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If the book of Psalms be, as some have styled it, a mirror or looking-glass of pious and devout affections, this psalm in particular deserves, as much as any one psalm, to be so entitled, and is as proper as any to kindle and excite such in us: gracious desires are here strong and fervent; gracious hopes and fears, joys and sorrows, are here struggling, but the pleasing passion comes off a conqueror. Or we may take it for a conflict between sense and faith, sense objecting and faith answering. I. Faith begins with holy desires towards God and communion with him, Ps 42:1,2. II. Sense complains of the darkness and cloudiness of the present condition, aggravated by the remembrance of the former enjoyments, Ps 42:3,4. III. Faith silences the complaint with the assurance of a good issue at last, Ps 42:5. IV. Sense renews its complaints of the present dark and melancholy state, Ps 42:6,7. V. Faith holds up the heart, notwithstanding, with hope that the day will dawn, Ps 42:8. VI. Sense repeats its lamentations (Ps 42:9,10) and sighs out the same remonstrance it had before made of its grievances. VII. Faith gets the last word (Ps 42:11), for the silencing of the complaints of sense, and, though it be almost the same with that (Ps 42:5) yet now it prevails and carries the day. The title does not tell us who was the penman of this psalm, but most probably it was David, and we may conjecture that it was penned by him at a time when, either by Saul's persecution or Absalom's rebellion, he was driven from the sanctuary and cut off from the privilege of waiting upon God in public ordinances. The strain of it is much the same with 63, and therefore we may presume it was penned by the same hand and upon the same or a similar occasion. In singing it, if we be either in outward affliction or in inward distress, we may accommodate to ourselves the melancholy expressions we find here; if not, we must, in singing them, sympathize with those whose case they speak too plainly, and thank God it is not our own case; but those passages in it which express and excite holy desires towards God, and dependence on him, we must earnestly endeavour to bring our minds up to.
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Desiring Communion with God; Mourning for the Loss of Public Ordinances
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渴慕與神相交;為失去公開崇拜而哀傷
交與伶長。可拉的後裔的訓誨詩。
¹ 神啊,我的心切慕你,如鹿切慕溪水。 ² 我的心渴想神,就是永生神;我幾時得朝見神呢? ³ 我晝夜以眼淚當飲食;人不住地對我說:你的神在哪裏呢? ⁴ 我從前與眾人同往,用歡呼稱讚的聲音,領他們到神的殿裏,大家守節;我追想這些事,我的心極其悲傷。 ⁵ 我的心哪,你為何憂悶?為何在我裏麵煩躁?應當仰望神,因他笑臉的幫助,我仍要稱讚他。
對神那視為至善與至福的聖潔之愛,乃是敬虔的能力,是宗教的生命與靈魂;沒有它,一切外在的認信與操練不過是外殼與屍首:如今我們在此看見這愛的一些表達。此處有,
一、聖潔之愛的渴慕,這愛展翅上騰,以聖潔的願望向著耶和華、向著記念他的名而升騰(詩 42:1、2):「我的心切慕、渴想神」——不要求別的,隻要求神;不,仍要求更多、更多地得著他。如今請留意,
1. 大衛在何時如此向神表達他熱切的願望。乃是(1) 當他被剝奪了在外麵等候神的機會之時,當他被放逐到約旦河一帶,遠離神家的院宇之時。請注意:有時神藉著我們缺乏憐憫,有效地教導我們認識憐憫的價值,並藉著削減我們在恩典途徑上的分,激發我們對這些途徑的胃口。我們在豐足時易於厭煩那嗎哪,但若一旦嚐到它的匱乏,它對我們便要變得極其寶貴。(2) 當他在很大程度上失去了他素常在神裏所得的內在安慰之時。他如今前行哀傷,卻仍前行切慕。請注意:若神藉他的恩典在我們裏頭生發了對他真誠而懇切的願望,那麼當我們缺乏有時在神裏所得的那般狂喜之樂時,我們仍可從這些願望得著安慰;因為為神哀慕,正如在神裏喜樂一樣,都是我們愛他的確據。詩人在記錄那些曾大大搖撼他的疑惑、恐懼與憂傷之前,先陳明這一點:他視永生的神為他的至善,並相應地將心獻給他,決心靠他而活、靠他而死;他如此先拋下錨,便得以安然度過風暴。
