Letter XXII. To Eustochium.
Perhaps the most famous of all the letters. In it Jerome lays down at
great length (1) the motives which ought to actuate those who devote
themselves to a life of virginity, and (2) the rules by which they
ought to regulate their daily conduct. The letter contains a vivid
picture of Roman society as it then was--the luxury, profligacy, and
hypocrisy prevalent among both men and women, besides some graphic
autobiographical details (§§7, 30), and concludes with a full account
of the three kinds of monasticism then practised in Egypt (§§34-36).
Thirty years later Jerome wrote a similar letter to Demetrias (CXXX.),
with which this ought to be compared. Written at Rome 384 a.d.
1. "Hear, O daughter, and consider, and incline thine ear; forget also
thine own people and thy father's house, and the king shall desire thy
beauty." [331] In this forty-fourth [332] psalm God speaks to the human
soul that, following the example of Abraham, [333] it should go out
from its own land and from its kindred, and should leave the Chaldeans,
that is the demons, and should dwell in the country of the living, for
which elsewhere the prophet sighs: "I think to see the good things of
the Lord in the land of the living." [334] But it is not enough for you
to go out from your own land unless you forget your people and your
father's house; unless you scorn the flesh and cling to the bridegroom
in a close embrace. "Look not behind thee," he says, "neither stay thou
in all the plain; escape to the mountain lest thou be consumed." [335]
He who has grasped the plough must not look behind him [336] or return
home from the field, or having Christ's garment, descend from the roof
to fetch other raiment. [337] Truly a marvellous thing, a father
charges his daughter not to remember her father. "Ye are of your father
the devil, and the lusts of your father it is your will to do." [338]
So it was said to the Jews. And in another place, "He that committeth
sin is of the devil." [339] Born, in the first instance, of such
parentage we are naturally black, and even when we have repented, so
long as we have not scaled the heights of virtue, we may still say: "I
am black but comely, O ye daughters of Jerusalem." [340] But you will
say to me, "I have left the home of my childhood; I have forgotten my
father, I am born anew in Christ. What reward do I receive for this?"
The context shows--"The king shall desire thy beauty." This, then, is
the great mystery. "For this cause shall a man leave his father and his
mother and shall be joined unto his wife, and they two shall be" not as
is there said, "of one flesh," [341] but "of one spirit." Your
bridegroom is not haughty or disdainful; He has "married an Ethiopian
woman." [342] When once you desire the wisdom of the true Solomon and
come to Him, He will avow all His knowledge to you; He will lead you
into His chamber with His royal hand; [343] He will miraculously change
your complexion so that it shall be said of you, "Who is this that
goeth up and hath been made white?" [344]
2. I write to you thus, Lady Eustochium (I am bound to call my Lord's
bride "lady"), to show you by my opening words that my object is not to
praise the virginity which you follow, and of which you have proved the
value, or yet to recount the drawbacks of marriage, such as pregnancy,
the crying of infants, the torture caused by a rival, the cares of
household management, and all those fancied blessings which death at
last cuts short. Not that married women are as such outside the pale;
they have their own place, the marriage that is honorable and the bed
undefiled. [345] My purpose is to show you that you are fleeing from
Sodom and should take warning by Lot's wife. [346] There is no
flattery, I can tell you, in these pages. A flatterer's words are fair,
but for all that he is an enemy. You need expect no rhetorical
flourishes setting you among the angels, and while they extol virginity
as blessed, putting the world at your feet.
3. I would have you draw from your monastic vow not pride but fear.
[347] You walk laden with gold; you must keep out of the robber's way.
To us men this life is a race-course: we contend here, we are crowned
elsewhere. No man can lay aside fear while serpents and scorpions beset
his path. The Lord says: "My sword hath drunk its fill in heaven,"
[348] and do you expect to find peace on the earth? No, the earth
yields only thorns and thistles, and its dust is food for the serpent.
[349] "For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against
the principalities, against the powers, against the world-rulers of
this darkness, against the spiritual hosts of wickedness in the
heavenly places." [350] We are hemmed in by hosts of foes, our enemies
are upon every side. The weak flesh will soon be ashes: one against
many, it fights against tremendous odds. Not till it has been
dissolved, not till the Prince of this world has come and found no sin
therein, [351] not till then may you safely listen to the prophet's
words: "Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night nor for the
arrow that flieth by day; nor for the trouble which haunteth thee in
darkness; nor for the demon and his attacks at noonday. A thousand
shall fall at thy side and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall
not come nigh thee." [352] When the hosts of the enemy distress you,
when your frame is fevered and your passions roused, when you say in
your heart, "What shall I do?" Elisha's words shall give you your
answer, "Fear not, for they that be with us are more than they that be
with them." [353] He shall pray, "Lord, open the eyes of thine handmaid
that she may see." And then when your eyes have been opened you shall
see a fiery chariot like Elijah's waiting to carry you to heaven, [354]
and shall joyfully sing: "Our soul is escaped as a bird out of the
snare of the fowlers: the snare is broken and we are escaped." [355]
4. So long as we are held down by this frail body, so long as we have
our treasure in earthen vessels; [356] so long as the flesh lusteth
against the spirit and the spirit against the flesh, [357] there can be
no sure victory. "Our adversary the devil goeth about as a roaring lion
seeking whom he may devour." [358] "Thou makest darkness," David says,
"and it is night: wherein all the beasts of the forest do creep forth.
The young lions roar after their prey and seek their meat from God."
[359] The devil looks not for unbelievers, for those who are without,
whose flesh the Assyrian king roasted in the furnace. [360] It is the
church of Christ that he "makes haste to spoil." [361] According to
Habakkuk, "His food is of the choicest." [362] A Job is the victim of
his machinations, and after devouring Judas he seeks power to sift the
[other] apostles. [363] The Saviour came not to send peace upon the
earth but a sword. [364] Lucifer fell, Lucifer who used to rise at
dawn; [365] and he who was bred up in a paradise of delight had the
well-earned sentence passed upon him, "Though thou exalt thyself as the
eagle, and though thou set thy nest among the stars, thence will I
bring thee down, saith the Lord." [366] For he had said in his heart,
"I will exalt my throne above the stars of God," and "I will be like
the Most High." [367] Wherefore God says every day to the angels, as
they descend the ladder that Jacob saw in his dream, [368] "I have said
ye are Gods and all of you are children of the Most High. But ye shall
die like men and fall like one of the princes." [369] The devil fell
first, and since "God standeth in the congregation of the Gods and
judgeth among the Gods," [370] the apostle writes to those who are
ceasing to be Gods--"Whereas there is among you envying and strife, are
ye not carnal and walk as men?" [371]
5. If, then, the apostle, who was a chosen vessel [372] separated unto
the gospel of Christ, [373] by reason of the pricks of the flesh and
the allurements of vice keeps under his body and brings it into
subjection, lest when he has preached to others he may himself be a
castaway; [374] and yet, for all that, sees another law in his members
warring against the law of his mind, and bringing him into captivity to
the law of sin; [375] if after nakedness, fasting, hunger,
imprisonment, scourging and other torments, he turns back to himself
and cries "Oh, wretched man that I am, who shall deliver me from the
body of this death?" [376] do you fancy that you ought to lay aside
apprehension? See to it that God say not some day of you: "The virgin
of Israel is fallen and there is none to raise her up." [377] I will
say it boldly, though God can do all things He cannot raise up a virgin
when once she has fallen. He may indeed relieve one who is defiled from
the penalty of her sin, but He will not give her a crown. Let us fear
lest in us also the prophecy be fulfilled, "Good virgins shall faint."
[378] Notice that it is good virgins who are spoken of, for there are
bad ones as well. "Whosoever looketh on a woman," the Lord says, "to
lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart."
[379] So that virginity may be lost even by a thought. Such are evil
virgins, virgins in the flesh, not in the spirit; foolish virgins, who,
having no oil, are shut out by the Bridegroom. [380]
6. But if even real virgins, when they have other failings, are not
saved by their physical virginity, what shall become of those who have
prostituted the members of Christ, and have changed the temple of the
Holy Ghost into a brothel? Straightway shall they hear the words: "Come
down and sit in the dust, O virgin daughter of Babylon, sit on the
ground; there is no throne, O daughter of the Chaldæans: for thou shalt
no more be called tender and delicate. Take the millstone and grind
meal; uncover thy locks, make bare the legs, pass over the rivers; thy
nakedness shall be uncovered, yea, thy shame shall be seen." [381] And
shall she come to this after the bridal-chamber of God the Son, after
the kisses of Him who is to her both kinsman and spouse? [382] Yes, she
of whom the prophetic utterance once sang, "Upon thy right hand did
stand the queen in a vesture of gold wrought about with divers
colours," [383] shall be made naked, and her skirts shall be discovered
upon her face. [384] She shall sit by the waters of loneliness, her
pitcher laid aside; and shall open her feet to every one that passeth
by, and shall be polluted to the crown of her head. [385] Better had it
been for her to have submitted to the yoke of marriage, to have walked
in level places, than thus, aspiring to loftier heights, to fall into
the deep of hell. I pray you, let not Zion the faithful city become a
harlot: [386] let it not be that where the Trinity has been
entertained, there demons shall dance and owls make their nests, and
jackals build. [387] Let us not loose the belt that binds the breast.
When lust tickles the sense and the soft fire of sensual pleasure sheds
over us its pleasing glow, let us immediately break forth and cry: "The
Lord is on my side: I will not fear what the flesh can do unto me."
[388] When the inner man shows signs for a time of wavering between
vice and virtue, say: "Why art thou cast down, O my soul, and why art
thou disquieted within me? Hope thou in God, for I shall yet praise Him
who is the health of my countenance and my God." [389] You must never
let suggestions of evil grow on you, or a babel of disorder win
strength in your breast. Slay the enemy while he is small; and, that
you may not have a crop of tares, nip the evil in the bud. Bear in mind
the warning words of the Psalmist: "Hapless daughter of Babylon, happy
shall he be that rewardeth thee as thou hast served us. Happy shall he
be that taketh and dasheth thy little ones against the stones." [390]
Because natural heat inevitably kindles in a man sensual passion, he is
praised and accounted happy who, when foul suggestions arise in his
mind, gives them no quarter, but dashes them instantly against the
rock. "Now the Rock is Christ." [391]
7. How often, when I was living in the desert, in the vast solitude
which gives to hermits a savage dwelling-place, parched by a burning
sun, how often did I fancy myself among the pleasures of Rome! I used
to sit alone because I was filled with bitterness. Sackcloth disfigured
my unshapely limbs and my skin from long neglect had become as black as
an Ethiopian's. Tears and groans were every day my portion; and if
drowsiness chanced to overcome my struggles against it, my bare bones,
which hardly held together, clashed against the ground. Of my food and
drink I say nothing: for, even in sickness, the solitaries have nothing
but cold water, and to eat one's food cooked is looked upon as
self-indulgence. Now, although in my fear of hell I had consigned
myself to this prison, where I had no companions but scorpions and wild
beasts, I often found myself amid bevies of girls. My face was pale and
my frame chilled with fasting; yet my mind was burning with desire, and
the fires of lust kept bubbling up before me when my flesh was as good
as dead. Helpless, I cast myself at the feet of Jesus, I watered them
with my tears, I wiped them with my hair: and then I subdued my
rebellious body with weeks of abstinence. I do not blush to avow my
abject misery; rather I lament that I am not now what once I was. I
remember how I often cried aloud all night till the break of day and
ceased not from beating my breast till tranquillity returned at the
chiding of the Lord. I used to dread my very cell as though it knew my
thoughts; and, stern and angry with myself, I used to make my way alone
into the desert. Wherever I saw hollow valleys, craggy mountains, steep
cliffs, there I made my oratory, there the house of correction for my
unhappy flesh. There, also--the Lord Himself is my witness--when I had
shed copious tears and had strained my eyes towards heaven, I sometimes
felt myself among angelic hosts, and for joy and gladness sang:
"because of the savour of thy good ointments we will run after thee."
