存在。
「在你面前」——如與你相對而列;即與你相比。比較 Isaiah 40:17:「萬民在祂「面前」好像虛無」;即與祂相對,與祂相比。兩者並列時,一者在另一者面前便似乎虛無。人的生命置於神的生命旁邊時,也正是這樣,似乎絕對虛無。
「各人最穩妥的時候,真是全然虛幻」——邊註作「站穩的」。其意是:每個人都「被構成」虛幻。按字面是「每個人都被構成全然虛幻」。似乎除了虛幻再無別物;而這是出於神聖的定規或安排。我們通行譯本中「最穩妥的時候」所表達的觀念,本身雖真實,卻不在原文中。原文的思想是:
(a) 眾人都是虛幻;即生命如此短促,人所成就如此微少,以致看似完全的虛幻;
(b) 這是人受造時所處神聖定規的結果。
正是人「被造成這樣」的事實,使詩篇作者的心如此愁煩。
英語原文
Behold, thou hast made my days as an handbreadth - literally, "Lo, handbreadths hast thou given my days." The word rendered "handbreadth" means properly the spread hand; the palm; the hand when the four fingers are expanded. The word is then used to denote anything very short or brief. It is one of the smallest natural measures, as distinguished from the "foot" - that is, the length of the foot; and from the cubit - that is, the length of the arm to the elbow. It is the "shortness" of life, therefore, that is the subject of painful and complaining reflection here. Who has not been in a state of mind to sympathize with the feelings of the psalmist? Who is there that does not often wonder, when he thinks of what he could and would accomplish on earth if his life extended to one thousand years, and when he thinks of the great interests at stake in reference to another world which God has made dependent on so short a life? Who can at all times so calm down his feelings as to give utterance to no expressions of impatience that life is so soon to terminate? Who is there that reflects on the great interests at stake that has not asked the question why God has not given man more time to prepare for eternity?
And mine age - Or, my life. The word used here - חלד cheled - means properly "duration of life," lifetime; and then, life itself; Job 11:17.
Is as nothing - That is, it is so short that it seems to be nothing at all.
Before thee - As over against thee; that is, in comparison with thee. Compare Isaiah 40:17, "All nations "before him" are as nothing;" that is, over against him, or in comparison with him. When the two are placed together, the one seems to be as nothing in the presence of the other. So the life of man, when placed by the side of the life of God, seems to be absolutely nothing.
Verily every man at his best state is altogether vanity - Margin, "settled." The idea is, that every man is "constituted" vanity. Literally, "All vanity every man is constituted." There seems to be nothing but vanity; and this is the result of a divine constitution or arrangement. The idea expressed in our common version, "at his best state," however true in itself, is not in the original. The thoughts in the original are:
(a) that all people are vanity; that is, life is so short, and man accomplishes so little, that it seems to be perfect vanity; and
(b) that this is the result of the divine constitution under which man was made.
It was the fact that man has been "so made" which gave so much trouble to the mind of the psalmist.
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Psalm 39:6
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「世人行動實係幻影」——邊註作「形像」。譯作「幻影」的 צלם(tselem)一詞,本義是蔭、影;繼而指形像或肖像,如同以影表出實物。其後引申指偶像(2 Kings 11:18;Amos 5:26)。這裏的觀念似乎是指形像,與實體有別;是事物的影,與實質相對。人看來就像一個形像、一個影子、一個幻象——而不是一個真實行走於世的實體。他是一個形態、一個外貌,不久便如影消散。
「他們忙亂,真是枉然」——意即他們積極活動;奔忙不休;滿懷憂慮;他們定下計畫,以許多勞苦、掛慮與煩擾去執行;然而所圖的目的,配不上這樣的殷勤與焦思。他們是忙碌奔騰的「影子」——其存在並無任何真實或實質的目的,也一無所成。「我們是何等的影子,我們所追逐的又是何等的影子」——偉大的演說家兼政治家愛德蒙·柏克(Edmund Burke)如是說;這話出自這樣一個人、出自身居這樣一個地位者之口,對我們眼前這段經文是何等鮮明而美好的註解。
「積蓄財寶」——這裏所用的字意為堆聚、積存,如穀物(Genesis 41:35);財寶(Job 27:16);或土壘(Habakkuk 1:10)。這裏無疑是指人在積聚財富、屯積財產上的努力。這在詩篇作者眼中,正是這些移動影子最主要的營生——任何注視這忙碌世界的人,都必會注意到這事實。
「不知將來有誰收取」——誰要將這些歸給自己;他死後這些要落到誰的手裏。比較 Job 27:16-19;Ecclesiastes 2:18, Ecclesiastes 2:21;Ecclesiastes 5:13-14;Luke 12:20。其觀念是:以積聚財產為人生的大業,這本身即是虛空——因為這不該是人生的主要目標,而這樣度過的一生實則一無所成——並且在這一方面也是虛空:人死後對自己的財產再無絕對的支配權,他不知道、也不可能知道,自己積存的財利會落入誰手。關於這事實的種種——人死之後財產實際如何分配,以及財產常被用在任誰也無從防範的用途上——這些與其他更高的動機一道,應當成為每一個人的有力考量,使人不以斂財為人生的大業。