2. 他的願望的對象是甚麼,他所切慕的是甚麼。(1) 他切慕神,他渴想神——不是那些典章本身,而是那些典章的神。一個蒙恩的靈魂,若不在神的院宇中遇見神自己,便不能在其中得著滿足:「惟願我知道在哪裏可以尋見他!」——好使我能更多得著他恩惠的憑據,更多得著他聖靈的諸般恩典與安慰,並他榮耀的憑據。(2) 他在此注目於神是那永生的神——在自己裏頭有生命,並是屬他之人一切生命與福樂的源泉;是永生的神,不僅相對於人手所造的死偶像而言,也是相對於這將要朽壞之世界一切正在衰殘的安慰而言。活的靈魂除非得著那永生的神,否則不能在任何地方安息。(3) 他渴慕*「來朝見神」——將自己陳明在他麵前,因為他對自己的真誠有自覺;也為要事奉他,如同僕人站在主人麵前,向他致敬並領受命令;又為要向他交賬,因為我們的判斷都是從他而出。朝見神,之於正直人乃是願望,之於假冒為善的人卻是恐懼。詩人知道,他不能空手進入神的院宇——律法如此規定:「誰也不可空手朝見我」*——但他仍渴慕前來,並不計較花費。
3. 這願望的程度如何。它極其迫切;是他的靈魂切慕,是他的靈魂渴想,這不僅表明他願望的真誠,更表明他願望的強烈。他當年對伯利恆城井水的渴想,比起這個根本算不得甚麼。他將這渴想比作*「鹿的切慕」*——鹿天生燥熱乾渴,尤其是被獵逐的雄鹿,對溪水的切慕。一個蒙恩的靈魂正是如此懇切地渴慕與神相交,在缺乏這相交之時如此不能忍耐,如此發現除了那相交之外不能以任何事物為滿足;而當這相交的機會恢複之時,又如此貪婪地享受其中的喜樂,仍舊渴慕在天國裏完全享受他。
二、聖潔之愛為神如今掩麵不顧、並為失去嚴肅會益處而哀傷(詩 42:3):「我晝夜以眼淚當飲食」——在他被迫遠離神家的這段時間。他的景況令人悲傷,他便使自己與之相稱,接受悲傷的印象,也以悲傷的記號回應。連這位作君王的先知,在缺乏神家的安慰之時,也成了流淚的先知。他的眼淚與他的飲食攙雜;不,眼淚晝夜成了他的飲食——當有如此正當因由之時,他以自己的眼淚為食、以自己的眼淚為筵席;而他發現自己的心為這樣性質的苦情如此深受感動,這對他乃是安慰。請注意:他以為在離別聖所之時流下一兩滴眼淚、在告別之時作一個流淚的禱告便已足夠;相反,隻要他仍處於被迫遠離那喜樂之地的狀態,他便永不抬頭,晝夜哭泣。請注意:那些被剝奪了公開典章益處的人,必不斷地想念它們,所以也當不斷地為缺乏它們而哀傷,直到重新得著為止。有兩件事加重了他的憂傷:
1. 仇敵用以戲弄他的譏誚:「他們不住地對我說:你的神在哪裏呢?」(1) 因為他遠離約櫃——神同在的記號。他們按著外邦神的樣式來判斷以色列的神,便斷定他失去了他的神。請注意:那些以為奪去我們的聖經、我們的傳道人、我們的嚴肅會,便是奪去了我們的神的人,是錯了;因為神雖然在有這些之時把我們與它們連在一起,卻沒有把自己與它們綁在一起。我們知道我們的神在哪裏、當在哪裏尋見他,縱使我們不知約櫃在哪裏、當在哪裏尋見約櫃。無論我們身在何處,都有一條向著天堂敞開的路。(2) 因為神沒有立刻顯現為他施行拯救,他們便斷定神已經離棄了他;但他們在此也錯了:聖徒失去了他們別的一切朋友,並不就因此失去了他們的神。然而,藉著這卑劣的對神和他百姓的譏誚,他們使受苦的人更加痛苦,這正是他們的目的。對一個蒙恩的靈魂而言,再沒有甚麼比那企圖動搖他在神裏的盼望與信靠之事更令人痛苦的了。
2. 對從前所享的自由與喜樂的追憶(詩 42:4)。「兒啊,你當記念你從前的福氣」——這乃是今時苦情的大加重劑,我們回想與期盼的能力實在大大增加了此刻的苦情。大衛記念*「古時之日」,那時「他的靈魂在他裏麵發泄」——他熔化了,這思想幾乎使他的心破碎。他在憂傷中將靈魂傾倒在自己裏麵,又在禱告中將靈魂傾倒在神麵前。但是,是甚麼引發了這痛苦的靈魂熔化?不是對宮中宴樂的追憶,也不是對自己家中款待的追憶——這些如今他都被剝奪了——使他痛苦;而是對他從前得以自由進入神家、並在其中參與神聖嚴肅會所享受之喜樂的追憶。(1) 他「到神的殿裏去」——儘管在他那時代那不過是個帳幕;不,若這篇詩如許多人所想、是在他被掃羅追逼之時所寫,那時約櫃乃是在一個私人家中(撒下 6:3)。但那地方雖卑微、隱晦、不便,卻並未減少他對那神聖同在記號的敬重。大衛是個朝臣、是個君王、是個尊貴人、是個有事務要辦的人,卻仍極其殷勤地到神的殿去參與公開的典章——甚至在掃羅的日子,那時掃羅和他的大臣「並沒有在帳幕裏求問」(代上 13:3)。無論別人如何行,大衛和他的家必事奉耶和華。(2) 他「與眾人同往」,並不以在人群中領頭敬拜神為貶低自己的尊嚴。不,這反增加了其中的喜樂——因為他有一大群人陪伴,所以這一點被提到兩次,作為他如今所深切惋惜其缺乏的事。在事奉神的事上,人越多越好;這越像天堂,也是我們在聖徒相通中得安慰的實際幫助。(3) 他「用歡呼稱讚的聲音」前去——不僅心中帶著喜樂與讚美,更以外麵的表達,宣揚他的喜樂,述說他神至高的讚美。請注意:當我們在公開典章中等候神之時,我們有理由既以喜樂、又以感恩而行——為我們得以自由進到他麵前的特權,自己得安慰,又將榮耀歸給神。(4) 他前去「守節」*——不是在虛妄的嬉戲與娛樂中守,而是在宗教的操練中守。嚴肅的日子在嚴肅的聚會中度過,最為舒暢。
三、聖潔之愛的盼望(詩 42:5):「我的心哪,你為何憂悶?」他的憂傷雖有極好的緣由,卻不可越過當有的界限,也不可勝過他、壓低他的靈;所以他與自己的心交通,以求舒解。「來吧,我的心,在你是沉重之時,我有話對你說。」讓我們思想:1. 這憂悶的因由。「你是憂悶的,如同在重擔之下彎腰、下沉的人(箴 12:25)。你是煩躁的,陷在混亂與失序之中;那麼你為何如此呢?」這可以被理解為一個查問的問題:「讓這不安的因由被妥善衡量,看看它是否一個正當的因由。」我們的煩擾在許多情形下,隻要對其根據與理由作嚴格的審查,便會消散。「我為何憂悶?是否有一個因由——一個真實的因由?別人豈不是有更大的因由,卻不如此大驚小怪?我們同時豈不是也有理由可以得鼓舞嗎?」或作一個責問的問題;那些多與自己心交通的人,必常常有機會責備它,正如大衛在此。「我為何以憂鬱的沮丧羞辱神?為何使別人灰心、又對自己造成如此大的傷害?我能為這風暴作出好的交代嗎?」2. 這憂悶的療法:「應當仰望神,因我仍要稱讚他。」對神的信心把握,乃是抵擋勝過人的沮喪與靈中煩躁的至上解毒劑。所以,當我們責備自己之時,便要盼望神;當靈魂擁抱自己之時,它便下沉;若它抓住神的大能與應許,它便能保持頭在水麵之上。「仰望神」:(1) 為他將要從我們得著榮耀:「我仍要稱讚他」——我將要經歷景況的改變,以致我不缺讚美的材料,並要經歷靈性的改變,以致我不缺讚美的心。人最大的尊榮與福樂、也是每一個敬虔人最大的願望與盼望,乃是成為神的「名與讚美」。天堂福樂的冠冕是甚麼,豈不就是在那裏我們要永遠讚美神嗎?而我們在今世苦難之下的支持又是甚麼,豈不就是這個——我們仍要讚美神,這些苦難不能攔阻、也不能減少我們那無盡的哈利路亞嗎?(2) 為我們將要在他裏麵得著安慰。我們要*「因他笑臉的幫助」*稱讚他——為他的恩惠,為我們藉此所得的支持、以及我們在其中所得的滿足。那些懂得如何珍視並善用神麵光之亮光的人,必在其中找到在最壞的時候合宜、及時且充足的幫助,也必在其中得著持續的讚美之料。大衛對這事的信心期盼,使他免於下沉——不,更使他免於消沉;他的琴乃是掃羅憂鬱的緩解之藥,但他的盼望卻是他自己憂鬱的有效之藥。
英文原文
Desiring Communion with God; Mourning for the Loss of Public Ordinances
To the chief musician, Maschil, for the sons of Korah.
¹ As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.
² My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?
³ My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God?
⁴ When I remember these things, I pour out my soul in me: for I had gone with the multitude, I went with them to the house of God, with the voice of joy and praise, with a multitude that kept holyday.
