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This is one of the penitential psalms; it is full of grief and complaint from the beginning to the end. David's sins and his afflictions are the cause of his grief and the matter of his complaints. It should seem he was now sick and in pain, which reminded him of his sins and helped to humble him for them; he was, at the same time, deserted by his friends and persecuted by his enemies; so that the psalm is calculated for the depth of distress and a complication of calamities. He complains, I. Of God's displeasure, and of his own sin which provoked God against him, Ps 38:1-5. II. Of his bodily sickness, Ps 38:6-10. III. Of the unkindness of his friends, Ps 38:11. IV. Of the injuries which his enemies did him, pleading his good conduct towards them, yet confessing his sins against God, Ps 38:12-20. Lastly, he concludes the psalm with earnest prayers to God for his gracious presence and help, Ps 38:21,22. In singing this psalm we ought to be much affected with the malignity of sin; and, if we have not such troubles as are here described, we know not how soon we may have, and therefore must sing of them by way of preparation and we know that others have them, and therefore we must sing of the by way of sympathy.
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Sorrowful Complaints
悲痛的怨叹
大卫纪念诗。
¹ 耶和华啊,求你不要在怒中责备我,不要在烈怒中惩罚我。
² 因为你的箭射入我身,你的手压住我。
³ 因你的恼怒,我的肉无一完全;因我的罪过,我的骨头也不安宁。
⁴ 我的罪孽高过我的头,如同重担叫我担当不起。
⁵ 因我的愚昧,我的伤口发臭腐烂。
⁶ 我疼痛,大大拳曲,终日哀痛。
⁷ 我满腰是火,我肉无一完全。
⁸ 我被压伤,身体疲倦,因心里不安,我就唉哼。
⁹ 主啊,我的心愿都在你面前,我的叹喘不向你隐瞒。
¹⁰ 我心跳动,我力衰微,连我眼中的光也没有了。
¹¹ 我的良朋密友,因我的灾病,都躲在旁边站着;我的亲属,也远远站立。
本篇的标题十分可注意;它是一篇「纪念诗」——第七十篇也是在患难之日所写,同样如此标题。它的设计是,1. 唤起他自己的记忆。我们假定本篇是他在病痛中所写,那时它教导我们:患病之时就是当记念之时——记念神借以与我们相争的罪,唤醒良心忠实地、坦白地待我们,把我们的罪按序摆在我们面前,使我们谦卑。「遇患难的日子当思想。」或者也可假定本篇在他痊愈后所写,作为他在患难中所受之觉悟和心中所动的记念——每当他重阅本篇,便可记起那时所留下的好印象,并从中得着新鲜的益处。希西家病愈之后所写的话,正有同样的意思。2. 唤起别人记念他自己所记念的事,并教导他们在患病和患难之时当如何思想、当如何发言;让他们如他所思想的去思想,如他所发的去发言。
一、他求神在患难中转消他的怒气和愤恨(诗38:1):「耶和华啊,求你不要在怒中责备我。」他用同样的祈求开始另一篇探病的祷告(诗6:1)。这是他心中最挂虑的,也当是我们患病时心中最挂虑的——无论神如何责备我们、管教我们,求你不要在怒气中、不在愤恨中行,因为那是患难灾祸中的苦艾和胆汁。那要逃避神震怒的人,当为此祷告胜过为任何外在患难祷告,并且只要外在患难是从神的爱而来、又与他的爱相容,就当甘心忍受。
二、他沉痛哀叹神的不悦在他灵魂上所留的印象(诗38:2):「你的箭射入我身。」可用约伯的怨叹(伯7:4)来解释大卫这话。他借「全能者的箭」是指神可畏的战惧摆阵攻击他。他处于对神因他罪向他发怒的极阴郁可怖的预感中,以为所盼者无非审判与烈怒吞灭他。神的箭既必定中的,也必中的之后钉住,钉得牢牢,直等他乐意拔出,并用他的安慰缠裹他借战栗所造成的伤口。这将是被定罪之人永远之苦——神怒的箭要钉在他们身上,伤口无法医治。「你的手」——你沉重的手——「压住我」,我几乎要在其下沉没;它不仅重重压我,而且久久压我;谁能晓得神怒气的能力、他手的重量?有时神为大卫射箭、伸手(诗18:4),如今却向他而行;属神安慰的延续如此无常,而属神恩典的延续却有保证。他抱怨神的怒气正是他身体所患疾病的来源(诗38:3):「因你的恼怒,我的肉无一完全。」苦味注入他心中,影响他的身体;但那还不是最糟的:它「使心里不安」,因此他忘了战士的勇气、君王的尊荣,以及以色列甜美诗人的所有欢畅,并且可怕地唉哼(诗38:8)。没有什么比神怒的感觉更能使善人的心不安,这显明落入他手中何等可畏。要保守心安静,就要保守自己在神的爱中,不行何事得罪他。