英語原文
Surely every man walketh in a vain show - Margin, "an image." The word rendered "vain show" - צלם tselem - means properly a shade, a shadow; and then, an image or likeness, as shadowing forth any real object. Then it comes to denote an idol, 2 Kings 11:18; Amos 5:26. Here the idea seems to be that of an image, as contradistinguished from a reality; the shadow of a thing, as distinguished from the substance. Man seems to be like an image, a shadow, a phantom - and not a real object, walking about. He is a form, an appearance, that soon vanishes away like a shadow.
Surely they are disquieted in vain - That is, they are actively engaged; they bustle about; they are full of anxiety; they form plans which they execute with much toil, care, and trouble; yet for no purpose worthy of so much diligence and anxious thought. They are busy, bustling "shadows" - existing for no real or substantial purposes, and accomplishing nothing. "What shadows we are, and what shadows do we pursue," said the great orator and statesman, Edmund Burke; and what a striking and beautiful comment on the passage before us was that saying, coming from such a man, and from one occupying such a position.
He heapeth up riches - The word used here means to heap up, to store up, as grain, Genesis 41:35; or treasures, Job 27:16; or a mound, Habakkuk 1:10. Here it undoubtedly refers to the efforts of men in accumulating wealth, or storing up property. This was the thing which struck the psalmist as the leading employment of these moving shadows - a fact that would strike any one as he looks upon this busy world.
And knoweth not who shall gather them - Who shall gather them to himself; to whom they will go when he dies. Compare Job 27:16-19; Ecclesiastes 2:18, Ecclesiastes 2:21; Ecclesiastes 5:13-14; Luke 12:20. The idea is, that it is not only vanity in itself, considered as the great business of life, to attempt to accumulate property - seeing that this is not what the great object of life should be, and that a life thus spent really amounts to nothing - but vanity in this respect also, that a man can have no absolute control over his property when he is dead, and he knows not, and cannot know, into whose hands his accumulated gains may fall. The facts on this subject; the actual distribution of property after a man is dead; the use often made of it, against which no man can guard - should, together with other and higher motives, be a powerful consideration with every one, not to make the amassing of wealth the great business of life.
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Psalm 39:7
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「主啊,如今我等甚麼呢」——詩篇作者先是想到虛空的世界——想到人徒勞無果的努力——想到那令他如此困惑、窘迫、愁煩的事——如今便轉向神,以神為安慰的源頭。一轉向神,他對人生就得了更明亮的看法。「我等甚麼呢」這話的意思是:我如今指望或盼望的是甚麼?我的盼望憑甚麼立足?我在哪裏能得着關於人生的任何明亮、安慰的展望?在對世界本身的沉思中,在人和人的追逐中,在如此如影如謎的事物進程中,他一無所獲;於是他說,如今他轉向神,要在困惑之中尋得安慰。
「我的指望在乎你」——單單在乎你。我所倚靠的是你;我所期待的是出於你。這不是出於我在世上所看見的;不是出於我能解開周圍諸奧祕的本領;也不是因為我能看出這些影子為何在我四圍如此急切地追趕影子;乃是在於那創造萬有的神、那統管萬有的主、那能掌管一切、甚至能聯着這些流動的影子成就祂自己大目的的主;祂能將那有價值而永存之物,賜給這在自己和自己所追逐的事上都如此虛空的人。其思想是:對這樣一個虛空、如影、神祕的世界的沉思,應當領我們脫離在那世界中尋找我們所需、或尋找那些深深困惑我們之問題的解答的一切指望,而上升到位於那無限智慧、能滿足我們不朽本性之一切需要的偉大之神那裏;神到了自己的時候,必解明這一切的奧祕。
英語原文
And now, Lord, what wait I for? - From the consideration of a vain world - of the fruitless efforts of man - of what so perplexed, embarrassed, and troubled him - the psalmist now turns to God, and looks to him as the source of consolation. Turning to Him, he gains more cheerful views of life. The expression "What wait I for?" means, what do I now expect or hope for; on what is my hope based; where do I find any cheerful, comforting views in regard to life? He had found none in the contemplation of the world itself, in man and his pursuits; in the course of things so shadowy and so mysterious; and he says now, that he turns to God to find comfort in his perplexities.