[392]
8. Now, if such are the temptations of men who, since their bodies are
emaciated with fasting, have only evil thoughts to fear, how must it
fare with a girl whose surroundings are those of luxury and ease?
Surely, to use the apostle's words, "She is dead while she liveth."
[393] Therefore, if experience gives me a right to advise, or clothes
my words with credit, I would begin by urging you and warning you as
Christ's spouse to avoid wine as you would avoid poison. For wine is
the first weapon used by demons against the young. Greed does not
shake, nor pride puff up, nor ambition infatuate so much as this. Other
vices we easily escape, but this enemy is shut up within us, and
wherever we go we carry him with us. Wine and youth between them kindle
the fire of sensual pleasure. Why do we throw oil on the flame--why do
we add fresh fuel to a miserable body which is already ablaze. Paul, it
is true, says to Timothy "drink no longer water, but use a little wine
for thy stomach's sake, and for thine often infirmities." [394] But
notice the reasons for which the permission is given, to cure an aching
stomach and a frequent infirmity. And lest we should indulge ourselves
too much on the score of our ailments, he commands that but little
shall be taken; advising rather as a physician than as an apostle
(though, indeed, an apostle is a spiritual physician). He evidently
feared that Timothy might succumb to weakness, and might prove unequal
to the constant moving to and fro involved in preaching the Gospel.
Besides, he remembered that he had spoken of "wine wherein is excess,"
[395] and had said, "it is good neither to eat flesh nor to drink
wine." [396] Noah drank wine and became intoxicated; but living as he
did in the rude age after the flood, when the vine was first planted,
perhaps he did not know its power of inebriation. And to let you see
the hidden meaning of Scripture in all its fulness (for the word of God
is a pearl and may be pierced on every side) after his drunkenness came
the uncovering of his body; self-indulgence culminated in lust. [397]
First the belly is crammed; then the other members are roused.
Similarly, at a later period, "The people sat down to eat and to drink
and rose up to play." [398] Lot also, God's friend, whom He saved upon
the mountain, who was the only one found righteous out of so many
thousands, was intoxicated by his daughters. And, although they may
have acted as they did more from a desire of offspring than from love
of sinful pleasure--for the human race seemed in danger of
extinction--yet they were well aware that the righteous man would not
abet their design unless intoxicated. In fact he did not know what he
was doing, and his sin was not wilful. Still his error was a grave one,
for it made him the father of Moab and Ammon, [399] Israel's enemies,
of whom it is said: "Even to the fourteenth generation they shall not
enter into the congregation of the Lord forever." [400]
9. When Elijah, in his flight from Jezebel, lay weary and desolate
beneath the oak, there came an angel who raised him up and said, "Arise
and eat." And he looked, and behold there was a cake and a cruse of
water at his head. [401] Had God willed it, might He not have sent His
prophet spiced wines and dainty dishes and flesh basted into
tenderness? When Elisha invited the sons of the prophets to dinner, he
only gave them field-herbs to eat; and when all cried out with one
voice: "There is death in the pot," the man of God did not storm at the
cooks (for he was not used to very sumptuous fare), but caused meal to
be brought, and casting it in, sweetened the bitter mess [402] with
spiritual strength as Moses had once sweetened the waters of Mara.
[403] Again, when men were sent to arrest the prophet, and were smitten
with physical and mental blindness, that he might bring them without
their own knowledge to Samaria, notice the food with which Elisha
ordered them to be refreshed. "Set bread and water," he said, "before
them, that they may eat and drink and go to their master." [404] And
Daniel, who might have had rich food from the king's table, [405]
preferred the mower's breakfast, brought to him by Habakkuk, [406]
which must have been but country fare. He was called "a man of
desires," [407] because he would not eat the bread of desire or drink
the wine of concupiscence.
10. There are, in the Scriptures, countless divine answers condemning
gluttony and approving simple food. But as fasting is not my present
theme and an adequate discussion of it would require a treatise to
itself, these few observations must suffice of the many which the
subject suggests. By them you will understand why the first man,
obeying his belly and not God, was cast down from paradise into this
vale of tears; [408] and why Satan used hunger to tempt the Lord
Himself in the wilderness; [409] and why the apostle cries: "Meats for
the belly and the belly for meats, but God shall destroy both it and
them;" [410] and why he speaks of the self-indulgent as men "whose God
is their belly." [411] For men invariably worship what they like best.
Care must be taken, therefore, that abstinence may bring back to
Paradise those whom satiety once drove out.
11. You will tell me, perhaps, that, high-born as you are, reared in
luxury and used to lie softly, you cannot do without wine and dainties,
and would find a stricter rule of life unendurable. If so, I can only
say: "Live, then, by your own rule, since God's rule is too hard for
you." Not that the Creator and Lord of all takes pleasure in a rumbling
and empty stomach, or in fevered lungs; but that these are
indispensable as means to the preservation of chastity. Job was dear to
God, perfect and upright before Him; [412] yet hear what he says of the
devil: "His strength is in the loins, and his force is in the navel."
[413]
The terms are chosen for decency's sake, but the reproductive organs of
the two sexes are meant. Thus, the descendant of David, who, according
to the promise is to sit upon his throne, is said to come from his
loins. [414] And the seventy-five souls descended from Jacob who
entered Egypt are said to come out of his thigh. [415] So, also, when
his thigh shrank after the Lord had wrestled with him, [416] he ceased
to beget children. The Israelites, again, are told to celebrate the
passover with loins girded and mortified. [417] God says to Job: "Gird
up thy loins as a man." [418] John wears a leathern girdle. [419] The
apostles must gird their loins to carry the lamps of the Gospel. [420]
When Ezekiel tells us how Jerusalem is found in the plain of wandering,
covered with blood, he uses the words: "Thy navel has not been cut."
[421] In his assaults on men, therefore, the devil's strength is in the
loins; in his attacks on women his force is in the navel.
12. Do you wish for proof of my assertions? Take examples. Sampson was
braver than a lion and tougher than a rock; alone and unprotected he
pursued a thousand armed men; and yet, in Delilah's embrace, his
resolution melted away. David was a man after God's own heart, and his
lips had often sung of the Holy One, the future Christ; and yet as he
walked upon his housetop he was fascinated by Bathsheba's nudity, and
added murder to adultery. [422] Notice here how, even in his own house,
a man cannot use his eyes without danger. Then repenting, he says to
the Lord: "Against thee, thee only, have I sinned and done this evil in
Thy sight." [423] Being a king he feared no one else. So, too, with
Solomon. Wisdom used him to sing her praise, [424] and he treated of
all plants "from the cedar tree that is in Lebanon even unto the hyssop
that springeth out of the wall;" [425] and yet he went back from God
because he was a lover of women. [426] And, as if to show that near
relationship is no safeguard, Amnon burned with illicit passion for his
sister Tamar. [427]
13. I cannot bring myself to speak of the many virgins who daily fall
and are lost to the bosom of the church, their mother: stars over which
the proud foe sets up his throne, [428] and rocks hollowed by the
serpent that he may dwell in their fissures. You may see many women
widows before wedded, who try to conceal their miserable fall by a
lying garb. Unless they are betrayed by swelling wombs or by the crying
of their infants, they walk abroad with tripping feet and heads in the
air. Some go so far as to take potions, that they may insure
barrenness, and thus murder human beings almost before their
conception. Some, when they find themselves with child through their
sin, use drugs to procure abortion, and when (as often happens) they
die with their offspring, they enter the lower world laden with the
guilt not only of adultery against Christ but also of suicide and child
murder. Yet it is these who say: "Unto the pure all things are pure;'
[429] my conscience is sufficient guide for me. A pure heart is what
God looks for. Why should I abstain from meats which God has created to
be received with thanksgiving?" [430] And when they wish to appear
agreeable and entertaining they first drench themselves with wine, and
then joining the grossest profanity to intoxication, they say "Far be
it from me to abstain from the blood of Christ." And when they see
another pale or sad they call her "wretch" or "manichæan;" [431] quite
logically, indeed, for on their principles fasting involves heresy.
When they go out they do their best to attract notice, and with nods
and winks encourage troops of young fellows to follow them. Of each and
all of these the prophet's words are true: "Thou hast a whore's
forehead; thou refusest to be ashamed." [432] Their robes have but a
narrow purple stripe, [433] it is true; and their head-dress is
somewhat loose, so as to leave the hair free. From their shoulders
flutters the lilac mantle which they call "ma-forte;" they have their
feet in cheap slippers and their arms tucked up tight-fitting sleeves.
Add to these marks of their profession an easy gait, and you have all
the virginity that they possess. Such may have eulogizers of their own,
and may fetch a higher price in the market of perdition, merely because
they are called virgins. But to such virgins as these I prefer to be
displeasing.
14. I blush to speak of it, it is so shocking; yet though sad, it is
true. How comes this plague of the agapetæ [434] to be in the church?
Whence come these unwedded wives, these novel concubines, these
harlots, so I will call them, though they cling to a single partner?
One house holds them and one chamber. They often occupy the same bed,
and yet they call us suspicious if we fancy anything amiss. A brother
leaves his virgin sister; a virgin, slighting her unmarried brother,
seeks a brother in a stranger. Both alike profess to have but one
object, to find spiritual consolation from those not of their kin; but
their real aim is to indulge in sexual intercourse. It is on such that
Solomon in the book of proverbs heaps his scorn. "Can a man take fire
in his bosom," he says, "and his clothes not be burned? Can one go upon
hot coals and his feet not be burned?" [435]
15. We cast out, then, and banish from our sight those who only wish to
seem and not to be virgins. Henceforward I may bring all my speech to
bear upon you who, as it is your lot to be the first virgin of noble
birth in Rome, have to labor the more diligently not to lose good
things to come, as well as those that are present. You have at least
learned from a case in your own family the troubles of wedded life and
the uncertainties of marriage. Your sister, Blæsilla, before you in age
but behind you in declining the vow of virginity, has become a widow
but seven months after she has taken a husband. Hapless plight of us
mortals who know not what is before us! She has lost, at once, the
crown of virginity and the pleasures of wedlock. And, although, as a
widow, the second degree of chastity is hers, still can you not imagine
the continual crosses which she has to bear, daily seeing in her sister
what she has lost herself; and, while she finds it hard to go without
the pleasures of wedlock, having a less reward for her present
continence? Still she, too, may take heart and rejoice. The fruit which
is an hundredfold and that which is sixtyfold both spring from one
seed, and that seed is chastity. [436]
16. Do not court the company of married ladies or visit the houses of
the high-born. Do not look too often on the life which you despised to
become a virgin. Women of the world, you know, plume themselves because
their husbands are on the bench or in other high positions. And the
wife of the emperor always has an eager throng of visitors at her door.