三、他承认他的罪是他一切患难的招惹之因,并比任何重担更呻吟于罪孽的重担之下(诗38:3)。他抱怨他的肉无一完全、他的骨头不得安宁,他所处的是如此大的 agitation。「这是因为『你的恼怒』;它点燃了那烧得如此猛烈的火」;但在下一句,他便在此事上称神为义,并将一切过咎归在自己身上:「是因『我的罪』。我配受此事,是我自己招惹了它。我自己的罪孽实在纠正我。」我们的患难若是神怒的果子,我们只能怪自己;使它生发的乃是我们的罪。我们不得安宁吗?是罪使我们如此。我们魂中若无罪,我们的骨中便无痛,身中便无疾。因此这位善人所最抱怨的,正是罪,1. 当作重担——沉重的重担(诗38:4):「我的罪孽高过我的头」,如同涨溢的水漫过正在沉溺的人,又如同一副沉重的担子压在我头上,使我下沉,过于我所能担或所能承当。注意,罪是重担。住在我们里面的罪之能力是「重担」(来12:1)。人人都被它拖累;它拦阻人向上飞腾、向前直追。所有圣徒都抱怨它是所背负的「取死的身体」(罗7:24)。我们已犯之罪的罪债是重担,是沉重的重担;它是神的重担(他「压在其上」,摩2:13),是受造物的重担(它在它之下「叹息」,罗8:21,22)。它或迟或早必成为罪人自己的重担——或为悔改的重担,当人为此心碎,在其中劳苦担重担;或为灭亡的重担,当它把他沉到最深的地狱,并永远把他拘留那里;它要成为他身上的「铅铊」(亚5:8)。罪人被称为「担当自己罪孽」的。威吓也是重担。2. 当作伤口——危险的伤口(诗38:5):「我的伤口发臭腐烂」,如同身上的伤口因无人清理照料而化脓溃烂恶臭,这是「因我的愚昧」。罪是伤口(创4:23),是痛苦的致命伤口。我们因罪所受的伤口往往情形不佳,无人照料,无人敷药,这都因罪人在不认罪上的愚昧(诗32:3,4)。轻微的疮口被忽略,可致致命后果;轻微的罪被轻看、不悔改,也是如此。
四、他因自己的患难自怜,借发泄忧伤、在耶和华面前倾吐苦情以自解。
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他心中不安,良心受痛,灵里不得安息;「心灵忧伤,谁能承当?」他「疼痛」,或是歪扭,「大大拳曲」,「终日哀痛」(诗38:6)。他总是沉思忧郁,使他成为自己的重担和惊吓。他的灵软弱、被压碎,他的心不安(诗38:8)。在此大卫在他受苦的事上是基督的预表——基督在他agonizing之中呼喊:「我心甚是忧伤。」这是世上一切患难中更为难当的;只要神保守我们理性的功用和良心的平安,无论他喜悦将何事加在我们身上,我们都无理由抱怨。
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他身体患病软弱:「我满腰是火」,或肿胀,或溃疡,或炎症(有人以为是瘟疫的疮,如希西家的疮),「我肉无一完全」,如同约伯,全身患病。请看,(1)我们所带的这些身体何等卑劣,它们易患何等可怕的疾病,并且其中一些病可叫那活着的灵魂速速成为冒犯和重担——它们本来就是云雾和累赘。(2)最伟大的人和最好的人,他们的身体与别人一样含同样的病种,受同样的灾害。大卫自己虽是如此伟大的君王、如此伟大的圣徒,却不免患最可怕的病:连他的肉中也无一完全。这或许是他犯乌利亚之事以后所写,他就在肉身中为他肉体的情欲受报。每逢我们身体患病,我们都当记念我们在身体中、并借身体如何羞辱了神。他「被压伤,身体疲倦」(诗38:8)。他「心跳动」,常常心悸(诗38:10)。他的「力量」、他的肢体「衰微」。「连他眼中的光也没有了」,或是因多哭,或是因泪水侵入眼目,或也许因他灵性的低沉和屡次的昏晕。注意,疾病能驯服最强的身体和最勇的灵。大卫以勇气和伟大功绩闻名;然而当神借身体的疾病和怒气的印象与他相争时,他的头发被剪,他的心衰弱,他变得软如水。因此,强壮的人不可因他的力量夸口,任何人也不可对忧伤傲然不顾——尽管在远处看来似乎可以。
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他的朋友对他不仁(诗38:11):「我的良朋密友」(曾在他的喜乐之日与他同乐的人)「因我的灾病,都躲在旁边站着」;他们不愿在他的忧伤中与他同情,连他怨叹的听闻之内也不肯前来,倒像祭司和利未人(路10:31)「从那边过去」。「连我的亲属」——那些借血统和姻亲与他相连的人——「也远远站立」。请看,我们对人的信任多么无理,若我们在指望从人得恩之时失望,又何必希奇。患难试验友情,把宝贵的与下贱的分开。我们的智慧是确得一位天上的朋友——他不会从我们的灾病旁边躲开,他的爱没有任何患难或艰难能够叫我们与之隔绝。大卫在他的患难中,是基督在 agony 中、基督在十字架上——软弱被压伤,又被他的朋友和亲属离弃,远远观看——的预表。
五、他在怨叹中安慰自己,因神恩惠地眷顾了他的忧伤和他的祷告(诗38:9):「主啊,我的心愿都在你面前。你知道我所缺、我所愿:我的叹喘不向你隐瞒。你知道我所呻吟的重担和我所呻吟渴慕的福分。」「那说不出来的叹息」,并不向那「鉴察人心、晓得圣灵的意思」的隐藏(罗8:26,27)。
我们唱本篇、把它祷告出来时,无论我们的灵上有何重担,都愿借信心把它和我们对它的一切牵挂都交托给神,然后安然。
英文原文
Sorrowful Complaints
A psalm of David to bring to remembrance.