My hope is in thee - In thee alone. My reliance is on thee; my expectation is from thee. It is not from what I see in the world; it is not in my power of solving the mysteries which surround me; it is not that I can see the reason why these shadows are pursuing shadows so eagerly around me; it is in the God that made all, the Ruler over all, that can control all, and that can accomplish His own great purposes in connection even with these moving shadows, and that can confer on man thus vain in himself and in his pursuits that which will be valuable and permanent. The idea is, that the contemplation of a world so vain, so shadowy, so mysterious, should lead us away from all expectation of finding in that world what we need, or finding a solution of the questions which so much perplex us, up to the great God who is infinitely wise, and who can meet all the necessities of our immortal nature; and who, in his own time, can solve all these mysteries.
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Psalm 39:8
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求你救我脫離一切的過犯——他在此承認(正如 Psalm 38:3-5 那樣)自己的罪是一切患難與憂傷的根源。他確信,他的過犯若蒙赦免,他的患難也必除去。因此,他首要的祈求,就是他的罪得蒙赦免;這祈求中含著自覺的確信:這樣,神除去他的災禍、救他脫離臨到他的禍患,便是一致且合宜的。
不要使我受愚頑人的羞辱——即惡人的羞辱;指那些因作惡而愚妄的人。見 Psalm 14:1 註釋。這裏的禱告,是求神不容他淪為邪惡愚妄之人辱罵的對象;也就是說,如本段經文所暗示的,求神不要繼續待他如同罪人一般,以致他們自覺有理由辱罵他是惡人。換言之,他求神赦免他的罪,收回加苦難的手,使甚至惡人也能看見,神沒有向他發怒,他乃是蒙神恩寵的對象。
英語原文
Deliver me from all my transgressions - Recognising, as in Psalm 38:3-5, his sins as the source of all his troubles and sorrows. If his transgressions were forgiven, he felt assured that his trouble would be removed. His first petition, therefore, is, that his sins might be pardoned, with the implied conscious assurance that then it would be consistent and proper for God to remove his calamity, and deliver him from the evils which had come upon him.
Make me not the reproach of the foolish - Of the wicked; of those who are foolish, because they are wicked. See the notes at Psalm 14:1. The prayer here is, that God would not suffer him to become an object of reproach to wicked and foolish men; that is, as the passage implies, that God would not so continue to treat him as if he were a sinner as to justify to themselves their reproaches of him as a wicked man. In other words, he prays that God would forgive his sin, and would withdraw his hand of affliction, so that even the wicked might see that he was not angry with him, but that he was an object of the divine favor.