⁵ Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted in me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him for the help of his countenance.
Holy love to God as the chief good and our felicity is the power of godliness, the very life and soul of religion, without which all external professions and performances are but a shell and carcase: now here we have some of the expressions of that love. Here is,
I. Holy love thirsting, love upon the wing, soaring upwards in holy desires towards the Lord and towards the remembrance of his name (Ps 42:1,2): "My soul panteth, thirsteth, for God, for nothing more than God, but still for more and more of him." Now observe,
1. When it was that David thus expressed his vehement desire towards God. It was, (1.) When he was debarred from his outward opportunities of waiting on God, when he was banished to the land of Jordan, a great way off from the courts of God's house. Note, Sometimes God teaches us effectually to know the worth of mercies by the want of them, and whets our appetite for the means of grace by cutting us short in those means. We are apt to loathe that manna, when we have plenty of it, which will be very precious to us if ever we come to know the scarcity of it. (2.) When he was deprived, in a great measure, of the inward comfort he used to have in God. He now went mourning, but he went on panting. Note, If God, by his grace, has wrought in us sincere and earnest desires towards him, we may take comfort from these when we want those ravishing delights we have sometimes had in God, because lamenting after God is as sure an evidence that we love him as rejoicing in God. Before the psalmist records his doubts, and fears, and griefs, which had sorely shaken him, he premises this, That he looked upon the living God as his chief good, and had set his heart upon him accordingly, and was resolved to live and die by him; and, casting anchor thus at first, he rides out the storm.
2. What is the object of his desire and what it is he thus thirsts after. (1.) He pants after God, he thirsts for God, not the ordinances themselves, but the God of the ordinances. A gracious soul can take little satisfaction in God's courts if it do not meet with God himself there: "O that I knew where I might find him! that I might have more of the tokens of his favour, the graces and comforts of his Spirit, and the earnests of his glory." (2.) He has, herein, an eye to God as the living God, that has life in himself, and is the fountain of life and all happiness to those that are his, the living God, not only in opposition to dead idols, the works of men's hands, but to all the dying comforts of this world, which perish in the using. Living souls can never take up their rest any where short of a living God. (3.) He longs to come and appear before God,—to make himself known to him, as being conscious to himself of his own sincerity,—to attend on him, as a servant appears before his master, to pay his respects to him and receive his commands,—to give an account to him, as one from whom our judgment proceeds. To appear before God is as much the desire of the upright as it is the dread of the hypocrite. The psalmist knew he could not come into God's courts without incurring expense, for so was the law, that none should appear before God empty; yet he longs to come, and will not grudge the charges.