¹ O LORD, rebuke me not in thy wrath: neither chasten me in thy hot displeasure.
² For thine arrows stick fast in me, and thy hand presseth me sore.
³ There is no soundness in my flesh because of thine anger; neither is there any rest in my bones because of my sin.
⁴ For mine iniquities are gone over mine head: as a heavy burden they are too heavy for me.
⁵ My wounds stink and are corrupt because of my foolishness.
⁶ I am troubled; I am bowed down greatly; I go mourning all the day long.
⁷ For my loins are filled with a loathsome disease: and there is no soundness in my flesh.
⁸ I am feeble and sore broken: I have roared by reason of the disquietness of my heart.
⁹ Lord, all my desire is before thee; and my groaning is not hid from thee.
¹⁰ My heart panteth, my strength faileth me: as for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from me.
¹¹ My lovers and my friends stand aloof from my sore; and my kinsmen stand afar off.
The title of this psalm is very observable; it is a psalm to bring to remembrance; the 70th psalm, which was likewise penned in a day of affliction, is so entitled. It is designed, 1. To bring to his own remembrance. We will suppose it penned when he was sick and in pain, and then it teaches us that times of sickness are times to bring to remembrance, to bring the sin to remembrance, for which God contended with us, to awaken our consciences to deal faithfully and plainly with us, and set our sins in order before us, for our humiliation. In a day of adversity consider. Or we may suppose it penned after his recovery, but designed as a record of the convictions he was under and the workings of his heart when he was in affliction, that upon every review of this psalm he might call to mind the good impressions then made upon him and make a fresh improvement of them. To the same purport was the writing of Hezekiah when he had been sick. 2. To put others in mind of the same things which he was himself mindful of, and to teach them what to think and what to say when they are sick and in affliction; let them think as he did, and speak as he did.
I. He deprecates the wrath of God and his displeasure in his affliction (Ps 38:1): O Lord! rebuke me not in thy wrath. With this same petition he began another prayer for the visitation of the sick, Ps 6:1. This was most upon his heart, and should be most upon ours when we are in affliction, that, however God rebukes and chastens us, it may not be in wrath and displeasure, for that will be wormwood and gall in the affliction and misery. Those that would escape the wrath of God must pray against that more than any outward affliction, and be content to bear any outward affliction while it comes from, and consists with, the love of God.
II. He bitterly laments the impressions of God's displeasure upon his soul (Ps 38:2): Thy arrows stick fast in me. Let Job's complaint (Job 7:4) expound this of David. By the arrows of the Almighty he means the terrors of God, which did set themselves in array against him. He was under a very melancholy frightful apprehension of the wrath of God against him for his sins, and thought he could look for nothing but judgment and fiery indignation to devour him. God's arrows, as they are sure to hit the mark, so they are sure to stick where they hit, to stick fast, till he is pleased to draw them out and to bind up with his comforts the wound he has made with his terrors. This will be the everlasting misery of the damned—the arrows of God's wrath will stick fast in them and the wound will be incurable. "Thy hand, thy heavy hand, presses me sore, and I am ready to sink under it; it not only lies hard upon me, but it lies long; and who knows the power of God's anger, the weight of his hand?" Sometimes God shot his arrows, and stretched forth his hand, for David (Ps 18:4), but now against him; so uncertain is the continuance of divine comforts, where yet the continuance of divine grace is assured. He complains of God's wrath as that which inflicted the bodily distemper he was under (Ps 38:3): There is no soundness in my flesh because of thy anger. The bitterness of it, infused in his mind, affected his body; but that was not the worst: it caused the disquietude of his heart, by reason of which he forgot the courage of a soldier, the dignity of a prince, and all the cheerfulness of the sweet psalmist of Israel, and roared terribly, Ps 38:8. Nothing will disquiet the heart of a good man so much as the sense of God's anger, which shows what a fearful thing it is to fall into his hands. The way to keep the heart quiet is to keep ourselves in the love of God and to do nothing to offend him.
III. He acknowledges his sin to be the procuring provoking cause of all his troubles, and groans more under the load of guilt than any other load, Ps 38:3. He complains that his flesh had no soundness, his bones had no rest, so great an agitation he was in. "It is because of thy anger; that kindles the fire which burns so fiercely;" but, in the next words, he justifies God herein, and takes all the blame upon himself: "It is because of my sin. I have deserved it, and so have brought it upon myself. My own iniquities do correct me." If our trouble be the fruit of God's anger, we may thank ourselves; it is our sin that is the cause of it. Are we restless? It is sin that makes us so. If there were not sin in our souls, there would be no pain in our bones, no illness in our bodies. It is sin therefore that this good man complains most of, 1. As a burden, a heavy burden (Ps 38:4): "My iniquities have gone over my head, as proud waters over a man that is sinking and drowning, or as a heavy burden upon my head, pressing me down more than I am able to bear or to bear up under." Note, Sin is a burden. The power of sin dwelling in us is a weight, Heb 12:1. All are clogged with it; it keeps men from soaring upward and pressing forward. All the saints are complaining of it as a body of death they are loaded with, Ro 7:24. The guilt of sin committed by us is a burden, a heavy burden; it is a burden to God (he is pressed under it, Am 2:13), a burden to the whole creation, which groans under it, Ro 8:21,22. It will, first or last, be a burden to the sinner himself, either a burden of repentance when he is pricked to the heart for it, labours, and is heavy-laden, under it, or a burden of ruin when it sinks him to the lowest hell and will for ever detain him there; it will be a talent of lead upon him, Zec 5:8. Sinners are said to bear their iniquity. Threatenings are burdens. 2. As wounds, dangerous wounds (Ps 38:5): "My wounds stink and are corrupt (as wounds in the body rankle, and fester, and grow foul, for want of being dressed and looked after), and it is through my own foolishness." Sins are wounds (Ge 4:23), painful mortal wounds. Our wounds by sin are often in a bad condition, no care taken of them, no application made to them, and it is owing to the sinner's foolishness in not confessing sin, Ps 32:3,4. A slight sore, neglected, may prove of fatal consequence, and so may a slight sin slighted and left unrepented of.