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Psalm 39:9
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「我就默然不語」——見Psalm 39:2的註釋。參Isaiah 53:7。這裡的意思是,他沒有開口抱怨;他沒有把神說成好像以不仁慈、不公道的方式待他。
「我不開口」——我完全靜默。這節經文若譯作「我默然無聲,不開口」會更好。其意思不是說他先前一直靜默不發怨言,而是說他如今被折服而靜默無言,或說他的心如今平靜下來,甘心順服神的護理之工。倘若進一步留意,這裡的心境並不是Psalm 39:2所描述的那種。在那裡,他把自己描述為啞口無言,或說約束自己不說出心中的話,因為他感到那樣作會帶來害處,會助長惡人對神和神治理之工的錯謬看法;在這裡,他則說自己如今已被折服靜默——他甘心順服——他毫無意願說任何反對神之治理的話。他啞口無言,不是因為強忍不言,而是因為他無話可說。
「因我所遭遇的是出於你」——你所作的,正是那對我如此深奧難明的事;那使我如此傾向抱怨的事;那以患難與憂傷將我淹沒的事。如今在我看來,單是「這事是你所作的」這一事實,就足以止息我一切的抱怨,並生發完全的順服。這一事實對我而言就是充分的證明,證明它是正當的、智慧的、美善的;這一事實使我的心平靜安穩。「任何一件事是正確且至善的最佳證明,就是它是神所作的。」在患難中最完全的平靜與安寧,不是在我們倚靠自己推論的時候產生,也不是在我們企圖明白並解釋奧祕的時候產生,而是在我們把思想單單轉向「這是神所作的」這一事實的時候產生。這是能向人心陳明的最高理由,證明所成之事是正當的;這使人心超越所成之事的奧祕,並顯明這事理當成就;這將事情之所以如此成就的原因,留在它們當留的地方——留在神那裡。當其他一切都無能為力時,這一考量能使激動的情感平靜下來,並使人心即使在最深的試煉中,也趨向順服與平安。我曾見這節經文十分貼切地鐫刻在一座美麗的大理石紀念碑上;那碑立在一座墳墓之上,墓中躺臥著三個忽然被猩紅熱奪去性命的孩子。在這樣的試煉中,還有什麼比這樣一句經文更合宜的呢?還有什麼能比遭受如此喪痛的父母甘願在兒女墳前記下這樣一句感言,更鮮明地表達基督徒敬虔的真實情感——蒙救贖之靈魂的平靜順服呢?
英語原文
I was dumb - See the notes at Psalm 39:2. Compare Isaiah 53:7. The meaning here is, that he did not open his mouth to complain; he did not speak of God as if he had dealt unkindly or unjustly with him.
I opened not my mouth - I kept entire silence. This would be better rendered, "I am dumb; I will not open my mouth." The meaning is, not that he had been formerly silent and uncomplaining, but that he was now silenced, or that his mind was now calm, and that he acquiesced in the dealings of Divine Providence. The state of mind here, if should be further observed, is not that which is described in Psalm 39:2. There he represents himself as mute, or as restraining himself from uttering what was in his mind, because he felt that it would do harm, by encouraging the wicked in their views of God and of his government; here he says that he was now silenced - he acquiesced - he had no disposition to say anything against the government of God. He was mute, not by putting a restraint on himself, but because he had nothing to say.
Because thou didst it - thou hast done that which was so mysterious to me; that about which I was so much disposed to complain; that which has overwhelmed me with affliction and sorrow. It is now, to my mind, a sufficient reason for silencing all my complains, and producing entire acquiescence, that it has been done by thee. That fact is to me sufficient proof that it is right, and wise, and good; that fact makes my mind calm. "The best proof that anything is right and best is that it is done by God." The most perfect calmness and peace in trouble is produced, not when we rely on our own reasonings, or when we attempt to comprehend and explain a mystery, but when we direct our thoughts simply to the fact that "God has done it." This is the highest reason that can be presented to the human mind, that what is done is right; this raises the mind above the mysteriousness of what is done, and makes it plain that it should be done; this leaves the reasons why it is done, where they should be left, with God. This consideration will calm down the feelings when nothing else would do it, and dispose the mind, even under the deepest trials, to acquiescence and peace. I saw this verse engraved, with great appropriateness, on a beautiful marble monument that had been erected over a grave where lay three children that had been suddenly cut down by the scarlet fever. What could be more suitable in such a trial than such a text? What could more strikingly express the true feelings of Christian piety - the calm submission of redeemed souls - than the disposition of parents, thus bereaved, to record such a sentiment over the grave of their children?