3. What is the degree of this desire. It is very importunate; it is his soul that pants, his soul that thirsts, which denotes not only the sincerity, but the strength, of his desire. His longing for the water of the well of Bethlehem was nothing to this. He compares it to the panting of a hart, or deer, which is naturally hot and dry, especially of a hunted buck, after the water-brooks. Thus earnestly does a gracious soul desire communion with God, thus impatient is it in the want of that communion, so impossible does it find it to be satisfied with any thing short of that communion, and so insatiable is it in taking the pleasures of that communion when the opportunity of it returns, still thirsting after the full enjoyment of him in the heavenly kingdom.
II. Holy love mourning for God's present withdrawings and the want of the benefit of solemn ordinances (Ps 42:3): "My tears have been my meat day and night during this forced absence from God's house." His circumstances were sorrowful, and he accommodated himself to them, received the impressions and returned the signs of sorrow. Even the royal prophet was a weeping prophet when he wanted the comforts of God's house. His tears were mingled with his meat; nay, they were his meat day and night; he fed, he feasted, upon his own tears, when there was such just cause for them; and it was a satisfaction to him that he found his heart so much affected with a grievance of this nature. Observe, He did not think it enough to shed a tear or two at parting from the sanctuary, to weep a farewell-prayer when he took his leave, but, as long as he continued under a forced absence from that place of his delight, he never looked up, but wept day and night. Note, Those that are deprived of the benefit of public ordinances constantly miss them, and therefore should constantly mourn for the want of them, till they are restored to them again. Two things aggravated his grief:—
1. The reproaches with which his enemies teased him: They continually say unto me, Where is thy God? (1.) Because he was absent from the ark, the token of God's presence. Judging of the God of Israel by the gods of the heathen, they concluded he had lost his God. Note, Those are mistaken who think that when they have robbed us of our Bibles, and our ministers, and our solemn assemblies, they have robbed us of our God; for, though God has tied us to them when they are to be had, he has not tied himself to them. We know where our God is, and where to find him, when we know not where his ark is, nor where to find that. Wherever we are there is a way open heaven-ward. (2.) Because God did not immediately appear for his deliverance they concluded that he had abandoned him; but herein also they were deceived: it does not follow that the saints have lost their God because they have lost all their other friends. However, by this base reflection on God and his people, they added affliction to the afflicted, and that was what they aimed at. Nothing is more grievous to a gracious soul than that which is intended to shake its hope and confidence in God.
2. The remembrance of his former liberties and enjoyments, Ps 42:4. Son, remember thy good things, is a great aggravation of evil things, so much do our powers of reflection and anticipation add to the grievance of this present time. David remembered the days of old, and then his soul was poured out in him; he melted away, and the thought almost broke his heart. He poured out his soul within him in sorrow, and then poured out his soul before God in prayer. But what was it that occasioned this painful melting of spirit? It was not the remembrance of the pleasures at court, or the entertainments of his own house, from which he was now banished, that afflicted him, but the remembrance of the free access he had formerly had to God's house and the pleasure he had in attending the sacred solemnities there. (1.) He went to the house of God, though in his time it was but a tent; nay, if this psalm was penned, as many think it was, at the time of his being persecuted by Saul, the ark was then in a private house, 2Sa 6:3. But the meanness, obscurity, and inconveniency of the place did not lessen his esteem of that sacred symbol of the divine presence. David was a courtier, a prince, a man of honour, a man of business, and yet very diligent in attending God's house and joining in public ordinances, even in the days of Saul, when he and his great men enquired not at it, 1Ch 13:3. Whatever others did, David and his house would serve the Lord. (2.) He went with the multitude, and thought it no disparagement to his dignity to be at the head of a crowd in attending upon God. Nay, this added to the pleasure of it, that he was accompanied with a multitude, and therefore it is twice mentioned, as that which he greatly lamented the want of now. The more the better in the service of God; it is the more like heaven, and a sensible help to our comfort in the communion of saints. (3.) He went with the voice of joy and praise, not only with joy and praise in his heart, but with the outward expressions of it, proclaiming his joy and speaking forth the high praises of his God. Note, When we wait upon God in public ordinances we have reason to do it both with cheerfulness and thankfulness, to take to ourselves the comfort and give to God the glory of our liberty of access to him. (4.) He went to keep holy-days, not to keep them in vain mirth and recreation, but in religious exercises. Solemn days are spent most comfortably in solemn assemblies.