IV. He bemoans himself because of his afflictions, and gives ease to his grief by giving vent to it and pouring out his complaint before the Lord.
1. He was troubled in mind, his conscience was pained, and he had no rest in his own spirit; and a wounded spirit who can bear? He was troubled, or distorted, bowed down greatly, and went mourning all the day long, Ps 38:6. He was always pensive and melancholy, which made him a burden and terror to himself. His spirit was feeble and sorely broken, and his heart disquieted, Ps 38:8. Herein David, in his sufferings, was a type of Christ, who, being in his agony, cried out, My soul is exceedingly sorrowful. This is a sorer affliction than any other in this world; whatever God is pleased to lay upon us, we have no reason to complain as long as he preserves to us the use of our reason and the peace of our consciences.
2. He was sick and weak in body; his loins were filled with a loathsome disease, some swelling, or ulcer, or inflammation (some think a plague-sore, such as Hezekiah's boil), and there was no soundness in his flesh, but, like Job, he was all over distempered. See (1.) What vile bodies these are which we carry about with us, what grievous diseases they are liable to, and what an offence and grievance they may soon be made by some diseases to the souls that animate them, as they always are a cloud and clog. (2.) That the bodies both of the greatest and of the best of men have in them the same seeds of diseases that the bodies of others have, and are liable to the same disasters. David himself, though so great a prince and so great a saint, was not exempt from the most grievous diseases: there was no soundness even in his flesh. Probably this was after his sin in the matter of Uriah, and thus did he smart in his flesh for his fleshly lusts. When, at any time, we are distempered in our bodies, we ought to remember how God has been dishonoured in and by our bodies. He was feeble and sorely broken, Ps 38:8. His heart panted, and was in a continual palpitation, Ps 38:10. His strength and limbs failed him. As for the light of his eyes, that had gone from him, either with much weeping or by a defluxion of rheum upon them, or perhaps through the lowness of his spirits and the frequent returns of fainting. Note, Sickness will tame the strongest body and the stoutest spirit. David was famed for his courage and great exploits; and yet, when God contended with him by bodily sickness and the impressions of his wrath upon his mind, his hair is cut, his heart fails him, and he becomes weak as water. Therefore let not the strongman glory in his strength, nor any man set grief at defiance, however it may be thought at a distance.
3. His friends were unkind to him (Ps 38:11): My lovers (such as had been merry with him in the day of his mirth) now stand aloof from my sore; they would not sympathize with him in his griefs, nor so much as come within hearing of his complaints, but, like the priest and Levite (Lu 10:31), passed on the other side. Even his kinsmen, that were bound to him by blood and alliance, stood afar off. See what little reason we have to trust in man or to wonder if we disappointed in our expectations of kindness from men. Adversity tries friendship, and separates between the precious and the vile. It is our wisdom to make sure a friend in heaven, who will not stand aloof from our sore and from whose love no tribulation nor distress shall be able to separate us. David, in his troubles, was a type of Christ in his agony, Christ, on his cross, feeble and sorely broken, and then deserted by his friends and kinsmen, who beheld afar off.
V. In the midst of his complaints, he comforts himself with the cognizance God graciously took both of his griefs and of his prayers (Ps 38:9): "Lord, all my desire is before thee. Thou knowest what I want and what I would have: My groaning is not hidden from thee. Thou knowest the burdens I groan under and the blessings I groan after." The groanings which cannot be uttered are not hidden from him that searches the heart and knows what is the mind of the Spirit, Ro 8:26,27.
In singing this, and praying it over, whatever burden lies upon our spirits, we would by faith cast it upon God, and all our care concerning it, and then be easy.