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Psalm 39:10
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「求你把你的責罰從我身上免去」——然而,Psalm 39:9 所表達的這種平靜順服,並不消除願神的手收回、願所受的苦難止息的心願。完全的順服,與求神若願意便除去災禍的禱告並不矛盾:Luke 22:42。關於此處譯作「責罰」的字——נגע nega‛——見 Psalm 38:11 的註釋。它在這裡相等於懲治或審判。它指他當時所忍受的試煉——無論那是什麼——這試煉引發了他所說(Psalm 39:1-2)在惡人面前必須抑制的感受,但對於這試煉,他已學會完全順服(Psalm 39:9)。如今他求神救他脫離這試煉本身。
「我便消亡」——我在消瘦耗盡。我支撐不了多久了。這若不除去,我必墜入墳墓。見 Psalm 39:13。
「因你手的擊打」——邊註按希伯來文作「conflict」。就是說,當神彷彿與人「相爭」或「衝突」時,他所加於人的擊打。這裡是要表達他的苦楚,彷彿神已經「擊打」了他。
英語原文
Remove thy stroke away from me - And yet this calm submission, as expressed in Psalm 39:9, does not take away the desire that the hand of God may be removed, and that the suffering that is brought upon us may cease. Perfect submission is not inconsistent with the prayer that, if it be the will of God, the calamity may be removed: Luke 22:42. On the word here rendered "stroke" - נגע nega‛ - see the notes at Psalm 38:11. It is equivalent here to chastisement, or judgment. It refers to the trial which he was then enduring, whatever it was, which had given occasion to the feelings that he says Psalm 39:1-2 he had felt bound to suppress when in the presence of the wicked, but in reference to which he had learned entirely to acquiesce Psalm 39:9. From that trial itself he now prays that he may be delivered.
I am consumed - I am wasting away. I cannot long bear up under it. I must sink down to the grave if it is not removed. See Psalm 39:13.
By the blow of thine hand - Margin, as in Hebrew: "conflict." That is, the blow which God brings on anyone when he has, as it were, a "strife" or a "conflict" with him. It is designed here to express his affliction, as if God had "struck" him.
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Psalm 39:11
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「當你以責罰」——這裡譯作「rebukes」(懲罰)的字,本義是:
(a)證明或演示;
(b)駁斥或反駁;
(c)以言語責備或勸誡;
(d)以糾正或刑罰施責備。
這就是此處的意思。詩人的意思是:神藉著刑罰或災禍,表達他對人類行為之惡的判斷;而在這樣的表達之下,人因無力承受,便消融或滅亡。
「因人的罪惡懲罰人」——就是因人的罪而刑罰他;或藉著臨到他的災禍,表達你對罪之惡的判斷。
「你使他所羨慕的」——邊註作「他身上一切可羨慕之處」。希伯來文的意思是「被渴望的、被喜愛的」;繼而指某種令人渴望、可喜之物;一種愉悅。它的意思不限於「美貌」,而是指任何於人為渴望或喜悅之物——力量、美貌、財產、生命本身。在神不悅的種種表達面前,這一切都必凋殘消逝。
「消滅,如衣服被蟲蛀一樣」——不是說人如蛀蟲般被消滅,而是說如蛀蟲消磨毀壞衣物等貴重物件那樣。見 Job 4:19 的註解。人的美貌、活力、力量被損毀消滅,如同布匹的質地被蛀蟲破壞一樣。
「世人真是虛幻」——就是說,人被顯明是虛幻的——沒有力量、沒有恆久——因著神輕易奪去他一切所誇的。見 Psalm 39:5 的註解。
英語原文
When thou with rebukes - The word here rendered "rebukes" means properly:
(a) proof or demonstration;
(b) confutation or contradiction;
(c) reproof or admonition by words;
(d) reproof by correction or punishment.
This is the meaning here. The idea of the psalmist is, that God, by punishment or calamity, expresses his sense of the evil of human conduct; and that, under such an expression of it, man, being unable to sustain it, melts away or is destroyed.
Dost correct man for iniquity - Dost punish man for his sin; or dost express thy sense of the evil of sin by the calamities which are brought upon him.
Thou makest his beauty - Margin: "That which is to be desired in him." The Hebrew means "desired, delighted in;" then, something desirable, pleasant; a delight. Its meaning is not confined to "beauty." It refers to anything that is to man an object of desire or delight - strength, beauty, possessions, life itself. All are made to fade away before the expressions of the divine displeasure.
To consume away like a moth - Not as a moth is consumed, but as a moth consumes or destroys valuable objects, such as clothing. See the notes at Job 4:19. The beauty, the vigor, the strength of man is marred and destroyed, as the texture of cloth is by the moth.
Surely every man is vanity - That is, he is seen to be vanity - to have no strength, no permanency - by the ease with which God takes away all on which he had prided himself. See the notes at Psalm 39:5.