Why do you, then, wrong your husband? Why do you, God's bride, hasten
to visit the wife of a mere man? Learn in this respect a holy pride;
know that you are better than they. And not only must you avoid
intercourse with those who are puffed up by their husbands' honors, who
are hedged in with troops of eunuchs, and who wear robes inwrought with
threads of gold. You must also shun those who are widows from necessity
and not from choice. Not that they ought to have desired the death of
their husbands; but that they have not welcomed the opportunity of
continence when it has come. As it is, they only change their garb;
their old self-seeking remains unchanged. To see them in their
capacious litters, with red cloaks and plump bodies, a row of eunuchs
walking in front of them, you would fancy them not to have lost
husbands but to be seeking them. Their houses are filled with
flatterers and with guests. The very clergy, who ought to inspire them
with respect by their teaching and authority, kiss these ladies on the
forehead, and putting forth their hands (so that, if you knew no
better, you might suppose them in the act of blessing), take wages for
their visits. They, meanwhile, seeing that priests cannot do without
them, are lifted up into pride; and as, having had experience of both,
they prefer the license of widowhood to the restraints of marriage,
they call themselves chaste livers and nuns. After an immoderate supper
they retire to rest to dream of the apostles. [437]
17. Let your companions be women pale and thin with fasting, and
approved by their years and conduct; such as daily sing in their
hearts: "Tell me where thou feedest thy flock, where thou makest it to
rest at noon," [438] and say, with true earnestness, "I have a desire
to depart and to be with Christ." [439] Be subject to your parents,
imitating the example of your spouse. [440] Rarely go abroad, and if
you wish to seek the aid of the martyrs seek it in your own chamber.
For you will never need a pretext for going out if you always go out
when there is need. Take food in moderation, and never overload your
stomach. For many women, while temperate as regards wine, are
intemperate in the use of food. When you rise at night to pray, let
your breath be that of an empty and not that of an overfull stomach.
Read often, learn all that you can. Let sleep overcome you, the roll
still in your hands; when your head falls, let it be on the sacred
page. Let your fasts be of daily occurrence and your refreshment such
as avoids satiety. It is idle to carry an empty stomach if, in two or
three days' time, the fast is to be made up for by repletion. When
cloyed the mind immediately grows sluggish, and when the ground is
watered it puts forth the thorns of lust. If ever you feel the outward
man sighing for the flower of youth, and if, as you lie on your couch
after a meal, you are excited by the alluring train of sensual desires;
then seize the shield of faith, for it alone can quench the fiery darts
of the devil. [441] "They are all adulterers," says the prophet; "they
have made ready their heart like an oven." [442] But do you keep close
to the footsteps of Christ, and, intent upon His words, say: "Did not
our heart burn within us by the way while Jesus opened to us the
Scriptures?" [443] and again: "Thy word is tried to the uttermost, and
thy servant loveth it." [444] It is hard for the human soul to avoid
loving something, and our mind must of necessity give way to affection
of one kind or another. The love of the flesh is overcome by the love
of the spirit. Desire is quenched by desire. What is taken from the one
increases the other. Therefore, as you lie on your couch, say again and
again: "By night have I sought Him whom my soul loveth." [445]
"Mortify, therefore," says the apostle, "your members which are upon
the earth." [446] Because he himself did so, he could afterwards say
with confidence: "I live, yet not I, but Christ, liveth in me." [447]
He who mortifies his members, and feels that he is walking in a vain
show, [448] is not afraid to say: "I am become like a bottle in the
frost. [449] Whatever there was in me of the moisture of lust has been
dried out of me." And again: "My knees are weak through fasting; I
forget to eat my bread. By reason of the voice of my groaning my bones
cleave to my skin." [450]
18. Be like the grasshopper and make night musical. Nightly wash your
bed and water your couch with your tears. [451] Watch and be like the
sparrow alone upon the housetop. [452] Sing with the spirit, but sing
with the understanding also. [453] And let your song be that of the
psalmist: "Bless the Lord, O my soul; and forget not all his benefits;
who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases; who
redeemeth thy life from destruction." [454] Can we, any of us, honestly
make his words our own: "I have eaten ashes like bread and mingled my
drink with weeping?" [455] Yet, should we not weep and groan when the
serpent invites us, as he invited our first parents, to eat forbidden
fruit, and when after expelling us from the paradise of virginity he
desires to clothe us with mantles of skins such as that which Elijah,
on his return to paradise, left behind him on earth? [456] Say to
yourself: "What have I to do with the pleasures of sense that so soon
come to an end? What have I to do with the song of the sirens so sweet
and so fatal to those who hear it?" I would not have you subject to
that sentence whereby condemnation has been passed upon mankind. When
God says to Eve, "In pain and in sorrow thou shalt bring forth
children," say to yourself, "That is a law for a married woman, not for
me." And when He continues, "Thy desire shall be to thy husband," [457]
say again: "Let her desire be to her husband who has not Christ for her
spouse." And when, last of all, He says, "Thou shalt surely die," [458]
once more, say, "Marriage indeed must end in death; but the life on
which I have resolved is independent of sex. Let those who are wives
keep the place and the time that properly belong to them. For me,
virginity is consecrated in the persons of Mary and of Christ."
19. Some one may say, "Do you dare detract from wedlock, which is a
state blessed by God?" I do not detract from wedlock when I set
virginity before it. No one compares a bad thing with a good. Wedded
women may congratulate themselves that they come next to virgins. "Be
fruitful," God says, "and multiply, and replenish the earth." [459] He
who desires to replenish the earth may increase and multiply if he
will. But the train to which you belong is not on earth, but in heaven.
The command to increase and multiply first finds fulfilment after the
expulsion from paradise, after the nakedness and the fig-leaves which
speak of sexual passion. Let them marry and be given in marriage who
eat their bread in the sweat of their brow; whose land brings forth to
them thorns and thistles, [460] and whose crops are choked with briars.
My seed produces fruit a hundredfold. [461] "All men cannot receive
God's saying, but they to whom it is given."
Some people may be eunuchs from necessity; I am one of free will. [462]
"There is a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing. There
is a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together."
[463] Now that out of the hard stones of the Gentiles God has raised up
children unto Abraham, [464] they begin to be "holy stones rolling upon
the earth." [465] They pass through the whirlwinds of the world, and
roll on in God's chariot on rapid wheels. Let those stitch coats to
themselves who have lost the coat woven from the top throughout; [466]
who delight in the cries of infants which, as soon as they see the
light, lament that they are born. In paradise Eve was a virgin, and it
was only after the coats of skins that she began her married life. Now
paradise is your home too. Keep therefore your birthright and say:
"Return unto thy rest, O my soul." [467] To show that virginity is
natural while wedlock only follows guilt, what is born of wedlock is
virgin flesh, and it gives back in fruit what in root it has lost.
"There shall come forth a rod out of the stem of Jesse, and a flower
shall grow out of his roots." [468] The rod [469] is the mother of the
Lord--simple, pure, unsullied; drawing no germ of life from without but
fruitful in singleness like God Himself. The flower of the rod is
Christ, who says of Himself: "I am the rose of Sharon and the lily of
the valleys." [470] In another place He is foretold to be "a stone cut
out of the mountain without hands," [471] a figure by which the prophet
signifies that He is to be born a virgin of a virgin. For the hands are
here a figure of wedlock as in the passage: "His left hand is under my
head and his right hand doth embrace me." [472] It agrees, also, with
this interpretation that the unclean animals are led into Noah's ark in
pairs, while of the clean an uneven number is taken. [473] Similarly,
when Moses and Joshua were bidden to remove their shoes because the
ground on which they stood was holy, [474] the command had a mystical
meaning. So, too, when the disciples were appointed to preach the
gospel they were told to take with them neither shoe nor shoe-latchet;
[475] and when the soldiers came to cast lots for the garments of Jesus
[476] they found no boots that they could take away. For the Lord could
not Himself possess what He had forbidden to His servants.
20. I praise wedlock, I praise marriage, but it is because they give me
virgins. I gather the rose from the thorns, the gold from the earth,
the pearl from the shell. "Doth the plowman plow all day to sow?" [477]
Shall he not also enjoy the fruit of his labor? Wedlock is the more
honored, the more what is born of it is loved. Why, mother, do you
grudge your daughter her virginity? She has been reared on your milk,
she has come from your womb, she has grown up in your bosom. Your
watchful affection has kept her a virgin. Are you angry with her
because she chooses to be a king's wife and not a soldier's? She has
conferred on you a high privilege; you are now the mother-in-law of
God. "Concerning virgins," says the apostle, "I have no commandment of
the Lord." [478] Why was this? Because his own virginity was due, not
to a command, but to his free choice. For they are not to be heard who
feign him to have had a wife; for, when he is discussing continence and
commending perpetual chastity, he uses the words, "I would that all men
were even as I myself." And farther on, "I say, therefore, to the
unmarried and widows, it is good for them if they abide even as I."
[479] And in another place, "have we not power to lead about wives even
as the rest of the apostles?" [480] Why then has he no commandment from
the Lord concerning virginity? Because what is freely offered is worth
more than what is extorted by force, and to command virginity would
have been to abrogate wedlock. It would have been a hard enactment to
compel opposition to nature and to extort from men the angelic life;
and not only so, it would have been to condemn what is a divine
ordinance.
21. The old law had a different ideal of blessedness, for therein it is
said: "Blessed is he who hath seed in Zion and a family in Jerusalem:"
[481] and "Cursed is the barren who beareth not:" [482] and "Thy
children shall be like olive-plants round about thy table." [483]
Riches too are promised to the faithful and we are told that "there was
not one feeble person among their tribes." [484] But now even to
eunuchs it is said, "Say not, behold I am a dry tree," [485] for
instead of sons and daughters you have a place forever in heaven. Now
the poor are blessed, now Lazarus is set before Dives in his purple.
[486] Now he who is weak is counted strong. But in those days the world
was still unpeopled: accordingly, to pass over instances of
childlessness meant only to serve as types, those only were considered
happy who could boast of children. It was for this reason that Abraham
in his old age married Keturah; [487] that Leah hired Jacob with her
son's mandrakes, [488] and that fair Rachel--a type of the
church--complained of the closing of her womb. [489] But gradually the
crop grew up and then the reaper was sent forth with his sickle. Elijah
lived a virgin life, so also did Elisha and many of the sons of the
prophets. To Jeremiah the command came: "Thou shalt not take thee a
wife." [490] He had been sanctified in his mother's womb, [491] and now
he was forbidden to take a wife because the captivity was near. The
apostle gives the same counsel in different words. "I think, therefore,
that this is good by reason of the present distress, namely that it is
good for a man to be as he is." [492] What is this distress which does
away with the joys of wedlock? The apostle tells us, in a later verse:
"The time is short: it remaineth that those who have wives be as though
they had none." [493] Nebuchadnezzar is hard at hand. The lion is
bestirring himself from his lair. What good will marriage be to me if
it is to end in slavery to the haughtiest of kings? What good will
little ones be to me if their lot is to be that which the prophet sadly
describes: "The tongue of the sucking child cleaveth to the roof of his
mouth for thirst; the young children ask for bread and no man breaketh
it unto them"? [494] In those days, as I have said, the virtue of
continence was found only in men: Eve still continued to travail with
children. But now that a virgin has conceived [495] in the womb and has
borne to us a child of which the prophet says that "Government shall be
upon his shoulder, and his name shall be called the mighty God, the
everlasting Father," [496] now the chain of the curse is broken. Death
came through Eve, but life has come through Mary. And thus the gift of
virginity has been bestowed most richly upon women, seeing that it has
had its beginning from a woman. As soon as the Son of God set foot upon
the earth, He formed for Himself a new household there; that, as He was
adored by angels in heaven, angels might serve Him also on earth. Then
chaste Judith once more cut off the head of Holofernes. [497] Then
Haman--whose name means iniquity--was once more burned in fire of his
own kindling. [498] Then James and John forsook father and net and ship
and followed the Saviour: neither kinship nor the world's ties, nor the
care of their home could hold them back. Then were the words heard:
"Whosoever will come after me, let him deny himself and take up his
cross and follow me." [499] For no soldier goes with a wife to battle.