III. Holy love hoping (Ps 42:5): Why art thou cast down, O my soul? His sorrow was upon a very good account, and yet it must not exceed its due limits, nor prevail to depress his spirits; he therefore communes with his own heart, for his relief. "Come, my soul, I have something to say to thee in thy heaviness." Let us consider, 1. The cause of it. "Thou art cast down, as one stooping and sinking under a burden, Pr 12:25. Thou art disquieted, in confusion and disorder; now why are thou so?" This may be taken as an enquiring question: "Let the cause of this uneasiness be duly weighed, and see whether it be a just cause." Our disquietudes would in many cases vanish before a strict scrutiny into the grounds and reasons of them. "Why am I cast down? Is there a cause, a real cause? Have not others more cause, that do not make so much ado? Have not we, at the same time, cause to be encouraged?" Or it may be taken as an expostulating question; those that commune much with their own hearts will often have occasion to chide them, as David here. "Why do I thus dishonour God by my melancholy dejections? Why do I discourage others and do so much injury to myself? Can I give a good account of this tumult?" 2. The cure of it: Hope thou in God, for I shall yet praise him. A believing confidence in God is a sovereign antidote against prevailing despondency and disquietude of spirit. And therefore, when we chide ourselves to hope in God; when the soul embraces itself it sinks; if it catch hold on the power and promise of God, it keeps the head above water. Hope in God, (1.) That he shall have glory from us: "I shall yet praise him; I shall experience such a change in my state that I shall not want matter for praise, and such a change in my spirit that I shall not want a heart for praise." It is the greatest honour and happiness of a man, and the greatest desire and hope of every good man, to be unto God for a name and a praise. What is the crown of heaven's bliss but this, that there we shall be for ever praising God? And what is our support under our present woes but this, that we shall yet praise God, that they shall not prevent nor abate our endless hallelujahs? (2.) That we shall have comfort in him. We shall praise him for the help of his countenance, for his favour, the support we have by it and the satisfaction we have in it. Those that know how to value and improve the light of God's countenance will find in that a suitable, seasonable, and sufficient help, in the worst of times, and that which will furnish them with constant matter for praise. David's believing expectation of this kept him from sinking, nay, it kept him from drooping; his harp was a palliative cure of Saul's melancholy, but his hope was an effectual cure of his own.
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Complaints and Consolations
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訴苦與安慰
⁶ 我的神啊,我的心在我裡面憂悶,所以我從約旦地,從黑門嶺,從米薩山記念你。
⁷ 你的瀑布發聲,深淵就與深淵呼應;你的波浪洪濤都漫過我身。
⁸ 白晝耶和華必向我施慈愛;黑夜我要歌頌禱告賜我生命的神。
⁹ 我要對神我的磐石說:你為何忘記我呢?我為何因仇敵的欺壓時常哀痛呢?
¹⁰ 我的敵人辱罵我,好像打碎我的骨頭,不住地對我說:你的神在哪裡呢?
¹¹ 我的心哪,你為何憂悶?為何在我裡面煩躁?應當仰望神,因我還要稱讚他。他是我臉上的光榮,是我的神。
此處訴苦與安慰如前彼此交替,猶如自然界中日與夜的更替。