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Psalm 39:12
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耶和華啊,求你聽我的禱告,留心聽我的呼求——就是說,鑒於我的苦難與我的罪,也鑒於那些攪動我胸懷的疑難問題、那些掠過我靈魂卻不敢在人面前表達(Psalm 39:1-2)、如今已在你面前陳明的煩擾思緒,求你垂聽。
求你不要靜默無聲——即不要沉默。不要拒絕回答我,不要拒絕向我說平安的話。
我流淚——或更宜說:垂聽我的哭泣;彷彿神聽見了他哭泣的聲音。人若哭泣而不發怨言,這哭泣本身就具有禱告的性質,因為神怎樣看見,也怎樣顧念靈魂的憂傷。哭泣的悔罪者、哭泣的受苦者,即使靈魂的憂傷找不到「言語」來表達,我們也可以設想,神必以憐憫看他。參 Job 16:20 的註釋;另見 Romans 8:26。
因為我在你面前是客旅——這裡所用的字——גר gêr——本義是寄居者、外人、在自己本國以外生活的人:見 Genesis 15:13;Exodus 2:22。它指一個在現今所居之地或國家沒有永久家園的人;這裡這樣用,暗示在詩篇作者自己的估計中,他在地上沒有永久的住處。他身在陌生異鄉,正走向一個永久的家;於是他求神憐憫他,如同憐憫一個在地上沒有家、沒有永久居所的人。參 Hebrews 11:13 的註釋;及 1 Peter 2:11 的註釋。
是寄居的——這個字的意思大體相同,指一個沒有公民權利、住在別國的人。
像我列祖一般——即我所有的祖先。這暗示無疑出自這樣的事實:先祖亞伯拉罕、以撒、雅各都是這樣生活的人——在地上沒有永久的家,在寄居之地沒有產業;因此他們的一生本身就是一個明證,表明他們是「在旅途中」——走向另一個世界的旅途。1 Chronicles 29:15——「我們在你面前是客旅,是寄居的,與我們列祖一樣。我們在世的日子如影兒,不能長存。」參 Hebrews 11:13-15 的註釋。
英語原文
Hear my prayer, O Lord, and give ear unto my cry - That is, in view of my affliction and my sins; in view, also, of the perplexing questions which have agitated my bosom; the troublous thoughts which passed through my soul, which I did not dare to express before man Psalm 39:1-2, but which I have now expressed before thee.
Hold not thy peace - Be not silent. Do not refuse to answer me; to speak peace to me.
At my tears - Or rather, at my weeping; as if God heard the voice of his weeping. Weeping, if uncomplaining, is of the nature of prayer, for God regards the sorrows of the soul as he sees them. The weeping penitent, the weeping sufferer, is one on whom we may suppose God looks with compassion, even though the sorrows of the soul do not find "words" to give utterance to them. Compare the notes at Job 16:20. See also Romans 8:26,
For I am a stranger - The word used - גר gêr - means properly a sojourner; a foreigner; a man living out of his own country: Genesis 15:13; Exodus 2:22. It refers to a man who has no permanent home in the place or country where he now is; and it is used here as implying that, in the estimation of the psalmist himself, he had no permanent abode on earth. He was in a strange or foreign land. He was passing to a permanent home; and he prays that God would be merciful to him as to a man who has no home - no permanent abiding place - on earth. Compare the notes at Hebrews 11:13; notes at 1 Peter 2:11.
And a sojourner - This word has substantially the same signification. It denotes one living in another country, without the rights of a citizen.
As all my fathers were - All my ancestors. The allusion is doubtless derived from the fact that the patriarchs Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob thus lived as men who had no permanent home here - who had no possession of soil in the countries where they sojourned - and whose whole life, therefore, was an illustration of the fact that they were "on a journey" - a journey to another world. 1 Chronicles 29:15 - "for we are strangers before thee, and sojourners, as were all our fathers; our days on the earth are as a shadow, and there is none abiding." Compare the notes at Hebrews 11:13-15.