Even when a disciple would have buried his father, the Lord forbade
him, and said: "Foxes have holes and the birds of the air have nests,
but the Son of Man hath not where to lay His head." [500] So you must
not complain if you have but scanty house-room. In the same strain, the
apostle writes: "He that is unmarried careth for the things that belong
to the Lord, how he may please the Lord: but he that is married careth
for the things that are of the world how he may please his wife. There
is difference also between a wife and a virgin. The unmarried woman
careth for the things of the Lord that she may be holy both in body and
in spirit. But she that is married careth for the things of the world
how she may please her husband." [501]
22. How great inconveniences are involved in wedlock and how many
anxieties encompass it I have, I think, described shortly in my
treatise--published against Helvidius [502] --on the perpetual
virginity of the blessed Mary. It would be tedious to go over the same
ground now; and any one who pleases may draw from that fountain. But
lest I should seem wholly to have passed over the matter, I will just
say now that the apostle bids us pray without ceasing, [503] and that
he who in the married state renders his wife her due [504] cannot so
pray. Either we pray always and are virgins, or we cease to pray that
we may fulfil the claims of marriage. Still he says: "If a virgin marry
she hath not sinned. Nevertheless such shall have trouble in the
flesh." [505] At the outset I promised that I should say little or
nothing of the embarrassments of wedlock, and now I give you notice to
the same effect. If you want to know from how many vexations a virgin
is free and by how many a wife is fettered you should read Tertullian
"to a philosophic friend," [506] and his other treatises on virginity,
the blessed Cyprian's noble volume, the writings of Pope Damasus [507]
in prose and verse, and the treatises recently written for his sister
by our own Ambrose. [508] In these he has poured forth his soul with
such a flood of eloquence that he has sought out, set forth, and put in
order all that bears on the praise of virgins.
23. We must proceed by a different path, for our purpose is not the
praise of virginity but its preservation. To know that it is a good
thing is not enough: when we have chosen it we must guard it with
jealous care. The first only requires judgment, and we share it with
many; the second calls for toil, and few compete with us in it. "He
that shall endure unto the end," the Lord says, "the same shall be
saved," [509] and "many are called but few are chosen." [510] Therefore
I conjure you before God and Jesus Christ and His elect angels to guard
that which you have received, not readily exposing to the public gaze
the vessels of the Lord's temple (which only the priests are by right
allowed to see), that no profane person may look upon God's sanctuary.
Uzzah, when he touched the ark which it was not lawful to touch, was
struck down suddenly by death. [511] And assuredly no gold or silver
vessel was ever so dear to God as is the temple of a virgin's body. The
shadow went before, but now the reality is come. You indeed may speak
in all simplicity, and from motives of amiability may treat with
courtesy the veriest strangers, but unchaste eyes see nothing aright.
They fail to appreciate the beauty of the soul, and only value that of
the body. Hezekiah showed God's treasure to the Assyrians, [512] who
ought never to have seen what they were sure to covet. The consequence
was that Judæa was torn by continual wars, and that the very first
things carried away to Babylon were these vessels of the Lord. We find
Belshazzar at his feast and among his concubines (vice always glories
in defiling what is noble) drinking out of these sacred cups. [513]
24. Never incline your ear to words of mischief. For men often say an
improper word to make trial of a virgin's steadfastness, to see if she
hears it with pleasure, and if she is ready to unbend at every silly
jest. Such persons applaud whatever you affirm and deny whatever you
deny; they speak of you as not only holy but accomplished, and say that
in you there is no guile. "Behold," say they, "a true hand-maid of
Christ; behold entire singleness of heart. How different from that
rough, unsightly, countrified fright, who most likely never married
because she could never find a husband." Our natural weakness induces
us readily to listen to such flatterers; but, though we may blush and
reply that such praise is more than our due, the soul within us
rejoices to hear itself praised.
Like the ark of the covenant Christ's spouse should be overlaid with
gold within and without; [514] she should be the guardian of the law of
the Lord. Just as the ark contained nothing but the tables of the
covenant, [515] so in you there should be no thought of anything that
is outside. For it pleases the Lord to sit in your mind as He once sat
on the mercy-seat and the cherubims. [516] As He sent His disciples to
loose Him the foal of an ass that he might ride on it, so He sends them
to release you from the cares of the world, that leaving the bricks and
straw of Egypt, you may follow Him, the true Moses, through the
wilderness and may enter the land of promise. Let no one dare to forbid
you, neither mother nor sister nor kinswoman nor brother: "The Lord
hath need of you." [517] Should they seek to hinder you, let them fear
the scourges that fell on Pharaoh, who, because he would not let God's
people go that they might serve Him, [518] suffered the plagues
described in Scripture. Jesus entering into the temple cast out those
things which belonged not to the temple. For God is jealous and will
not allow the father's house to be made a den of robbers. [519] Where
money is counted, where doves are sold, where simplicity is stifled
where, that is, a virgin's breast glows with cares of this world;
straightway the veil of the temple is rent, [520] the bridegroom rises
in anger, he says: "Your house is left unto you desolate." [521] Read
the gospel and see how Mary sitting at the feet of the Lord is set
before the zealous Martha. In her anxiety to be hospitable Martha was
preparing a meal for the Lord and His disciples; yet Jesus said to her:
"Martha, Martha, thou art careful and troubled about many things. But
few things are needful or one. [522] And Mary hath chosen that good
part which shall not be taken away from her." [523] Be then like Mary;
prefer the food of the soul to that of the body. Leave it to your
sisters to run to and fro and to seek how they may fitly welcome
Christ. But do you, having once for all cast away the burden of the
world, sit at the Lord's feet and say: "I have found him whom my soul
loveth; I will hold him, I will not let him go." [524] And He will
answer: "My dove, my undefiled is but one; she is the only one of her
mother, she is the choice one of her that bare her." [525] Now the
mother of whom this is said is the heavenly Jerusalem. [526]
25. Ever let the privacy of your chamber guard you; ever let the
Bridegroom sport with you within. [527] Do you pray? You speak to the
Bridegroom. Do you read? He speaks to you. When sleep overtakes you He
will come behind and put His hand through the hole of the door, and
your heart [528] shall be moved for Him; and you will awake and rise up
and say: "I am sick of love." [529] Then He will reply: "A garden
inclosed is my sister, my spouse; a spring shut up, a fountain sealed."
[530]
Go not from home nor visit the daughters of a strange land, though you
have patriarchs for brothers and Israel for a father. Dinah went out
and was seduced. [531] Do not seek the Bridegroom in the streets; do
not go round the corners of the city. For though you may say: "I will
rise now and go about the city: in the streets and in the broad ways I
will seek Him whom my soul loveth," and though you may ask the
watchmen: "Saw ye Him whom my soul loveth?" [532] no one will deign to
answer you. The Bridegroom cannot be found in the streets: "Strait and
narrow is the way which leadeth unto life." [533] So the Song goes on:
"I sought him but I could not find him: I called him but he gave me no
answer." [534] And would that failure to find Him were all. You will be
wounded and stripped, you will lament and say: "The watchmen that went
about the city found me: they smote me, they wounded me, they took away
my veil from me." [535] Now if one who could say: "I sleep but my heart
waketh," [536] and "A bundle of myrrh is my well beloved unto me; he
shall lie all night betwixt my breasts"; [537] if one who could speak
thus suffered so much because she went abroad, what shall become of us
who are but young girls; of us who, when the bride goes in with the
Bridegroom, still remain without? Jesus is jealous. He does not choose
that your face should be seen of others. You may excuse yourself and
say: "I have drawn close my veil, I have covered my face and I have
sought Thee there and have said: Tell me, O Thou whom my soul loveth,
where Thou feedest Thy flock, where Thou makest it to rest at noon. For
why should I be as one that is veiled beside the flocks of Thy
companions?'" [538] Yet in spite of your excuses He will be wroth, He
will swell with anger and say: "If thou know not thyself, O thou
fairest among women, go thy way forth by the footsteps of the flock and
feed thy goats beside the shepherd's tents." [539] You may be fair, and
of all faces yours may be the dearest to the Bridegroom; yet, unless
you know yourself, and keep your heart with all diligence, [540] unless
also you avoid the eyes of the young men, you will be turned out of My
bride-chamber to feed the goats, which shall be set on the left hand.
[541]
26. These things being so, my Eustochium, daughter, lady,
fellow-servant, sister--these names refer the first to your age, the
second to your rank, the third to your religious vocation, the last to
the place which you hold in my affection--hear the words of Isaiah:
"Come, my people, enter thou into thy chambers, and shut thy doors
about thee: hide thyself as it were for a little moment, until the
indignation" of the Lord "be overpast." [542] Let foolish virgins stray
abroad, but for your part stay at home with the Bridegroom; for if you
shut your door, and, according to the precept of the Gospel, [543] pray
to your Father in secret, He will come and knock, saying: "Behold, I
stand at the door and knock; if any man...open the door, I will come in
to him, and will sup with him, and he with me." [544] Then straightway
you will eagerly reply: "It is the voice of my beloved that knocketh,
saying, Open to me, my sister, my love, my dove, my undefiled." It is
impossible that you should refuse, and say: "I have put off my coat;
how shall I put it on? I have washed my feet; how shall I defile them?"
[545] Arise forthwith and open. Otherwise while you linger He may pass
on and you may have mournfully to say: "I opened to my beloved, but my
beloved was gone." [546] Why need the doors of your heart be closed to
the Bridegroom? Let them be open to Christ but closed to the devil
according to the saying: "If the spirit of him who hath power rise up
against thee, leave not thy place." [547] Daniel, in that upper story
to which he withdrew when he could no longer continue below, had his
windows open toward Jerusalem. [548] Do you too keep your windows open,
but only on the side where light may enter and whence you may see the
eye of the Lord. Open not those other windows of which the prophet
says: "Death is come up into our windows." [549]
27. You must also be careful to avoid the snare of a passion for
vainglory. "How," Jesus says, "can ye believe which receive glory one
from another?" [550] What an evil that must be the victim of which
cannot believe! Let us rather say: "Thou art my glorying," [551] and
"He that glorieth, let him glory in the Lord," [552] and "If I yet
pleased men I should not be the servant of Christ," [553] and "Far be
it from me to glory save in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, through
whom the world hath been crucified unto me and I unto the world;" [554]
and once more: "In God we boast all the day long; my soul shall make
her boast in the Lord." [555] When you do alms, let God alone see you.