一、 他訴苦自己靈裡的沮喪,卻以對神的思想自慰(詩 42:6)。1. 在他的患難中。他的心靈沮喪,他到神那裡告訴他:我的神啊!我的心在我裡面憂悶。當我們在任何事上受困擾時,我們能坦然到神面前、在他面前坦然發言、並向他敞開我們沮喪的緣由,這是我們極大的支持。大衛曾與自己的心談論它的苦情,卻仍未得著安慰;因此他轉向神,在他面前敞開他的患難。當注意,當我們借與自己理論而不能為我們受重擔的心靈求得解脫時,便當試試借禱告到神面前,把我們的情形交託給他。我們不能平息這些風浪;但我們知道誰能。2. 在他的敬虔中。他的心靈被提昇,既發覺這病極其痛苦,便訴諸那至高的良藥。「我的心沉陷了;所以為防止它下沉,我必記念你,默想你,呼求你,看看這對維持我的心靈有何幫助。」當注意,忘記我們苦難之感的方法,是記念我們憐憫的神。詩人記念神就煩躁不安(詩 77:3),這是罕見的情形。他常常記念神便得安慰,所以如今又訴諸這方法。他如今被趕到迦南地的極邊界,在那裡躲避逼迫者的烈怒——有時在約旦地一帶,被發覺後又到黑門人之地,或到一座名叫米薩——就是小山——的山上;但,(1) 無論他往何處去,他總帶著他的信仰同去。在這一切地方,他都記念神,把心歸向他,保持與他隱密的相交。這是被放逐者、流浪者、旅客、在異鄉為客旅之人的安慰:無論他們在哪裡,總有一條向天開的路。(2) 無論他在何處,他都保持對神殿院子的愛慕;他從約旦地、或從山頂上,常向聖所的方向投以長長的、渴慕的一瞥,巴不得自己身在其中。距離和時間不能使他忘記那他心所深切繫念、緊貼他心的事。
二、 他訴苦神對他不悅的記號,卻以盼他的恩寵在適當時候歸回自慰。
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他看見自己的患難來自神的忿怒,這使他灰心(詩 42:7):「深淵與深淵呼應,一個患難緊接著另一個,彷彿被召喚緊隨其後;而你的瀑布發出信號,敲響戰爭的警報。」這話也可指他在神的忿怒之感下的恐懼和不安。一個可怕的念頭召喚另一個,又為它開路——憂鬱的人常是如此。他被悲傷的洪水所勝過所淹沒,如洪荒時代天窗開啟、大深淵的泉源裂開時一般。或這是暗指船在海中大風暴中被怒濤拋擲,波浪漫過它(詩 107:25)。無論何時有何種患難的波浪洪濤漫過我們,我們都當稱它們為神的波浪和他的洪濤,好使我們在他大能的手下自卑,又激勵自己盼望:我們雖受威脅,卻不致毀滅;因為波浪洪濤都在神的管束之下。*高處的耶和華勝過這許多水的聲音。*敬虔的人若受多樣的試煉所鍛鍊,又若它們密集臨到,不要以為奇怪;神知道他所作的,他們不久也必知道。約拿在魚腹中曾使用大衛這話(拿 2:3)(原文完全相同),對他而言那是字面上的真實:你的波浪洪濤都漫過我身;因為詩篇卷如此設計,能觸及每一個人的情形。
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他期望拯救來自神的恩寵(詩 42:8):白晝耶和華必向我施慈愛。事情雖壞,卻不會永遠如此。雖然如今境況不好,卻未必永遠如此。風暴之後必有平靜,這盼望支持了他,那時深淵與深淵呼應。當觀察(1) 他從神那裡所指望的:耶和華必向我施慈愛。他以神的恩寵為他所盼望之一切美福的泉源。那就是生命,是勝於生命的;神必憑此招聚那些他在少頃的怒氣中掩面不顧的人(賽 54:7,8)。神賜下他恩寵被稱為他吩咐他的恩寵。這暗示那是白白的;我們不能假裝有功勞配得,它乃是憑主權賜下的——他如君王一般賜予。這也暗示那是有效的;他說出他的慈愛,又使我們聽見;他一發令,事就成了。他吩咐拯救(詩 44:4),吩咐福分(詩 133:3),如同有權柄的。借著吩咐他的慈愛,他吩咐波浪洪濤退去,它們也要聽從他。這事他要在白晝作,因為神的慈愛無論何時都要在靈裡造成白晝。雖然哭泣可能留存一夜——長夜——但早晨便必歡呼。(2) 他應許自己向神所要作的。神若為他吩咐他的慈愛,他必以自己最好的情感和敬虔迎接它、歡迎它。〔1〕他要因神喜樂:*黑夜我要歌頌。*我們日間所領受的憐憫,當在夜間為之感恩;當別人睡覺時,我們當稱頌神。見詩 119:62:我半夜必起來稱謝你。在靜默獨處之中,當我們從世界的忙碌中退下時,我們必以神恩惠的思想為樂。或說:在患難的黑夜裡:「在那神吩咐他慈愛的白晝破曉之前,我要以盼望之心唱出讚美之歌。」即使是在患難中,聖徒也能歡歡喜喜盼望神的榮耀,在盼望中歌唱,在盼望中稱頌(羅 5:2,3)。夜間賜下詩歌是神的特權(伯 35:10)。〔2〕他要恆常倚靠地尋求神:*我要禱告賜我生命的神。*我們對憐憫的信心期望,不當取代,倒當激發我們為憐憫的禱告。神是我們生命的神——我們在他裡面生活、動作,是一切安慰的源頭和賜予者;因此除了他以外,我們還當借禱告向誰投靠呢?從他那裡,還有甚麼好處是我們不能期望的呢?我們若在禱告中看神為我們生命的神,那便為我們的禱告注入生命;因為那時我們乃是為我們的性命、為我們靈魂的性命而站立懇求。
三、 他訴苦仇敵的傲慢,卻仍以神為他的朋友而自慰(詩 42:9-11)。
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他的訴苦是:仇敵欺壓他、辱罵他,這在他身上留下極深的印象。(1) 他們欺壓他到如此地步,以致他日日哀痛、處處飄流(詩 42:9)。他並沒有爆發成不當的情緒——雖然他所受的虐待是前所未有的;他只是默默地流盡他的悲傷,一路哀痛而行;這點我們不能怪他:一個真正愛國、求國家益處的人,看見自己如同國家的仇敵一般受逼迫虐待,不能不感痛心。然而大衛不該因此斷定神已經忘記他、棄絕他,也不該如此與他理論,彷彿神容讓他被踐踏,就和那些踐踏他的人同樣虧待他:我為何因仇敵的欺壓時常哀痛呢?又你為何忘記我呢?我們可以向神訴苦,卻不可如此抱怨他。(2) 他們辱罵他如此刻薄,以致如同打碎他的骨頭(詩 42:10)。他先前已提過那刺透他心的辱罵是甚麼,如今他重複:他們不住地對我說:你的神在哪裡呢?——這辱罵對他極其難受,一方面因為它羞辱了神,另一方面因為它旨在打消他對神的盼望——他已經竭力方能保持這盼望,何況這盼望本身又太容易失敗。
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他的安慰是:神是他的磐石(詩 42:9)——可建造在其上的磐石,可在其中避難的磐石。那萬古的磐石,在他裡面有永遠的力量,必作他的磐石,作他內在的人的力量——無論是為行善或受苦。他可以坦然無懼地到他面前。他可以向神他的磐石說出他所要說的話,並確知必蒙恩聽。所以他重複先前所說的話(詩 42:5),並以之作結(詩 42:11):我的心哪,你為何憂悶?他的悲傷和恐懼喧嚷麻煩;它們雖屢次被回答,卻未被止息。然而在此,至終他的信心得勝,迫使仇敵退出陣地。他贏得這勝利,(1) 是借著重複先前所說的話,仍如從前那樣責備自己的沮喪和不安,並激勵自己信靠耶和華的名,倚靠他的神。當注意,對我們重複思想好念頭大有裨益;若第一次不能達到目的,第二次或許可以;然而只要心與言語相合,便不是虛空的重複。我們有必要向自己的心反覆強調同一件事,而這一切都還嫌不夠。(2) 是借著在其中加添一個詞;在那裡他盼望因神臉上的拯救而讚美神;在這裡他說:「我要稱讚他」——稱讚他為我臉上的光榮——使我臉上現今的愁雲得以消除;神若向我施恩微笑,那就要使我看來喜樂,抬頭仰望,向前觀看,四周觀看,都滿有喜樂。」他又加上:並我的神——「與我有關係、與我立約的神;他一切所是、他一切所有,都是我的——按著應許的真實心意而言。」這思想使他能以勝過一切悲傷和恐懼。神與聖徒同在天上、作他們的神,這就是要從他們眼中擦去一切眼淚的那一位(啟 21:3,4)。
英文原文
Complaints and Consolations
⁶ O my God, my soul is cast down within me: therefore will I remember thee from the land of Jordan, and of the Hermonites, from the hill Mizar.