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Psalm 39:13
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「求你寬容我」——這裏所用的字——出自 שׁעה shâ‛âh——意為「看」;與介詞連用時,意為「轉眼不看」;這裏的意思是「求你轉眼不看我」;即:不要來將死亡加於我,求你保全我。其觀念是:神似乎已把目光固定在他身上,正以種種不悅的表記追迫他(比較 Job 16:9);如今詩篇作者求他「轉開眼目」,放過他。
「使我可以力量復原」——這裏所用的字——בלג bâlag——在阿拉伯語中的意思是明亮、發光;繼而指使人暢快、使人的面容有生氣,或喜樂、歡欣。在 Job 9:27 譯作「安慰」;在 Job 10:20 作「使我可以得安慰」;在 Amos 5:9 作「使…有力」。這字未見於其他地方。其觀念是在逝去之前「得著振奮」,得以剛強、恢復活力。他願蒙允許收回所失的力量,尤其是在離世之前得著安慰。他不願自己末後的日子在陰雲之下度過,而願在最終離開世界以前,得著更明亮、更暢快的展望,得著更多信仰的安慰。這是一個不願在幽暗中、不願在陰沉絕望的看法中離世的心願;他願以對往昔的明朗回顧、以對神治理的欣然信靠、以對將來世界的光明盼望而離去。
「在我去而不返之先」——即在我死去以先。
「而不再在世」——意即不再存在於地上。比較 Psalm 6:5 註釋;Psalm 30:9 註釋。並見 Job 14:1-12 的註釋。無論他對將來世界的看法如何,他都願在面對最終離世的前景時得著振奮與安慰。他不願在幽暗中、不願在本詩所述那陰暗愁苦的看法影響之下下入墳墓。一個即將離世的人,理當懷有光明的盼望與期待。為他自己的安穩與平安,為信仰的榮譽,為神的榮耀,他不該叫周圍的人留下這樣的印象:信仰不能安慰垂死之人,不能激勵將離世之人的心,不能賜給那即將別世的神之朋友對來生的光明期待。當一個人將要離世時,對神與他的治理所懷的欣然信靠,極能叫別人心深信信仰的真實與實際;反之,陰暗愁苦的看法,幾乎難免叫世人追問:一種不能激勵垂死之人盼望、不能使他在臨終之際安然鎮定的信仰,究竟有何價值?
英語原文
O spare me - The word used here - from שׁעה shâ‛âh - means "to look;" and then, in connection with the preposition, "to look away from;" and it here means, "Look away from me;" that is, Do not come to inflict death on me. Preserve me. The idea is this: God seemed to have fixed his eyes on him, and to be pursuing him with the expressions of his displeasure (compare Job 16:9); and the psalmist now prays that he would "turn away his eyes," and leave him.
That I may recover strength - The word used here - בלג bâlag - means, in Arabic, to be bright; to shine forth; and then, to make cheerful, to enliven one's countenance, or to be joyful, glad. In Job 9:27, it is rendered "comfort;" in Job 10:20, that I "may take comfort;" in Amos 5:9, "strengtheneth." It is not used elsewhere. The idea is that of being "cheered up;" of being strengthened and invigorated before he should pass away. He wished to be permitted to recover the strength which he had lost, and especially to receive consolation, before he should leave the earth. He desired that his closing days might not be under a cloud, but that he might obtain brighter and more cheerful views, and have more of the consolations of religion before he should be removed finally from this world. It is a wish not to leave the world in gloom, or with gloomy and desponding views, but with a cheerful view of the past; with joyful confidence in the government of God; and with bright anticipations of the coming world.
Before I go hence - Before Idie.
And be no more - Be no more upon the earth. Compare Psalm 6:5, note; Psalm 30:9, note. See also the notes at Job 14:1-12. Whatever may have been his views of the future world, he desired to be cheered and comforted in the prospect of passing away finally from earth. He was unwilling to go down to the grave in gloom, or under the influence of the dark and distressing views which he had experienced, and to which he refers in this psalm. A religious man, about to leave the world, should desire to have bright hopes and anticipations. For his own comfort and peace, for the honor of religion, for the glory of God, he should not leave those around under the impression that religion does nothing to comfort a dying man, or to inspire with hope the mind of one about to leave the earth, or to give to the departing friend of God cheerful anticipations of the life to come. A joyful confidence in God and his government, when a man is about to leave the world, does much, very much, to impress the minds of others with a conviction of the truth and reality of religion, as dark and gloomy views can hardly fail to lead the world to ask what that religion is worth which will not inspire a dying man with hope, and make him calm in the closing scene.