When you fast, be of a cheerful countenance. [556] Let your dress be
neither too neat nor too slovenly; neither let it be so remarkable as
to draw the attention of passers-by, and to make men point their
fingers at you. Is a brother dead? Has the body of a sister to be
carried to its burial? Take care lest in too often performing such
offices you die yourself. Do not wish to seem very devout nor more
humble than need be, lest you seek glory by shunning it. For many, who
screen from all men's sight their poverty, charity, and fasting, desire
to excite admiration by their very disdain of it, and strangely seek
for praise while they profess to keep out of its way. From the other
disturbing influences which make men rejoice, despond, hope, and fear I
find many free; but this is a defect which few are without, and he is
best whose character, like a fair skin, is disfigured by the fewest
blemishes. I do not think it necessary to warn you against boasting of
your riches, or against priding yourself on your birth, or against
setting yourself up as superior to others. I know your humility; I know
that you can say with sincerity: "Lord, my heart is not haughty nor
mine eyes lofty;" [557] I know that in your breast as in that of your
mother the pride through which the devil fell has no place. It would be
time wasted to write to you about it; for there is no greater folly
than to teach a pupil what he knows already. But now that you have
despised the boastfulness of the world, do not let the fact inspire you
with new boastfulness. Harbor not the secret thought that having ceased
to court attention in garments of gold you may begin to do so in mean
attire. And when you come into a room full of brothers and sisters, do
not sit in too low a place or plead that you are unworthy of a
footstool. Do not deliberately lower your voice as though worn out with
fasting; nor, leaning on the shoulder of another, mimic the tottering
gait of one who is faint. Some women, it is true, disfigure their
faces, that they may appear unto men to fast. [558] As soon as they
catch sight of any one they groan, they look down; they cover up their
faces, all but one eye, which they keep free to see with. Their dress
is sombre, their girdles are of sackcloth, their hands and feet are
dirty; only their stomachs--which cannot be seen--are hot with food. Of
these the psalm is sung daily: "The Lord will scatter the bones of them
that please themselves." [559] Others change their garb and assume the
mien of men, being ashamed of being what they were born to be--women.
They cut off their hair and are not ashamed to look like eunuchs. Some
clothe themselves in goat's hair, and, putting on hoods, think to
become children again by making themselves look like so many owls.
[560]
28. But I will not speak only of women. Avoid men, also, when you see
them loaded with chains and wearing their hair long like women,
contrary to the apostle's precept, [561] not to speak of beards like
those of goats, black cloaks, and bare feet braving the cold. All these
things are tokens of the devil. Such an one Rome groaned over some time
back in Antimus; and Sophronius is a still more recent instance. Such
persons, when they have once gained admission to the houses of the
high-born, and have deceived "silly women laden with sins, ever
learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth," [562]
feign a sad mien and pretend to make long fasts while at night they
feast in secret. Shame forbids me to say more, for my language might
appear more like invective than admonition. There are others--I speak
of those of my own order--who seek the presbyterate and the diaconate
simply that they may be able to see women with less restraint. Such men
think of nothing but their dress; they use perfumes freely, and see
that there are no creases in their leather shoes. Their curling hair
shows traces of the tongs; their fingers glisten with rings; they walk
on tiptoe across a damp road, not to splash their feet. When you see
men acting in this way, think of them rather as bridegrooms than as
clergymen. Certain persons have devoted the whole of their energies and
life to the single object of knowing the names, houses, and characters
of married ladies. I will here briefly describe the head of the
profession, that from the master's likeness you may recognize the
disciples. He rises and goes forth with the sun; he has the order of
his visits duly arranged; he takes the shortest road; and, troublesome
old man that he is, forces his way almost into the bedchambers of
ladies yet asleep. If he sees a pillow that takes his fancy or an
elegant table-cover--or indeed any article of household furniture--he
praises it, looks admiringly at it, takes it into his hand, and,
complaining that he has nothing of the kind, begs or rather extorts it
from the owner. All the women, in fact, fear to cross the news-carrier
of the town. Chastity and fasting are alike distasteful to him. What he
likes is a savory breakfast--say off a plump young crane such as is
commonly called a cheeper. In speech he is rude and forward, and is
always ready to bandy reproaches. Wherever you turn he is the first man
that you see before you. Whatever news is noised abroad he is either
the originator of the rumor or its magnifier. He changes his horses
every hour; and they are so sleek and spirited that you would take him
for a brother of the Thracian king. [563]
29. Many are the stratagems which the wily enemy employs against us.
"The serpent," we are told, "was more subtile than any beast of the
field which the Lord God had made." [564] And the apostle says: "We are
not ignorant of his devices." [565] Neither an affected shabbiness nor
a stylish smartness becomes a Christian. If there is anything of which
you are ignorant, if you have any doubt about Scripture, ask one whose
life commends him, whose age puts him above suspicion, whose reputation
does not belie him; one who may be able to say: "I have espoused you to
one husband that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ." Or if
there should be none such able to explain, it is better to avoid danger
at the price of ignorance than to court it for the sake of learning.
Remember that you walk in the midst of snares, and that many veteran
virgins, of a chastity never called in question, have, on the very
threshold of death, let their crowns fall from their hands.
If any of your handmaids share your vocation, do not lift up yourself
against them or pride yourself because you are their mistress. You have
all chosen one Bridegroom; you all sing the same psalms; together you
receive the Body of Christ. Why then should your thoughts be different?
[566] You must try to win others, and that you may attract the more
readily you must treat the virgins in your train with the greatest
respect. If you find one of them weak in the faith, be attentive to
her, comfort her, caress her, and make her chastity your treasure. But
if a girl pretends to have a vocation simply because she desires to
escape from service, read aloud to her the words of the apostle: "It is
better to marry than to burn." [567]
Idle persons and busybodies, whether virgins or widows; such as go from
house to house calling on married women and displaying an unblushing
effrontery greater than that of a stage parasite, cast from you as you
would the plague. For "evil communications corrupt good manners," [568]
and women like these care for nothing but their lowest appetites. They
will often urge you, saying, "My dear creature, make the best of your
advantages, and live while life is yours," and "Surely you are not
laying up money for your children." Given to wine and wantonness, they
instill all manner of mischief into people's minds, and induce even the
most austere to indulge in enervating pleasures. And "when they have
begun to wax wanton against Christ they will marry, having condemnation
because they have rejected their first faith." [569]
Do not seek to appear over-eloquent, nor trifle with verse, nor make
yourself gay with lyric songs. And do not, out of affectation, follow
the sickly taste [570] of married ladies who, now pressing their teeth
together, now keeping their lips wide apart, speak with a lisp, and
purposely clip their words, because they fancy that to pronounce them
naturally is a mark of country breeding. Accordingly they find pleasure
in what I may call an adultery of the tongue. For "what communion hath
light with darkness? And what concord hath Christ with Belial?" [571]
How can Horace go with the psalter, Virgil with the gospels, Cicero
with the apostle? [572] Is not a brother made to stumble if he sees you
sitting at meat in an idol's temple? [573] Although "unto the pure all
things are pure," [574] and "nothing is to be refused if it be received
with thanksgiving," [575] still we ought not to drink the cup of
Christ, and, at the same time, the cup of devils. [576] Let me relate
to you the story of my own miserable experience.
30. Many years ago, when for the kingdom of heaven's sake I had cut
myself off from home, parents, sister, relations, and--harder
still--from the dainty food to which I had been accustomed; and when I
was on my way to Jerusalem to wage my warfare, I still could not bring
myself to forego the library which I had formed for myself at Rome with
great care and toil. And so, miserable man that I was, I would fast
only that I might afterwards read Cicero. After many nights spent in
vigil, after floods of tears called from my inmost heart, after the
recollection of my past sins, I would once more take up Plautus. And
when at times I returned to my right mind, and began to read the
prophets, their style seemed rude and repellent. I failed to see the
light with my blinded eyes; but I attributed the fault not to them, but
to the sun. While the old serpent was thus making me his plaything,
about the middle of Lent a deep-seated fever fell upon my weakened
body, and while it destroyed my rest completely--the story seems hardly
credible--it so wasted my unhappy frame that scarcely anything was left
of me but skin and bone. Meantime preparations for my funeral went on;
my body grew gradually colder, and the warmth of life lingered only in
my throbbing breast. Suddenly I was caught up in the spirit and dragged
before the judgment seat of the Judge; and here the light was so
bright, and those who stood around were so radiant, that I cast myself
upon the ground and did not dare to look up. Asked who and what I was I
replied: "I am a Christian." But He who presided said: "Thou liest,
thou art a follower of Cicero and not of Christ. For where thy treasure
is, there will thy heart be also.'" [577] Instantly I became dumb, and
amid the strokes of the lash--for He had ordered me to be scourged--I
was tortured more severely still by the fire of conscience, considering
with myself that verse, "In the grave who shall give thee thanks?"
[578] Yet for all that I began to cry and to bewail myself, saying:
"Have mercy upon me, O Lord: have mercy upon me." Amid the sound of the
scourges this cry still made itself heard. At last the bystanders,
falling down before the knees of Him who presided, prayed that He would
have pity on my youth, and that He would give me space to repent of my
error. He might still, they urged, inflict torture on me, should I ever
again read the works of the Gentiles. Under the stress of that awful
moment I should have been ready to make even still larger promises than
these. Accordingly I made oath and called upon His name, saying: "Lord,
if ever again I possess worldly books, or if ever again I read such, I
have denied Thee." Dismissed, then, on taking this oath, I returned to
the upper world, and, to the surprise of all, I opened upon them eyes
so drenched with tears that my distress served to convince even the
incredulous. And that this was no sleep nor idle dream, such as those
by which we are often mocked, I call to witness the tribunal before
which I lay, and the terrible judgment which I feared. May it never,
hereafter, be my lot to fall under such an inquisition! I profess that
my shoulders were black and blue, that I felt the bruises long after I
awoke from my sleep, and that thenceforth I read the books of God with
a zeal greater than I had previously given to the books of men.
31. You must also avoid the sin of covetousness, and this not merely by
refusing to seize upon what belongs to others, for that is punished by
the laws of the state, but also by not keeping your own property, which
has now become no longer yours. "If have not been faithful," the Lord
says, "in that which is another man's, who shall give you that which is
your own?" [579] "That which is another man's" is a quantity of gold or
of silver, while "that which is our own" is the spiritual heritage of
which it is elsewhere said: "The ransom of a man's life is his riches."
[580] "No man can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one
and love the other; or else he will hold to the one and despise the
other. Ye cannot serve God and Mammon." [581] Riches, that is; for in
the heathen tongue of the Syrians riches are called mammon. The
"thorns" which choke our faith [582] are the taking thought for our
life. [583] Care for the things which the Gentiles seek after [584] is
the root of covetousness.
But you will say: "I am a girl delicately reared, and I cannot labor
with my hands. Suppose that I live to old age and then fall sick, who
will take pity on me?" Hear Jesus speaking to the apostles: "Take no
thought what ye shall eat; nor yet for your body what ye shall put on.
Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment? Behold the
fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap nor gather
into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them." [585] Should
clothing fail you, set the lilies before your eyes. Should hunger seize
you, think of the words in which the poor and hungry are blessed.
Should pain afflict you, read "Therefore I take pleasure in
infirmities," and "There was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the
messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above
measure." [586] Rejoice in all God's judgments; for does not the
psalmist say: "The daughters of Judah rejoiced because of thy
judgments, O Lord"? [587] Let the words be ever on your lips: "Naked
came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither;"
[588] and "We brought nothing into this world, and it is certain we can
carry nothing out." [589]
32. To-day you may see women cramming their wardrobes with dresses,
changing their gowns from day to day, and for all that unable to
vanquish the moths. Now and then one more scrupulous wears out a single
dress; yet, while she appears in rags, her boxes are full. Parchments
are dyed purple, gold is melted into lettering, manuscripts are decked
with jewels, while Christ lies at the door naked and dying. When they
hold out a hand to the needy they sound a trumpet; [590] when they
invite to a love-feast [591] they engage a crier. I lately saw the
noblest lady in Rome--I suppress her name, for I am no satirist--with a
band of eunuchs before her in the basilica of the blessed Peter. She
was giving money to the poor, a coin apiece; and this with her own
hand, that she might be accounted more religious. Hereupon a by no
means uncommon incident occurred. An old woman, "full of years and
rags," [592] ran forward to get a second coin, but when her turn came
she received not a penny but a blow hard enough to draw blood from her
guilty veins.