⁷ Deep calleth unto deep at the noise of thy waterspouts: all thy waves and thy billows are gone over me.
⁸ Yet the LORD will command his lovingkindness in the daytime, and in the night his song shall be with me, and my prayer unto the God of my life.
⁹ I will say unto God my rock, Why hast thou forgotten me? why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?
¹⁰ As with a sword in my bones, mine enemies reproach me; while they say daily unto me, Where is thy God?
¹¹ Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God.
Complaints and comforts here, as before, take their turn, like day and night in the course of nature.
I. He complains of the dejections of his spirit, but comforts himself with the thoughts of God, Ps 42:6. 1. In his troubles. His soul was dejected, and he goes to God and tells him so: O my God! my soul is cast down within me. It is a great support to us, when upon any account we are distressed, that we have liberty of access to God, and liberty of speech before him, and may open to him the causes of our dejection. David had communed with his own heart about its own bitterness, and had not as yet found relief; and therefore he turns to God, and opens before him the trouble. Note, When we cannot get relief for our burdened spirits by pleading with ourselves, we should try what we can do by praying to God and leaving our case with him. We cannot still these winds and waves; but we know who can. 2. In his devotions. His soul was elevated, and, finding the disease very painful, he had recourse to that as a sovereign remedy. "My soul is plunged; therefore, to prevent its sinking, I will remember thee, meditate upon thee, and call upon thee, and try what that will do to keep up my spirit." Note, The way to forget the sense of our miseries is to remember the God of our mercies. It was an uncommon case when the psalmist remembered God and was troubled, Ps 77:3. He had often remembered God and was comforted, and therefore had recourse to that expedient now. He was now driven to the utmost borders of the land of Canaan, to shelter himself there from the rage of his persecutors—sometimes to the country about Jordan, and, when discovered there, to the land of the Hermonites, or to a hill called Mizar, or the little hill; but, (1.) Wherever he went he took his religion along with him. In all these places, he remembered God, and lifted up his heart to him, and kept his secret communion with him. This is the comfort of the banished, the wanderers, the travellers, of those that are strangers in a strange land, that undique ad cælos tantundem est viæ—wherever they are there is a way open heavenward. (2.) Wherever he was he retained his affection for the courts of God's house; from the land of Jordan, or from the top of the hills, he used to look a long look, a longing look, towards the place of the sanctuary, and wish himself there. Distance and time could not make him forget that which his heart was so much upon and which lay so near it.
II. He complains of the tokens of God's displeasure against him, but comforts himself with the hopes of the return of his favour in due time.
1. He saw his troubles coming from God's wrath, and that discouraged him (Ps 42:7): "Deep calls unto deep, one affliction comes upon the neck of another, as if it were called to hasten after it; and thy water-spouts give the signal and sound the alarm of war." It may be meant of the terror and disquietude of his mind under the apprehensions of God's anger. One frightful thought summoned another, and made way for it, as is usual in melancholy people. He was overpowered and overwhelmed with a deluge of grief, like that of the old world, when the windows of heaven were opened and the fountains of the great deep were broken up. Or it is an allusion to a ship at sea in a great storm, tossed by the roaring waves, which go over it, Ps 107:25. Whatever waves and billows of affliction go over us at any time we must call them God's waves and his billows, that we may humble ourselves under his mighty hand, and may encourage ourselves to hope that though we be threatened we shall not be ruined; for the waves and billows are under a divine check. The Lord on high is mightier than the noise of these many waters. Let not good men think it strange if they be exercised with many and various trials, and if they come thickly upon them; God knows what he does, and so shall they shortly. Jonah, in the whale's belly, made use of these words of David, Jon 2:3 (they are exactly the same in the original), and of him they were literally true, All thy waves and thy billows have gone over me; for the book of psalms is contrived so as to reach every one's case.
2. He expected his deliverance to come from God's favour (Ps 42:8): Yet the Lord will command his lovingkindness. Things are bad, but they shall not always be so. Non si male nunc et olim sic erit—Though affairs are now in an evil plight, they may not always be so. After the storm there will come a calm, and the prospect of this supported him when deep called unto deep. Observe (1.) What he promised himself from God: The Lord will command his lovingkindness. He eyes the favour of God as the fountain of all the good he looked for. That is life; that is better than life; and with that God will gather those from whom he has, in a little wrath, hid his face, Isa 54:7,8. God's conferring his favour is called his commanding it. This intimates the freeness of it; we cannot pretend to merit it, but it is bestowed in a way of sovereignty, he gives like a king. It intimates also the efficacy of it; he speaks his lovingkindness, and makes us to hear it; speaks, and it is done. He commands deliverance (Ps 44:4), commands the blessing (Ps 133:3), as one having authority. By commanding his lovingkindness, he commands down the waves and the billows, and they shall obey him. This he will do in the daytime, for God's lovingkindness will make day in the soul at any time. Though weeping has endured for a night, a long night, yet joy will come in the morning. (2.) What he promised for himself to God. If God command his lovingkindness for him, he will meet it, and bid it welcome, with his best affections and devotions. [1.] He will rejoice in God: In the night his song shall be with me. The mercies we receive in the day we ought to return thanks for at night; when others are sleeping we should be praising God. See Ps 119:62, At midnight will I rise to give thanks. In silence and solitude, when we are retired from the hurries of the world, we must be pleasing ourselves with the thoughts of God's goodness. Or in the night of affliction: "Before the day dawns, in which God commands his lovingkindness, I will sing songs of praise in the prospect of it." Even in tribulation the saints can rejoice in hope of the glory of God, sing in hope, and praise in hope, Ro 5:2,3. It is God's prerogative to give songs in the night, Job 35:10. [2.] He will seek to God in a constant dependence upon him: My prayer shall be to the God of my life. Our believing expectation of mercy must not supersede, but quicken, our prayers for it. God is the God of our life, in whom we live and move, the author and giver of all our comforts; and therefore to whom should we apply by prayer, but to him? And from him what good may not we expect? It would put life into our prayers in them to eye God as the God of our life; for then it is for our lives, and the lives of our souls, that we stand up to make request.