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Sorrowful Complaints
悲苦的哀诉
¹² 那寻索我命的,设下网罗;那想要害我的,口出恶言,终日思想诡诈。
¹³ 但我如聋子不听,像哑巴不开口。
¹⁴ 我如不听见的人,口中没有责备的话。
¹⁵ 耶和华啊,我仰望你;主我的 神啊,你必应允我。
¹⁶ 我曾说:「恐怕他们向我夸耀;我失脚之时,他们向我自高。」
¹⁷ 我几乎跌倒,我的痛苦常在我面前。
¹⁸ 我要说明我的罪孽,我要为我的罪忧愁。
¹⁹ 但我的仇敌又活泼又强壮;那无理恨我的,增多了。
²⁰ 那以恶报善的,与我为敌,因为我追随善事。
²¹ 耶和华啊,求你不要撇弃我;我的 神啊,求你不要远离我。
²² 拯救我的主啊,求你快快帮助我。
在这些经文里,
一、大卫抱怨仇敌的势力和恶意;他们似乎不仅借他身体的软弱和心灵的忧愁趁机侮辱他,更借此谋害他。关于他们,他有许多话要说,便谦卑地作为 神应当为他兴起的原因献给 神,正如诗25:19所说,「求你察看我的仇敌」。1. 「他们极其恶毒残忍:他们想要害我;不但如此,他们寻索我命」(诗38:12)。那在耶和华和一切善良人眼中看为宝贵的生命,竟被人瞄准,仿佛它已被定罪,或是公众的祸患。蛇的后裔对女人后裔的仇恨正是如此;它要伤头部,纵然只能触及脚跟。圣徒的血正是他们所渴想的。2. 「他们极其狡猾诡诈。他们设下网罗,他们思想诡诈,并且在此事上不休不倦:他们『终日』如此行。他们彼此谈论恶谋;人人都能提出某种害我的建议。」以诡诈掩盖并推行的恶谋,实在可称为「网罗」。3. 「他们极其骄横暴虐:当我失脚之时,当我落入患难,或当我犯了什么错、说错一句话、走错一步路,他们就向我自高;他们为此喜悦,并自信这必毁了我的利益,又以为我若滑跌,便必定跌倒覆灭。」4. 「他们不仅不义,更是忘恩负义:他们『无理地恨我』(诗38:19)。我从未向他们行过什么恶,也未曾对他们怀过恶意,更未曾给他们任何挑衅;不但如此,他们『以恶报善』(诗38:20)。我向他们行了诸多善事,本可指望善意的回报;但他们『与我为敌,抵挡我所爱的』(诗109:4)。」恶人心中对良善本身有一种如此根深蒂固的仇恨,甚至当他们自己正从其中受益之时仍恨恶它;他们恨恶祷告,甚至恨恶那为他们祷告的人;他们恨恶和平,甚至恨恶那愿意与他们和睦的人。那些无论怎样礼遇也不能使其感恩、反因此被激怒的人,实在是性情极差。5. 「他们极其不敬虔、极其邪魔:他们与我作敌,仅仅『因为我追随善事』。」他们恨他,不仅因为他向他们所施的善,更因为他向 神的敬虔和顺服;他们恨他,因为他们恨 神,并恨一切身上有 神形像的人。我们若因行善而受苦,不可以为希奇;从起初就是这样(该隐杀亚伯,因为亚伯的作为是义的);也不可以为难,因为不会永远如此;因为我们的赏赐将因此更大。6. 「他们又多又强:他们又活泼,又强壮,他们增多了」(诗38:19)。「耶和华啊,那扰乱我的何其加增」(诗3:1)。圣洁的大卫却软弱无力;他的心悸动,力气衰败;他忧郁悲伤,又被朋友逼迫;但同时他那邪恶的仇敌却强壮活泼,数目增多。所以我们不可凭人外在的境遇来断定其品德的善恶;无人能借眼前一切的事分辨爱恨。看来大卫在此处、如同他在别处对仇敌的抱怨一样,是着眼于基督;基督的逼迫者正是此处所描述的那种人,对一切尊荣与美德已完全丧失。凡恨基督教的,无不是首先脱去了人性的首要原则,并冲破了人性最神圣的约束的人。
二、他回想自己在所受的一切伤害和凌辱之下,那和平与敬虔的为人,便觉安慰。我们的仇敌惟有在激惹我们犯罪之时(尼6:13),惟有在夺去我们对自己灵魂的掌管、并赶逐我们离开 神和我们本分之时,才真地伤害了我们。我们若借 神的恩典能防止这祸患,便是熄灭了他们的火箭,并且得救免害。我们若仍紧紧持守自己的纯正和平安,谁能伤我们呢?大卫在此正是如此行。1. 他守住了自己的脾气,并未因所受的轻慢,或被人说行害己之事而扰乱、失态(诗38:13-14):「我如聋子不听」;「我不理会人所加于我的侮辱,不为之怀怨,也不因此失序,更不思想报仇,或设法回报伤害。」请注意,我们越少理会人所加于我们的不友善和伤害,就越能保全自己内心的安静。他既如聋子,便也如哑巴,「口中没有责备的话」;他默默无言,仿佛无可申辩,惟恐自己动怒,并使仇敌更加激怒;他不仅不愿反唇相讥,甚至不愿为自己辩护,恐怕必要的辩护也会被曲解为罪过。纵然他们寻索他的命,他的沉默可能被当作认罪,他却仍如哑巴不开口。请注意,当仇敌喧嚣之时,我们大抵以沉默或寡言为智慧,免得使坏更坏。大卫不能指望借温和赢得仇敌,也不能借柔和的回答消解他们的怒气;因为他们是心性如此卑鄙之人,竟以恶报善;然而他仍如此柔和地待他们,为要防止自己的罪过,并在回想之时得着安慰。在此大卫是基督的预表——基督如同被剪毛之下的哑巴羊,被人辱骂时不还口;两者都是我们的榜样,叫我们不以辱骂还辱骂。2. 