"The love of money is the root of all evil," [593] and the apostle
speaks of covetousness as being idolatry. [594] "Seek ye first the
kingdom of God and all these things shall be added unto you." [595] The
Lord will never allow a righteous soul to perish of hunger. "I have
been young," the psalmist says, "and now am old, yet have I not seen
the righteous forsaken nor his seed begging bread." [596] Elijah is fed
by ministering ravens. [597] The widow of Zarephath, who with her sons
expected to die the same night, went without food herself that she
might feed the prophet. He who had come to be fed then turned feeder,
for, by a miracle, he filled the empty barrel. [598] The apostle Peter
says: "Silver and gold have I none, but such as I have give I thee. In
the name of Jesus Christ rise up and walk." [599] But now many, while
they do not say it in words, by their deeds declare: "Faith and pity
have I none; but such as I have, silver and gold, these I will not give
thee." "Having food and raiment let us be therewith content." [600]
Hear the prayer of Jacob: "If God will be with me and will keep me in
this way that I go, and will give me bread to eat and raiment to put
on, then shall the Lord be my God." [601] He prayed only for things
necessary; yet, twenty years afterwards, he returned to the land of
Canaan rich in substance and richer still in children. [602] Numberless
are the instances in Scripture which teach men to "Beware of
covetousness." [603]
33. As I have been led to touch to the subject--it shall have a
treatise to itself if Christ permit--I will relate what took place not
very many years ago at Nitria. A brother, more thrifty than covetous,
and ignorant that the Lord had been sold for thirty pieces of silver,
[604] left behind him at his death a hundred pieces of money which he
had earned by weaving linen. As there were about five thousand monks in
the neighborhood, living in as many separate cells, a council was held
as to what should be done. Some said that the coins should be
distributed among the poor; others that they should be given to the
church, while others were for sending them back to the relatives of the
deceased. However, Macarius, Pambo, Isidore and the rest of those
called fathers, speaking by the Spirit, decided that they should be
interred with their owner, with the words: "Thy money perish with
thee." [605] Nor was this too harsh a decision; for so great fear has
fallen upon all throughout Egypt, that it is now a crime to leave after
one a single shilling.
34. As I have mentioned the monks, and know that you like to hear about
holy things, lend an ear to me for a few moments. There are in Egypt
three classes of monks. First, there are the coenobites, [606] called
in their Gentile language Sauses, [607] or, as we should say, men
living in a community. [608] Secondly, there are the anchorites, [609]
who live in the desert, each man by himself, and are so called because
they have withdrawn from human society. Thirdly, there is the class
called Remoboth, [610] a very inferior and little regarded type,
peculiar to my own province, [611] or, at least, originating there.
These live together in twos and threes, but seldom in larger numbers,
and are bound by no rule; but do exactly as they choose. A portion of
their earnings they contribute to a common fund, out of which food is
provided for all. In most cases they reside in cities and strongholds;
and, as though it were their workmanship which is holy, and not their
life, all that they sell is extremely dear. They often quarrel because
they are unwilling, while supplying their own food, to be subordinate
to others. It is true that they compete with each other in fasting;
they make what should be a private concern an occasion for a triumph.
In everything they study effect: their sleeves are loose, their boots
bulge, their garb is of the coarsest. They are always sighing, or
visiting virgins, or sneering at the clergy; yet when a holiday comes,
they make themselves sick--they eat so much.
35. Having then rid ourselves of these as of so many plagues, let us
come to that more numerous class who live together, and who are, as we
have said, called Coenobites. Among these the first principle of union
is to obey superiors and to do whatever they command. They are divided
into bodies of ten and of a hundred, so that each tenth man has
authority over nine others, while the hundredth has ten of these
officers under him. They live apart from each other, in separate cells.
According to their rule, no monk may visit another before the ninth
hour; [612] except the deans [613] above mentioned, whose office is to
comfort, with soothing words, those whose thoughts disquiet them. After
the ninth hour they meet together to sing psalms and read the
Scriptures according to usage. Then when the prayers have ended and all
have sat down, one called the father stands up among them and begins to
expound the portion of the day. While he is speaking the silence is
profound; no man ventures to look at his neighbor or to clear his
throat. The speaker's praise is in the weeping of his hearers. [614]
Silent tears roll down their cheeks, but not a sob escapes from their
lips. Yet when he begins to speak of Christ's kingdom, and of future
bliss, and of the glory which is to come, every one may be noticed
saying to himself, with a gentle sigh and uplifted eyes: "Oh, that I
had wings like a dove! For then would I fly away and be at rest." [615]
After this the meeting breaks up and each company of ten goes with its
father to its own table. This they take in turns to serve each for a
week at a time. No noise is made over the food; no one talks while
eating. Bread, pulse and greens form their fare, and the only seasoning
that they use is salt. Wine is given only to the old, who with the
children often have a special meal prepared for them to repair the
ravages of age and to save the young from premature decay. When the
meal is over they all rise together, and, after singing a hymn, return
to their dwellings. There each one talks till evening with his comrade
thus: "Have you noticed so-and-so? What grace he has! How silent he is!
How soberly he walks!" If any one is weak they comfort him; or if he is
fervent in love to God, they encourage him to fresh earnestness. And
because at night, besides the public prayers, each man keeps vigil in
his own chamber, they go round all the cells one by one, and putting
their ears to the doors, carefully ascertain what their occupants are
doing. If they find a monk slothful, they do not scold him; but,
dissembling what they know, they visit him more frequently, and at
first exhort rather than compel him to pray more. Each day has its
allotted task, and this being given in to the dean, is by him brought
to the steward. This latter, once a month, gives a scrupulous account
to their common father. He also tastes the dishes when they are cooked,
and, as no one is allowed to say, "I am without a tunic or a cloak or a
couch of rushes," he so arranges that no one need ask for or go without
what he wants. In case a monk falls ill, he is moved to a more spacious
chamber, and there so attentively nursed by the old men, that he misses
neither the luxury of cities nor a mother's kindness. Every Lord's day
they spend their whole time in prayer and reading; indeed, when they
have finished their tasks, these are their usual occupations. Every day
they learn by heart a portion of Scripture. They keep the same fasts
all the year round, but in Lent they are allowed to live more strictly.
After Whitsuntide they exchange their evening meal for a midday one;
both to satisfy the tradition of the church and to avoid overloading
their stomachs with a double supply of food.
A similar description is given of the Essenes by Philo, [616] Plato's
imitator; also by Josephus, [617] the Greek Livy, in his narrative of
the Jewish captivity.
36. As my present subject is virgins, I have said rather too much about
monks. I will pass on, therefore, to the third class, called
anchorites, who go from the monasteries into the deserts, with nothing
but bread and salt. Paul [618] introduced this way of life; Antony made
it famous, and--to go farther back still--John the Baptist set the
first example of it. The prophet Jeremiah describes one such in the
words: "It is good for a man that he bear the yoke in his youth. He
sitteth alone and keepeth silence, because he hath borne it upon him.
He giveth his cheek to him that smiteth him, he is filled full with
reproach. For the Lord will not cast off forever." [619] The struggle
of the anchorites and their life--in the flesh, yet not of the flesh--I
will, if you wish, explain to you at some other time. I must now return
to the subject of covetousness, which I left to speak of the monks.
With them before your eyes you will despise, not only gold and silver
in general, but earth itself and heaven. United to Christ, you will
sing, "The Lord is my portion." [620]
37. Farther, although the apostle bids us to "pray without ceasing,"
[621] and although to the saints their very sleep is a supplication, we
ought to have fixed hours of prayer, that if we are detained by work,
the time may remind us of our duty. Prayers, as every one knows, ought
to be said at the third, sixth and ninth hours, at dawn and at evening.
[622] No meal should be begun without prayer, and before leaving table
thanks should be returned to the Creator. We should rise two or three
times in the night, and go over the parts of Scripture which we know by
heart. When we leave the roof which shelters us, prayer should be our
armor; and when we return from the street we should pray before we sit
down, and not give the frail body rest until the soul is fed. In every
act we do, in every step we take, let our hand trace the Lord's cross.
Speak against nobody, and do not slander your mother's son. [623] "Who
art thou that judgest the servant of another? To his own lord he
standeth or falleth; yea, he shall be made to stand, for the Lord hath
power to make him stand." [624] If you have fasted two or three days,
do not think yourself better than others who do not fast. You fast and
are angry; another eats and wears a smiling face. You work off your
irritation and hunger in quarrels. He uses food in moderation and gives
God thanks. [625] Daily Isaiah cries: "Is it such a fast that I have
chosen, saith the Lord?" [626] and again: "In the day of your fast ye
find your own pleasure, and oppress all your laborers. Behold ye fast
for strife and contention, and to smite with the fist of wickedness.
How fast ye unto me?" [627] What kind of fast can his be whose wrath is
such that not only does the night go down upon it, but that even the
moon's changes leave it unchanged?
38. Look to yourself and glory in your own success and not in others'
failure. Some women care for the flesh and reckon up their income and
daily expenditure: such are no fit models for you. Judas was a traitor,
but the eleven apostles did not waver. Phygellus and Alexander made
shipwreck; but the rest continued to run the race of faith. [628] Say
not: "So-and-so enjoys her own property, she is honored of men, her
brothers and sisters come to see her. Has she then ceased to be a
virgin?" In the first place, it is doubtful if she is a virgin. For
"the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh upon the outward
appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart." [629] Again, she may be
a virgin in body and not in spirit. According to the apostle, a true
virgin is "holy both in body and in spirit." [630] Lastly, let her
glory in her own way. Let her override Paul's opinion and live in the
enjoyment of her good things. But you and I must follow better
examples.
Set before you the blessed Mary, whose surpassing purity made her meet
to be the mother of the Lord. When the angel Gabriel came down to her,
in the form of a man, and said: "Hail, thou that art highly favored;
the Lord is with thee," [631] she was terror-stricken and unable to
reply, for she had never been saluted by a man before. But, on learning
who he was, she spoke, and one who had been afraid of a man conversed
fearlessly with an angel. Now you, too, may be the Lord's mother. "Take
thee a great roll and write in it with a man's pen
Maher-shalal-hash-baz." [632] And when you have gone to the prophetess,
and have conceived in the womb, and have brought forth a son, [633]
say: "Lord, we have been with child by thy fear, we have been in pain,
we have brought forth the spirit of thy salvation, which we have
wrought upon the earth." [634] Then shall your Son reply: "Behold my
mother and my brethren." [635] And He whose name you have so recently
inscribed upon the table of your heart, and have written with a pen
upon its renewed surface [636] --He, after He has recovered the spoil
from the enemy, and has spoiled principalities and powers, nailing them
to His cross [637] --having been miraculously conceived, grows up to
manhood; and, as He becomes older, regards you no longer as His mother,
but as His bride. To be as the martyrs, or as the apostles, or as
Christ, involves a hard struggle, but brings with it a great reward.
All such efforts are only of use when they are made within the church's
pale; [638] we must celebrate the passover in the one house, [639] we
must enter the ark with Noah, [640] we must take refuge from the fall
of Jericho with the justified harlot, Rahab. [641] Such virgins as
there are said to be among the heretics and among the followers of the
infamous Manes [642] must be considered, not virgins, but prostitutes.