III. He complains of the insolence of his enemies, and yet comforts himself in God as his friend, Ps 42:9-11
1. His complaint is that his enemies oppressed and reproached him, and this made a great impression upon him. (1.) They oppressed him to such a degree that he went mourning from day to day, from place to place, Ps 42:9. He did not break out into indecent passions, though abused as never man was, but he silently wept out his grief, and went mourning; and for this we cannot blame him: it must needs grieve a man that truly loves his country, and seeks the good of it, to see himself persecuted and hardly used, as if he were an enemy to it. Yet David ought not hence to have concluded that God had forgotten him and cast him off, nor thus to have expostulated with him, as if he did him as much wrong in suffering him to be trampled upon as those did that trampled upon him: Why go I mourning? and why hast thou forgotten me? We may complain to God, but we are not allowed thus to complain of him. (2.) They reproached him so cuttingly that it was a sword in his bones, Ps 42:10. He had mentioned before what the reproach was that touched him thus to the quick, and here he repeats it: They say daily unto me, Where is thy God?—a reproach which was very grievous to him, both because it reflected dishonour upon God and was intended to discourage his hope in God, which he had enough to do to keep up in any measure, and which was but too apt to fail of itself.
2. His comfort is that God is his rock (Ps 42:9) —a rock to build upon, a rock to take shelter in. The rock of ages, in whom is everlasting strength, would be his rock, his strength in the inner man, both for doing and suffering. To him he had access with confidence. To God his rock he might say what he had to say, and be sure of a gracious audience. He therefore repeats what he had before said (Ps 42:5), and concludes with it (Ps 42:11): Why art thou cast down, O my soul? His griefs and fears were clamorous and troublesome; they were not silenced though they were again and again answered. But here, at length, his faith came off a conqueror and forced the enemies to quit the field. And he gains this victory, (1.) By repeating what he had before said, chiding himself, as before, for his dejections and disquietudes, and encouraging himself to trust in the name of the Lord and to stay himself upon his God. Note, It may be of great use to us to think our good thoughts over again, and, if we do not gain our point with them at first, perhaps we may the second time; however, where the heart goes along with the words, it is no vain repetition. We have need to press the same thing over and over again upon our hearts, and all little enough. (2.) By adding one word to it; there he hoped to praise God for the salvation that was in his countenance; here, "I will praise him," says he, "as the salvation of my countenance from the present cloud that is upon it; if God smile upon me, that will make me look pleasant, look up, look forward, look round, with pleasure." He adds, and my God, "related to me, in covenant with me; all that he is, all that he has, is mine, according to the true intent and meaning of the promise." This thought enabled him to triumph over all his griefs and fears. God's being with the saints in heaven, and being their God, is that which will wipe away all tears from their eyes, Re 21:3,4.
詩篇若如某些人所稱,是敬虔與熱誠情感的明鏡,那麼本篇尤其配得這稱號——它與任何一篇詩同樣適合在我們裡面點燃並激發這樣的情感:此處恩典的渴望強烈而懇切;恩典的盼望與恐懼、喜樂與憂愁在此交戰,但那可喜的情感至終得勝。我們也可將之視為感官與信心之間的爭戰——感官提出反對,信心作出回答。一、信心以對神並與神相交的聖潔渴望開始(詩 42:1,2);二、感官訴苦當前境況的幽暗與陰霾,這苦況因記念從前的享受而更形加重(詩 42:3,4);三、信心以最終必有美好結局的確信使這訴苦沉默(詩 42:5);四、感官重新訴苦當前幽暗憂鬱的狀態(詩 42:6,7);五、信心卻仍以盼望支持著心,等候黎明來到(詩 42:8);六、感官重複它的哀嘆(詩 42:9,10),嘆息出它從前所作過的同樣申訴;七、信心取得最後的話語(詩 42:11),為要使感官的訴苦沉默——雖然這話與先前(詩 42:5)幾乎相同,但如今卻得勝並贏得這一日。本篇標題沒有告訴我們作者是誰,但極可能是大衛;我們可以推測它是大衛在某一時刻寫的——或因掃羅的逼迫、或因押沙龍的背叛,他被趕離聖所,斷絕了在公開典禮中等候神的特權。本篇的筆調與詩篇第六十三篇大致相同,因此我們可以推定它是出自同一人的手筆,也是因相同或類似的緣故而作。我們唱這詩時,若處於外在患難或內心愁苦之中,可將此處所見憂傷的話語應用於自己;若不是這樣,我們在唱這些話時,就當與那些光景顯然如此的人表同情,並感謝神這不是我們自己的光景;但其中那些表達並激發對神的聖潔渴望與倚靠的話語,我們當竭力使自己的心升至那樣的光景。