他借信心和祷告紧紧贴近他的 神,借此既在所受的伤害之下扶持自己,又平息自己对此的怀怨。(1)他信靠 神(诗38:15):「我如不开口的人,因为主啊,我仰望你。我仰赖你来为我申辩,洗清我的无辜,并以某种方式使我的仇敌蒙羞闭口。」那些本应承认他、站在他一边、为他作见证的亲友都远离了他(诗38:10)。但 神是一位永不亏负我们的朋友,只要我们仰望他。「我如不听见的人,因为你必听见。我何必听见, 神又听见呢?」「他顾念你们」(彼前5:7),你何必顾念, 神又顾念呢?「你必回答」(有人如此解),「所以我什么都不说」。请注意,我们当以沉默忍耐来忍受毁谤和诬告,这是个好理由,因为 神是我们所受一切冤枉的见证,到了时候,他必为我们作见证,并定那些亏负我们之人的罪;所以我们当沉默,因为若如此行,便可指望 神为我们兴起,因为这是我们信靠他的凭据;但我们若自作主张为己办理,便是从 神手中夺去他的工,并失去他为我们显现的福分。我们的主耶稣受苦之时并不威吓,因为他「将自己交托那按公义审判人的主」(彼前2:23);我们如此行,至终必不失丧。「主啊,你必为我回答。」(2)他呼求 神(诗38:16):「因我曾」(这是补足的)说,「我曾如此说」(如诗38:15);「我仰望你,因为你必听允,免得他们向我夸胜。当我担心他们要淹没我之时,我便以此自慰。」当人虚假无情之时,我们有一位可投靠的 神,我们可向他坦然倾诉,他必向我们信实,这是极大的安慰。
三、他在此哀叹自己的愚妄和软弱。1. 他极其敏锐地感觉到自己里面现今所运行的败坏,知道自己此刻几乎要因 神的护理发怨言,并因人所加的伤害而动怒:「我几乎跌倒」(诗38:17)。这话最好借诗人在类似情形中对自己所作的反省来解释(诗73:2):「我脚几乎失闪,当我看见恶人亨通之时。」此处也是如此:「我几乎跌倒」,几乎要说:「我徒然洁净了我的手。」他的忧愁是不断的:「我终日遭灾难」(诗73:13-14),并且这忧愁常在他面前;他不能不沉思其上,这就使他几乎要在信仰与不信仰之间摇摆。对跌倒的惧怕驱使他归向 神:「我仰望你」,不仅仰望你为我申辩,更仰望你阻止我陷入罪中。有些敬虔人因常将忧愁摆在眼前而几乎跌倒,却因常将 神摆在眼前而站稳。2. 他追想自己从前的过犯,承认正是因这些过犯,他给自己招来这些患难,并失去了 神的保护。在人面前他可以自表无辜,但在 神面前他必审问、定罪自己(诗38:18):「我要说明我的罪孽」,并不遮掩它;「我要为我的罪忧愁」,并不轻看它;这就帮助他在 神护理的责打和人的毁谤之下保持沉默。请注意,我们若真正为罪悔改,那必使我们在患难之下、特别是在不公正的指责之下存忍耐。悔改中有两件事是必需的:——(1)认罪:「我要说明我的罪孽」;我不仅笼统地承认自己是罪人,更要具体地承认自己行错了什么。我们必须在 神面前自由而充分地说明我们的罪,连同其一切加重情节,好叫我们将荣耀归给 神,将羞愧归于自己。(2)为罪痛悔:「我要为它忧愁。」罪必有忧愁;每一个真正悔改的人都为他对 神所行的羞辱、对自己所加的伤害而忧伤。「我要为我的罪忧虑」(有人如此解),「忧虑它要毁灭我,并竭力寻求得蒙赦免」。
四、他以极恳切的祷告结束,求 神与他同在,并在他急难中赐下及时大能的救助(诗38:21-22):「耶和华啊,求你不要撇弃我!」虽然我的朋友撇弃我,虽然我理当被你撇弃。「求你不要远离我」,正如我不信的心所恐怕你已远离的。在受苦之时,没有什么比以为 神在怒中撇弃他这一意念更刺痛善良人的心;因此也没有什么祷告比这更从心底发出:「主啊,求你不要远离我;求你快快帮助我;因为我几乎要灭亡,若解救不快快来到,便有失丧的危险。」 神允许我们不仅在患难中呼求他,更允许我们催促他。他恳求说:「你是『我的 神』,我所事奉的,也是我所仰赖要为我撑腰的;你是『我的拯救』,惟独你能救我,你已借应许许诺要救我,我也惟独从你期待拯救。」有人受苦吗?让他如此祷告,让他如此恳求,让他如此存指望,在唱这篇诗之时如此行。
英文原文
Sorrowful Complaints
¹² They also that seek after my life lay snares for me: and they that seek my hurt speak mischievous things, and imagine deceits all the day long.
¹³ But I, as a deaf man, heard not; and I was as a dumb man that openeth not his mouth.
¹⁴ Thus I was as a man that heareth not, and in whose mouth are no reproofs.
¹⁵ For in thee, O LORD, do I hope: thou wilt hear, O Lord my God.