For if--as they allege--the devil is the author of the body, how can
they honor that which is fashioned by their foe? No; it is because they
know that the name virgin brings glory with it, that they go about as
wolves in sheep's clothing. [643] As antichrist pretends to be Christ,
such virgins assume an honorable name, that they may the better cloak a
discreditable life. Rejoice, my sister; rejoice, my daughter; rejoice,
my virgin; for you have resolved to be, in reality, that which others
insincerely feign.
39. The things that I have here set forth will seem hard to her who
loves not Christ. But one who has come to regard all the splendor of
the world as off-scourings, and to hold all things under the sun as
vain, that he may win Christ; [644] one who has died with his Lord and
risen again, and has crucified the flesh with its affections and lusts;
[645] he will boldly cry out: "Who shall separate us from the love of
Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or
nakedness, or peril, or sword?" and again: "I am persuaded that neither
death nor life, nor angels, nor principalities nor powers, nor things
present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other
creature shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in
Christ Jesus, our Lord." [646]
For our salvation the Son of God is made the Son of Man. [647] Nine
months He awaits His birth in the womb, undergoes the most revolting
conditions, [648] and comes forth covered with blood, to be swathed in
rags and covered with caresses. He who shuts up the world in His fist
[649] is contained in the narrow limits of a manger. I say nothing of
the thirty years during which he lives in obscurity, satisfied with the
poverty of his parents. [650] When He is scourged He holds His peace;
when He is crucified, He prays for His crucifiers. "What shall I render
unto the Lord for all His benefits towards me? I will take the cup of
salvation and call upon the name of the Lord. Precious in the sight of
the Lord is the death of His saints." [651] The only fitting return
that we can make to Him is to give blood for blood; and, as we are
redeemed by the blood of Christ, gladly to lay down our lives for our
Redeemer. What saint has ever won his crown without first contending
for it? Righteous Abel is murdered. Abraham is in danger of losing his
wife. And, as I must not enlarge my book unduly, seek for yourself: you
will find that all holy men have suffered adversity. Solomon alone
lived in luxury and perhaps it was for this reason that he fell. For
"whom the Lord loveth, He chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom He
receiveth." [652] Which is best--for a short time to do battle, to
carry stakes for the palisades, to bear arms, to faint under heavy
bucklers, that ever afterwards we may rejoice as victors? or to become
slaves forever, just because we cannot endure for a single hour? [653]
40. Love finds nothing hard; no task is difficult to the eager. Think
of all that Jacob bore for Rachel, the wife who had been promised to
him. "Jacob," the Scripture says, "served seven years for Rachel. And
they seemed unto him but a few days for the love he had to her." [654]
Afterwards he himself tells us what he had to undergo. "In the day the
drought consumed me and the frost by night." [655] So we must love
Christ and always seek His embraces. Then everything difficult will
seem easy; all things long we shall account short; and smitten with His
arrows, [656] we shall say every moment: "Woe is me that I have
prolonged my pilgrimage." [657] For "the sufferings of this present
time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be
revealed in us." [658] For "tribulation worketh patience, and patience
experience, and experience hope; and hope maketh not ashamed." [659]
When your lot seems hard to bear read Paul's second epistle to the
Corinthians: "In labors more abundant; in stripes above measure; in
prisons more frequent; in deaths oft. Of the Jews five times received I
forty stripes save one; thrice was I beaten with rods; once was I
stoned; thrice I suffered shipwreck; a night and a day I have been in
the deep; in journeyings often, in perils of waters, in perils of
robbers, in perils by mine own countrymen, in perils by the heathen, in
perils in the city, in perils in the wilderness, in perils in the sea,
in perils among false brethren, in weariness and painfulness, in
watchings often, in hunger and thirst, in fastings often, in cold and
nakedness." [660] Which of us can claim the veriest fraction of the
virtues here enumerated? Yet it was these which afterwards made him
bold to say: "I have finished my course, I have kept the faith.
Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness which the
Lord, the righteous Judge, shall give me at that day." [661]
But we, if our food is less appetizing than usual, get sullen, and
fancy that we do God a favor by drinking watered wine. And if the water
brought to us is a trifle too warm, we break the cup and overturn the
table and scourge the servant in fault until blood comes. "The kingdom
of heaven suffereth violence and the violent take it by force." [662]
Still, unless you use force you will never seize the kingdom of heaven.
Unless you knock importunately you will never receive the sacramental
bread. [663] Is it not truly violence, think you, when the flesh
desires to be as God and ascends to the place whence angels have fallen
[664] to judge angels?
41. Emerge, I pray you, for a while from your prison-house, and paint
before your eyes the reward of your present toil, a reward which "eye
hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither hath it entered into the heart of
man." [665] What will be the glory of that day when Mary, the mother of
the Lord, shall come to meet you, accompanied by her virgin choirs!
When, the Red Sea past and Pharaoh drowned with his host, Miriam,
Aaron's sister, her timbrel in her hand, shall chant to the answering
women: "Sing ye unto the Lord, for he hath triumphed gloriously; the
horse and his rider hath he thrown into the sea." [666] Then shall
Thecla [667] fly with joy to embrace you. Then shall your Spouse
himself come forward and say: "Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come
away, for lo! the winter is past, the rain is over and gone." [668]
Then shall the angels say with wonder: "Who is she that looketh forth
as the morning, fair as the moon, clear as the sun?" [669] "The
daughters shall see you and bless you; yea, the queens shall proclaim
and the concubines shall praise you." [670] And, after these, yet
another company of chaste women will meet you. Sarah will come with the
wedded; Anna, the daughter of Phanuel, with the widows. In the one band
you will find your natural mother and in the other your spiritual.
[671] The one will rejoice in having borne, the other will exult in
having taught you. Then truly will the Lord ride upon his ass, [672]
and thus enter the heavenly Jerusalem. Then the little ones (of whom,
in Isaiah, the Saviour says: "Behold, I and the children whom the Lord
hath given me" [673] ) shall lift up palms of victory and shall sing
with one voice: "Hosanna in the highest, blessed is he that cometh in
the name of the Lord, hosanna in the highest." [674] Then shall the
"hundred and forty and four thousand" hold their harps before the
throne and before the elders and shall sing the new song. And no man
shall have power to learn that song save those for whom it is
appointed. "These are they which were not defiled with women; for they
are virgins. These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he
goeth." [675] As often as this life's idle show tries to charm you; as
often as you see in the world some vain pomp, transport yourself in
mind to Paradise, essay to be now what you will be hereafter, and you
will hear your Spouse say: "Set me as a sunshade in thine heart and as
a seal upon thine arm." [676] And then, strengthened in body as well as
in mind, you, too, will cry aloud and say: "Many waters cannot quench
love, neither can the floods drown it." [677]
[331] Ps. xlv. 10, 11.
[332] According to the Vulgate.
[333] Gen. xi. 31; xii. 1.
[334] Ps. xxvii. 13.
[335] Gen. xix. 17.
[336] Luke ix. 62.
[337] Matt. xxiv. 17, 18.
[338] Joh. viii. 44, R.V.
[339] 1 Joh. iii. 8.
[340] Cant. i. 5.
[341] Eph. v. 31, 32.
[342] Nu. xii. 1.
[343] Cant. i. 4.
[344] Cant. viii. 5, LXX.
[345] Heb. xiii. 4.
[346] Gen. xix. 26.
[347] Rom. xi. 20.
[348] Isa. xxxiv. 5, R.V.
[349] Gen. iii. 14, 18.
[350] Eph. vi. 12, R.V.
[351] Joh. xiv. 30. The variant is difficult to explain and may be only
a slip.
[352] Ps. xci. 5-7, Vulg.
[353] 2 Kings vi. 16.
[354] 2 Kings ii. 11; vi. 17.
[355] Ps. cxxiv. 7.
[356] 2 Cor. iv. 7.
[357] Gal. v. 17.
[358] 1 Pet. v. 8.
[359] Ps. civ. 20, 21.
[360] Jer. xxix. 22.
[361] An allusion to "Maher-shalal-hash-baz," Isa. viii. 1.
[362] Hab. i. 16, LXX.
[363] Luke xxii. 31.
[364] Matt. x. 34.
[365] Isa. xiv. 12.
[366] Obad. 4.
[367] Isa. xiv. 13, 14.
[368] Gen. xxviii. 12.
[369] Ps. lxxxii. 6, 7.
[370] Ps. lxxxii. 1.
[371] 1 Cor. iii. 3.
[372] Acts ix. 15.
[373] Gal. i. 15.
[374] 1 Cor. ix. 27.
[375] Rom. vii. 23.
[376] Rom. vii. 24.
[377] Am. v. 2.
[378] Am. viii. 13.
[379] Matt. v. 28.
[380] Matt. xxv. 3, 10.
[381] Isa. xlvii. 1-3.
[382] Cant. v. 2, LXX.
[383] Ps. xlv. 10, P.B.V.
[384] Jer. xiii. 26.
[385] Ezek. xvi. 25.
[386] Isa. i. 21.
[387] Isa. xxxiv. 15; xiii. 22, R.V.
[388] Psa. cxviii. 6; lvi. 4.
[389] Ps. xlii. 11.
[390] Ps. cxxxvii. 9.
[391] 1 Cor. x. 4.
[392] Cant. i. 3, 4.
[393] 1 Tim. v. 6.
[394] 1 Tim. v. 23.
[395] Eph. v. 18.
[396] Rom. xiv. 21.
[397] Gen. ix. 20, 21.
[398] Ex. xxxii. 6.
[399] Gen. xix. 30-38.
[400] Deut. xxiii. 3: Jerome substitutes "fourteenth" for "tenth."
[401] 1 Kings xix. 4-6.
[402] 2 Kings iv. 38-41.
[403] Exod. xv. 23-25.
[404] 2 Kings vi. 18-23.
[405] Dan. i. 8.
[406] Bel. 33-39.
[407] Dan. ix. 23, A.V. marg.
[408] Ps. lxxxiv. 6, R.V.
[409] Matt. iv. 2, 3.
[410] 1 Cor. vi. 13.
[411] Phil. iii. 19.
[412] Job ii. 3.
[413] Job xl. 16, of behemoth.
[414] Ps. cxxxii. 11.
[415] Gen. xlvi. 26.
[416] Gen. xxxii. 24, 25.
[417] Exod. xii. 11.
[418] Job xxxviii. 3.
[419] Matt. iii. 4.
[420] Luke xii. 35.
[421] Ezek. xvi. 4-6.
[422] 2 Sam. xi.
[423] Ps. li. 4.
[424] Solomon was the reputed author of the Book of Wisdom.
[425] 1 Kings iv. 33.
[426] 1 Kings xi. 1-4.
[427] 2 Sam. xiii.
[428] Isa. xiv. 13.
[429] Tit. i. 15.
[430] 1 Tim. iv. 3.
[431] The Manichæans believed evil to be inseparable from matter. Hence
they inculcated a rigid asceticism.
[432] Jer. iii. 3.
[433] Plebeians wore a narrow stripe, patricians a broad one.
[434] Beloved ones, viz., women who lived with the unmarried clergy
professedly as spiritual sisters, but really (in too many cases) as
mistresses. The evil custom was widely prevalent and called forth many
protests. The councils of Elvira, Ancyra, and Nicæa passed canons
against it.
[435] Prov. vi. 27, 28.
[436] Matt. xiii. 8.
[437] Cena dubia. The allusion is to Terence, Phormio, 342.
[438] Cant. i. 7, R.V.
[439] Phil. i. 23.
[440] Luke ii. 51.
[441] Eph. vi. 16.
[442] Hos. vii. 4, 6, R.V.
[443] Luke xxiv. 32.
[444] Ps. cxix. 140, P.B.V.