本詩標明為大衛的詩,但他生平中寫作此詩的特殊場合並未指明,如今也無法查明。它顯然與前一篇詩一樣,是在受苦之時所寫,但它所指的具體苦難則不詳。然而,它的性質十分籠統,所表達的情感又如此常在受苦之人心中湧現,以致它適合在世上普遍使用;即使我們能查明它所指的,是詩作者生平中的哪一項試煉,或許也無所增益。關於標題中「交與伶長」一語的意義,參見 Psalm 4:1-8 標題的註釋。此處在該語之後附加的「耶杜頓」,按我們通行譯本的譯法,暗示本詩寫成之時,「耶杜頓」正擔任那職位;這是可能的。「耶杜頓」一詞本義為「讚美、頌揚」;但在此處,它顯然用作專有名詞,指一位受派管理音樂、或負責音樂的人。這裏所指的,是大衛所設立的詩班成員之一。聖經明確提到,耶杜頓與其他人一同被設立擔任這職分(1 Chronicles 16:41):「與他們一同被派的有希幔、耶杜頓……稱謝耶和華。」如此,1 Chronicles 25:6 亦載:「都歸他們父親指教,在耶和華的殿唱歌、敲鈸、彈琴、鼓瑟,辦神殿的事務。亞薩、耶杜頓、希幔都是王所命定的。」並參見 1 Chronicles 25:6;2 Chronicles 35:15。從 Nehemiah 11:17 看來,他的後裔在那時似乎仍擔任同樣的職分。
本詩的作者當時正處患難之中,他在受苦中的某些意念,使他不敢表達出來,惟恐損害宗教的事。他憂傷沮喪。他無法明白神作為的原因。他不知道自己為何這樣受苦。他看不出神那些安排——使人的生命如此短暫虛空、使人受這麼多苦的安排——的正義、合宜與仁慈何在。就他而論,心中有一種自覺的、對神安排的埋怨之靈;或者說,在他看來,神的作為中有太多神秘、又表面與仁慈不符之處,以致他不敢表達自己心中所起的意念,不敢讓心中隱藏的思想傾吐出來;因此他決意保持緘默,對此事不發一言,特別是在惡人面前的時候。他盡力忍受,直到忍無可忍,才讓壓抑的情感傾吐出來,並在禱告中尋求安慰。
因此,本詩由兩部分構成:
一、他保持緘默的決心;不發一言;壓抑胸中翻騰的情感,不說出心中所經過的,惟恐這樣一表達,就會助長並堅固惡人既有的想法,或堅固他們對神的觀點。他把這決心推到一個地步,以致他說,他決意「連好話也不出口」;即他決定什麼都不說,惟恐受試探說出些損害宗教之事、事後又必後悔的話,Psalm 39:1-2。
二、他不得不開口的事實;他無法把思想禁閉於胸中;他痛苦到一個地步,「必須」藉著傾吐心中所經過的才能得著舒解。這佔本詩其餘的部分,Psalm 39:3-13。這部分包含以下幾點:
(1) 他感受之深與苦:他的情感強烈到如胸中鬱積的火,不能不說話、不能不表明他的意念,Psalm 39:3。
(2) 用言語說出他一直懷藏的思想——那些使他如此愁煩、又使他一直不願在惡人面前表達的思想,惟恐堅固他們對神及其作為的觀點,Psalm 39:4-6。這些思想關乎他對人生的默想——其短暫、其虛空、其愁苦;關乎他對「人這樣的受造者為何被造」的疑惑與困惑;並關乎他心中對「神為何這樣造人、又為何這樣待人」的黑暗。生命為何如此短促?為何如此虛空?為何充滿憂傷?
(3) 他在這種心境之下向神最平靜的呼求,Psalm 39:7-13。
(a) 他說,他惟一的盼望在乎神,Psalm 39:7。
(b) 他求拯救脫離他的過犯——此處即指因他的罪而臨到他的災禍,Psalm 39:8。
(c) 他說,他在神面前默然無聲,竭力不埋怨他的作為,Psalm 39:9。
(d) 他提到:當神著手因人的罪孽責備他時,人不能在他面前站立——他的美容被消滅,如衣被蟲所咬,Psalm 39:10-11。
(e) 因此,他懇切呼求神,求他拯救他,Psalm 39:12-13。在這些掙扎與試煉之中,在他離世而不再有之前,他求神賜他力量。
本詩所表達的,常是連好人在此世境遇的奧祕上心中也會經過的感受;它也適於使這些常在心中湧現、卻一經表達便會因傷痛好人的心、堅固惡人的觀念而造成損害的情感平靜下來;使心中的怨言止息;並使心靈在承認生命一切事件皆由神之手掌管之下,進到在神面前謙卑順服的境況。