¹⁶ For I said, Hear me, lest otherwise they should rejoice over me: when my foot slippeth, they magnify themselves against me.
¹⁷ For I am ready to halt, and my sorrow is continually before me.
¹⁸ For I will declare mine iniquity; I will be sorry for my sin.
¹⁹ But mine enemies are lively, and they are strong: and they that hate me wrongfully are multiplied.
²⁰ They also that render evil for good are mine adversaries; because I follow the thing that good is.
²¹ Forsake me not, O LORD: O my God, be not far from me.
²² Make haste to help me, O Lord my salvation.
In these verses,
I. David complains of the power and malice of his enemies, who, it should seem, not only took occasion from the weakness of his body and the trouble of his mind to insult over him, but took advantage thence to do him a mischief. He has a great deal to say against them, which he humbly offers as a reason why God should appear for him, as Ps 25:19, Consider my enemies. 1. "They are very spiteful and cruel: They seek my hurt; nay, they seek after my life," Ps 38:12. That life which was so precious in the sight of the Lord and all good men was aimed at, as if it had been forfeited, or a public nuisance. Such is the enmity of the serpent's seed against the seed of the woman; it would wound the head, though it can but reach the heel. It is the blood of the saints that is thirsted after. 2. "They are very subtle and politic. They lay snares, they imagine deceits, and herein they are restless and unwearied: they do it all the day long. They speak mischievous things one to another; every one has something or other to propose that may be a mischief to me." Mischief, covered and carried on by deceit, may well be called a snare. 3. "They are very insolent and abusive: When my foot slips, when I fall into any trouble, or when I make any mistake, misplace a word, or take a false step, they magnify themselves against me; they are pleased with it, and promise themselves that it will ruin my interest, and that if I slip I shall certainly fall and be undone." 4. "They are not only unjust, but very ungrateful: They hate me wrongfully, Ps 38:19. I never did them any ill turn, nor so much as bore them any ill-will, nor ever gave them any provocation; nay, they render evil for good, Ps 38:20. Many a kindness I have done them, for which I might have expected a return of kindness; but for my love they are my adversaries," Ps 109:4. Such a rooted enmity there is in the hearts of wicked men to goodness for its own sake that they hate it, even when they themselves have the benefit of it; they hate prayer even in those that pray for them, and hate peace even in those that would be at peace with them. Very ill-natured indeed those are whom no courtesy will oblige, but who are rather exasperated by it. 5. "They are very impious and devilish: They are my adversaries merely because I follow the thing that good is." They hated him, not only for his kindness to them, but for his devotion and obedience to God; they hated him because they hated God and all that bear his image. If we suffer ill for doing well, we must not think it strange; from the beginning it was so (Cain slew Abel, because his works were righteous); nor must we think it hard, because it will not be always so; for so much the greater will our reward be. 6. "They are many and mighty: They are lively; they are strong; they are multiplied, Ps 38:19. Lord, how are those increased that trouble me?" Ps 3:1. Holy David was weak and faint; his heart panted, and his strength failed; he was melancholy and of a sorrowful spirit, and persecuted by his friends; but at the same time his wicked enemies were strong and lively, and their number increased. Let us not therefore pretend to judge of men's characters by their outward condition; none knows love or hatred by all that is before him. It should seem that David in this, as in other complaints he makes of his enemies, has an eye to Christ, whose persecutors were such as are here described, perfectly lost to all honour and virtue. None hate Christianity but such as have first divested themselves of the first principles of humanity and broken through its most sacred bonds.
II. He reflects, with comfort, upon his own peaceable and pious behaviour under all the injuries and indignities that were done him. It is then only that our enemies do us a real mischief when they provoke us to sin (Ne 6:13), when they prevail to put us out of the possession of our own souls, and drive us from God and our duty. If by divine grace we are enabled to prevent this mischief, we quench their fiery darts, and are saved from harm. If still we hold fast our integrity and our peace, who can hurt us? This David did here. 1. He kept his temper, and was not ruffled nor discomposed by any of the slights that were put upon him or the mischievous things that were said or done against him (Ps 38:13,14): "I, as a deaf man, heard not; I took no notice of the affronts put upon me, did not resent them, nor was put into disorder by them, much less did I meditate revenge, or study to return the injury." Note, The less notice we take of the unkindness and injuries that are done us the more we consult the quiet of our own minds. Being deaf, he was dumb, as a man in whose mouth there are no reproofs; he was as silent as if he had nothing to say for himself, for fear of putting himself into a heat and incensing his enemies yet more against him; he would not only not recriminate upon them, but not so much as vindicate himself, lest his necessary defence should be construed his offence. Though they sought after his life, and his silence might be taken for a confession of his guilt, yet he was as a dumb man that opens not his mouth. Note, When our enemies are most clamorous it is generally our prudence to be silent, or to say little, lest we make bad worse. David could not hope by his mildness to win upon his enemies, nor by his soft answers to turn away their wrath; for they were men of such base spirits that they rendered him evil for good; and yet he conducted himself thus meekly towards them, that he might prevent his own sin and might have the comfort of it in the reflection. Herein David was a type of Christ, who was as a sheep dumb before the shearer, and, when he was reviled, reviled not again; and both are examples to us not to render railing for railing. 2. He kept close to his God by faith and prayer, and so both supported himself under these injuries and silenced his own resentments of them. (1.) He trusted in God (Ps 38:15): "I was as a man that opens not his mouth, for in thee, O Lord! do I hope. I depend upon thee to plead my cause and clear my innocency, and, some way or other, to put my enemies to silence and shame." His lovers and friends, that should have owned him, and stood by him, and appeared as witnesses for him, withdrew from him, Ps 38:10. But God is a friend that will never fail us if we hope in him. "I was as a man that heareth not, for thou wilt hear. Why need I hear, and God hear too?" He careth for you (1Pe 5:7), and why need you care and God care too? "Thou wilt answer" (so some) "and therefore I will say nothing." Note, It is a good reason why we should bear reproach and calumny with silence and patience, because God is a witness to all the wrong that is done us, and, in due time, will be a witness for us and against those that do us wrong; therefore let us be silent, because, if we be, then we may expect that God will appear for us, for this is an evidence that we trust in him; but, if we undertake to manage for ourselves, we take God's work out of his hands and forfeit the benefit of his appearing for us. Our Lord Jesus, when he suffered, threatened not, because he committed himself to him that judges righteously (1Pe 2:23); and we shall lose nothing, at last, by doing so. Thou shalt answer, Lord, for me. (2.) He called upon God (Ps 38:16): For I said, Hear me (that is supplied); "I said so" (as Ps 38:15); "in thee do I hope, for thou wilt hear, lest they should rejoice over me. I comforted myself with that when I was apprehensive that they would overwhelm me." It is a great support to us, when men are false and unkind, that we have a God to go to whom we may be free with and who will be faithful to us.