[445] Cant. iii. 1.
[446] Col. iii. 5.
[447] Gal. ii. 20.
[448] Ps. xxxix. 6, Vulg. That is, who knows that the world is vanity.
[449] Ps. cxix. 83, Vulg.
[450] Ps. cix. 24; cii. 5.
[451] Ps. vi. 6, P.B.V.
[452] Ps. cii. 7.
[453] 1 Cor. xiv. 15.
[454] Ps. ciii. 2-4.
[455] Ps. cii. 9.
[456] 2 Kings ii. 13.
[457] Gen. iii. 16.
[458] Gen. ii. 17.
[459] Gen. i. 28.
[460] Gen. iii. 18, 19.
[461] See Letter XLVIII. §§ 2, 3.
[462] Matt. xix. 11, 12.
[463] Eccles. iii. 5.
[464] Matt. iii. 9.
[465] Zech. ix. 16, LXX.
[466] Joh. xix. 23.
[467] Ps. cxvi. 7.
[468] Isa. xi. 1, LXX.
[469] In the Latin there is a play on words here between virga and
virgo.
[470] Cant. ii. 1.
[471] Dan. ii. 45.
[472] Cant. ii. 6.
[473] Gen. vii. 2.
[474] Ex. iii. 5; Josh. v. 15.
[475] Matt. x. 10. According to Letter XXIII. § 4, these typify dead
works.
[476] Joh. xix. 23, 24.
[477] Isa. xxviii. 24.
[478] 1 Cor. vii. 25.
[479] 1 Cor. vii. 7, 8.
[480] 1 Cor. ix. 5.
[481] Isa. xxxi. 9, LXX.
[482] Isa. liv. 1, LXX. (?)
[483] Ps. cxxviii. 3.
[484] Ps. cv. 37.
[485] Isa. lvi. 3.
[486] Cf. Luke xvi. 19 sqq.
[487] Gen. xxv. 1.
[488] Gen. xxx. 14-16.
[489] Gen. xxx. 1, 2.
[490] Jer. xvi. 2.
[491] Jer. i. 5.
[492] 1 Cor. vii. 26, R.V.
[493] 1 Cor. vii. 29.
[494] Lam. iv. 4.
[495] Isa. vii. 14.
[496] Isa. ix. 6.
[497] Judith xiii.
[498] Esther vii. 10.
[499] Mark viii. 34.
[500] Matt. viii. 20-22.
[501] 1 Cor. vii. 32-34.
[502] See the treatise "Against Helvidius," in this volume.
[503] 1 Thess. v. 17.
[504] 1 Cor. vii. 3, R.V.
[505] 1 Cor. vii. 28.
[506] Not extant. Jerome alludes to it again in his treatise against
Jovinian.
[507] See Migne's "Patrologia," xiii., col. 347-418.
[508] Ambrose de Virg. Migne's "Patrologia," xvi., col. 187.
[509] Matt. xxiv. 13.
[510] Matt. xx. 16; xxii. 14.
[511] 2 Sam. vi. 6, 7.
[512] 2 Kings xx. 12, 13.
[513] Dan. v. 1-3.
[514] Ex. xxv. 11.
[515] 1 Kings viii. 9.
[516] Ex. xxv. 22.
[517] Matt. xxi. 1-3.
[518] Ex. vii. 16.
[519] Matt. xxi. 12, 13, R.V.
[520] Matt. xxvii. 51.
[521] Matt. xxiii. 38.
[522] R.V. marg.
[523] Luke x. 41, 42.
[524] Cant. iii. 4.
[525] Cant. vi. 9.
[526] Gal. iv. 26.
[527] Cf. Gen. xxvi. 8.
[528] R.V.
[529] Cant. v. 2, 4, 8.
[530] Cant. iv. 12.
[531] Gen. xxxiv.
[532] Cant. iii. 2, 3.
[533] Matt. vii. 14.
[534] Cant. iii. 2; v. 6.
[535] Cant. v. 7.
[536] Cant. v. 2.
[537] Cant. i. 13.
[538] Cant. i. 7, R.V.
[539] Cant. i. 8, LXX.
[540] Prov. iv. 23.
[541] Matt. xxv. 33.
[542] Isa. xxvi. 20.
[543] Matt. vi. 6.
[544] Rev. iii. 20.
[545] Cant. v. 2, 3.
[546] Cant. v. 6.
[547] Eccles. x. 4, A.V., "the spirit of the ruler."
[548] Dan. vi. 10, LXX.
[549] Jer. ix. 21.
[550] Joh. v. 44, R.V.
[551] Jer. ix. 24.
[552] 1 Cor. i. 31.
[553] Gal. i. 10.
[554] Gal. vi. 14, R.V. marg.
[555] Psa. xliv. 8; xxxiv. 2.
[556] Matt. vi. 3, 16-18.
[557] Ps. cxxxi. 1.
[558] Matt. vi. 16.
[559] Ps. liii. 5, according to the Roman Psalter.
[560] Cucullis fabrefactis, ut ad infantiam redeant, imitantur noctuas
et bubones.
[561] 1 Cor. xi. 14.
[562] 2 Tim. iii. 6, 7.
[563] Diomede. See Lucretius, v. 31, and Virgil, A. i. 752.
[564] Gen. iii. 1.
[565] 2 Cor. ii. 11.
[566] Cur mens diversa sit. The ordinary text has "menda."
[567] 1 Cor. vii. 9.
[568] 1 Cor. xv. 33.
[569] 1 Tim. v. 11, 12.
[570] Persius i. 104.
[571] 2 Cor. vi. 14, 15.
[572] Viz., the epistles of St. Paul. In like manner the Psalter was
often called David.
[573] 1 Cor. viii. 10.
[574] Tit. i. 15.
[575] 1 Tim. iv. 4.
[576] 1 Cor. x. 21.
[577] Matt. vi. 21.
[578] Ps. vi. 5.
[579] Luke xvi. 12.
[580] Prov. xiii. 8, R.V.
[581] Matt. vi. 24.
[582] Matt. xiii. 7, 22.
[583] Matt. vi. 25.
[584] Matt. vi. 32.
[585] Matt. vi. 25, 26.
[586] 2 Cor. xii. 10, 7.
[587] Ps. xcvii. 8.
[588] Job i. 21.
[589] 1 Tim. vi. 7.
[590] Matt. vi. 2.
[591] Terence, Eun. 236.
[592] "The eucharist was at first preceded, but at a later date was
more usually followed, by the agape or love-feast. The materials of
this were contributed by the members of the congregation, all of
whatever station sat down to it as equals, and the meal was concluded
with psalmody and prayer." (Robertson, C. H., i. p. 235.) Scandals
arose in connection with the practice, and it gradually fell into
disuse, though even at a later date allusions to it are not infrequent.
[593] 1 Tim. vi. 10.
[594] Col. iii. 5.
[595] Matt. vi. 33.
[596] Ps. xxxvii. 25.
[597] 1 Kings xvii. 4, 6.
[598] 1 Kings xvii. 9-16.
[599] Acts iii. 6.
[600] 1 Tim. vi. 8.
[601] Gen. xxviii. 20, 21.
[602] Gen. xxxii. 5, 10.
[603] Luke xii. 15.
[604] Matt. xxvi. 15.
[605] Acts viii. 20.
[606] From koinos bios (koinos bios), a common life.
[607] Apparently an Egyptian word. It does not occur elsewhere.
[608] In commune viventes.
[609] From anachorein (anachorein), to withdraw.
[610] These were monks who lived under no settled rule, but collected
in little groups of two and three, generally in some populous place.
They seem to have practised all the arts whereby a reputation for
sanctity may be won, while they disparaged those who led more regular
lives. Cassian (Collat. xviii. 7) draws an unfavorable picture of them.
See Bingham, Antiquities, vii. ii. 4, and Dict. Xt. Ant., s.v.
Sarabaitæ.
[611] Pannonia, or possibly Syria.
[612] I.e. three o'clock.
[613] Decani, "leaders of ten."
[614] Cf. Letter LII.
[615] Ps. lv. 6.
[616] See Letter LXX. § 3, De Vir. Ill. xi.
[617] Josephus, The Jewish War, ii. 8.
[618] I.e. the hermit of that name. See his Life in vol. iii. of this
series.
[619] Lam. iii. 27, 28, 30, 31.
[620] Lam. iii. 24
[621] 1 Thess. v. 17.
[622] In Jerome's time the seven canonical hours of prayer had not yet
been finally fixed. He mentions, however, six which correspond to the
later, Mattins, Terce, Sext, None, Vespers, and Nocturns. Cp. Letters
CVII. § 9, CVIII. § 20, and CXXX § 15.
[623] Ps. l. 20.
[624] Rom. xiv. 4, R.V.
[625] Rom. xiv. 6, R.V.
[626] Isa. lviii. 5.
[627] Isaiah lviii. 3, 4, R.V. marg.
[628] 1 Tim. i. 19, 20; 2 Tim. i. 15.
[629] 1 Sam. xvi. 7.
[630] 1 Cor. vii. 34.
[631] Luke i. 28.
[632] Isa. viii. 1, i.e. "the spoil speedeth, the prey hasteth;" or, in
Jerome's rendering, "quickly carry away the spoils."
[633] Isa. viii. 3. Jerome should have substituted "prophet" for
"prophetess." As it stands the quotation is meaningless.
[634] Isa. xxvi. 18, Vulg.
[635] Matt. xii. 49.
[636] Prov. vii. 3; Jer. xxxi. 33.
[637] Col. ii. 14, 15.
[638] Cp. the maxim of Cyprian: Extra ecclesiam nulla salus, "Outside
the church there is no salvation."
[639] Exod. xii. 46.
[640] 1 Peter iii. 20, 21.
[641] James ii. 25.
[642] Founder of the widely prevalent sect of Manichæans, which at one
time numbered Augustine among its adherents. One of its leading tenets
was that matter as such was essentially evil.
[643] Matt. vii. 15.
[644] Phil. iii. 8.
[645] Rom. vi. 4; Gal. v. 24.
[646] Rom. viii. 35, 38, 39.
[647] An echo of the Nicene Creed.
[648] Cp. Virgil, Ecl. iv. 61.
[649] Cp. Ps. xcv. 4, 5; Isa. xl. 12.
[650] Luke ii. 51, 52.
[651] Ps. cxvi. 12, 13, 15.
[652] Heb. xii. 6.
[653] Cp. Matt. xxvi. 40.
[654] Gen. xxix. 20.
[655] Gen. xxxi. 40.
[656] Ps. xxxviii. 2.
[657] Ps. cxx. 5, Vulg.
[658] Rom. viii. 18.
[659] Rom. v. 3-5.
[660] 2 Cor. xi. 23-27.
[661] 2 Tim. iv. 7, 8.
[662] Matt. xi. 12.
[663] Luke xi. 5-8.
[664] Is. xiv. 12, 13.
[665] 1 Cor. ii. 9.
[666] Ex. xv. 20, 21.
[667] A legendary virgin of Iconium said to have been converted by
Paul.
[668] Cant. ii. 10, 11.
[669] Cant. vi. 10.
[670] Cant. vi. 9.
[671] Viz. Paula, for whom see Letter CVIII., and Marcella, for whom
see Letter CXXVII.
[672] Matt. xxi. 1-9, literally "she-ass."
[673] Isa. viii. 18.
[674] Matt. xxi. 9.
[675] Rev. xiv. 1-4.
[676] Cant. viii. 6; the variant is peculiar to Jerome.
[677] Cant. viii. 7.