III. He here bewails his own follies and infirmities. 1. He was very sensible of the present workings of corruption in him, and that he was now ready to repine at the providence of God and to be put into a passion by the injuries men did him: I am ready to halt, Ps 38:17. This will best be explained by a reflection like this which the psalmist made upon himself in a similar case (Ps 73:2): My feet were almost gone, when I saw the prosperity of the wicked. So here: I was ready to halt, ready to say, I have cleansed my hands in vain. His sorrow was continual: All the day long have I been plagued. (Ps 73:13,14), and it was continually before him; he could not forbear poring upon it, and that made him almost ready to halt between religion and irreligion. The fear of this drove him to his God: "In thee do I hope, not only that thou wilt plead my cause, but that thou wilt prevent my falling into sin." Good men, by setting their sorrow continually before them, have been ready to halt, who, by setting God always before them, have kept their standing. 2. He remembered against himself his former transgressions, acknowledging that by them he had brought these troubles upon himself and forfeited the divine protection. Though before men he could justify himself, before God he will judge and condemn himself (Ps 38:18): "I will declare my iniquity, and not cover it; I will be sorry for my sin, and not make a light matter of it;" and this helped to make him silent under the rebukes of Providence and the reproaches of men. Note, If we be truly penitent for sin, that will make us patient under affliction, and particularly under unjust censures. Two things are required in repentance:—(1.) Confession of sin: "I will declare my iniquity; I will not only in general own myself a sinner, but I will make a particular acknowledgment of what I have done amiss." We must declare our sins before God freely and fully, and with their aggravating circumstances, that we may give glory to God and take shame to ourselves. (2.) Contrition for sin: I will be sorry for it. Sin will have sorrow; every true penitent grieves for the dishonour he has done to God and the wrong he has done to himself. "I will be in care or fear about my sin" (so some), "in fear lest it ruin me and in care to get it pardoned."
IV. He concludes with very earnest prayers to God for his gracious presence with him and seasonable powerful succour in his distress (Ps 38:21,22): "Forsake me not, O Lord! though my friends forsake me, and though I deserve to be forsaken by thee. Be not far from me, as my unbelieving heart is ready to fear thou art." Nothing goes nearer to the heart of a good man in affliction than to be under the apprehension of God's deserting him in wrath; nor does any thing therefore come more feelingly from his heart than this prayer: "Lord, be not thou far from me; make haste for my help; for I am ready to perish, and in danger of being lost if relief do not come quickly." God gives us leave, not only to call upon him when we are in trouble, but to hasten him. He pleads, "Thou art my God, whom I serve, and on whom I depend to bear me out; and my salvation, who alone art able to save me, who hast engaged thyself by promise to save me, and from whom alone I expect salvation." Is any afflicted? let him thus pray, let him thus plead, let him thus hope, in singing this psalm.
本篇是悔罪诗之一;自始至终充满悲伤与抱怨。大卫的罪与他的患难是他悲伤的缘由、抱怨的内容。他似乎正在病痛之中,这提醒了他的罪,有助于他为罪自卑;同时他的朋友离弃他,仇敌逼迫他;因此本诗正为最深患难与灾祸交集之时所设。他抱怨:一、神的不悦,并惹神反对他的自己的罪(诗38:1-5);二、他身体的疾病(诗38:6-10);三、朋友的恶待(诗38:11);四、仇敌向他所作的伤害,他为自己的善行辩护,却也承认得罪了神(诗38:12-20);最后他以恳切的祷告结束,求神恩临与帮助(诗38:21,22)。我们唱这首诗时,当深为罪的恶毒所感;我们若没有此处所描述的患难,也不知多久便会有,故当以预备的心唱;我们又知他人有此患难,故当以同情之心唱。