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無標題
英文原文
This is one of the penitential psalms; it is full of grief and complaint from the beginning to the end. David's sins and his afflictions are the cause of his grief and the matter of his complaints. It should seem he was now sick and in pain, which reminded him of his sins and helped to humble him for them; he was, at the same time, deserted by his friends and persecuted by his enemies; so that the psalm is calculated for the depth of distress and a complication of calamities. He complains, I. Of God's displeasure, and of his own sin which provoked God against him, Ps 38:1-5. II. Of his bodily sickness, Ps 38:6-10. III. Of the unkindness of his friends, Ps 38:11. IV. Of the injuries which his enemies did him, pleading his good conduct towards them, yet confessing his sins against God, Ps 38:12-20. Lastly, he concludes the psalm with earnest prayers to God for his gracious presence and help, Ps 38:21,22. In singing this psalm we ought to be much affected with the malignity of sin; and, if we have not such troubles as are here described, we know not how soon we may have, and therefore must sing of them by way of preparation and we know that others have them, and therefore we must sing of the by way of sympathy.
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Sorrowful Complaints
悲傷的控訴
大衛的紀念詩。
¹ 耶和華啊,求你不要在怒中責備我,不要在烈怒中懲罰我! ² 因為你的箭射入我身;你的手壓住我。 ³ 因你的惱怒,我的肉無一完全;因我的罪過,我的骨頭也不安寧。 ⁴ 我的罪孽高過我的頭,如同重擔叫我擔當不起。 ⁵ 因我的愚昧,我的傷發臭流膿。 ⁶ 我疼痛,大大蜷曲,終日哀痛。 ⁷ 因為我滿腰是火;我的肉無一完全。 ⁸ 我被壓傷,身體疲倦;因心裏不安,我就咆哮。 ⁹ 主啊,我的心願都在你面前;我的嘆息不向你隱藏。 ¹⁰ 我心跳動,我力衰微;我眼中的光也沒有了。 ¹¹ 我的良朋密友因我的災病都躲在旁邊站著;我的親戚本家也遠遠站立。
本篇的標題很值得留意;這是一首「紀念」的詩;第七十篇也是在患難之日所寫,同樣如此標題。其用意是:1. 為喚起他自己的記憶。我們假設本篇是在他生病痛苦之時所寫,於是它教導我們,生病之時乃是當記念之時——記念神所與我們相爭的罪,喚醒我們的良心誠實坦白地對付我們,將我們的罪擺在我們面前,使我們自卑。「遇禍患的日子當思想。」或可假設本篇在他痊癒之後所寫,卻作為他在患難中所受的責備與心中運作的記錄,使他在每次重溫本篇時,能回想那時所留下的美好印象,並從中重新得益。希西家病癒之後所寫的記錄也有同樣用意。2. 為叫別人也記起他自己所記念的同樣的事,並教導他們在生病患難之時當怎樣想、當怎樣說;讓他們像他那樣想,像他那樣說。
一、他懇求神在患難中轉消祂的烈怒與不悅(詩 38:1):「耶和華啊,求你不要在怒中責備我。」他以同樣的祈求開始了另一篇為探病而作的禱告(詩 6:1)。這是他心中最要緊的事,也是我們在患難中當最要緊的——無論神怎樣責備懲治我們,總不要在烈怒與不悅之中,因為那將是患難與痛苦中的苦艾與苦膽。那些要逃避神烈怒的人,當比為任何外在患難更懇切地求告抵擋這烈怒,並甘心忍受任何外在的患難,只要它是出於神的愛、並與祂的愛相符。
二、他痛苦悲嘆神的不悅在他心靈上的印記(詩 38:2):「你的箭射入我身。」請看約伯的訴苦(伯 7:4)來解釋大衛此言。他所說全能者的箭,是指神的可畏向他嚴陣列隊。他心中對神因他罪惡而發的烈怒有十分陰鬱可怖的印象,以為除了審判與烈火來吞噬他之外,別無可期。神的箭既必中的,也必留在中的之處,深深紮住,直到祂樂意拔出,並以祂的安慰包裹祂用可畏所造成的傷。這將是滅亡之人永遠的痛苦——神烈怒的箭必紮在他們身上,那傷無法治癒。「你的手——你沉重的手——壓住我」,我幾乎要沉淪其下;它不僅重重地壓著我,更長久地壓著我;誰曉得神怒氣的權能、祂手的重量?有時神為大衛射箭、伸手(詩 18:4),如今卻向他射箭、伸手;可見神聖安慰的持續何等無定,然而神聖恩典的持續卻仍確定。他抱怨神的烈怒,以此為他身上疾病的成因(詩 38:3):「因你的惱怒,我的肉無一完全。」其苦味灌注入他心,影響了他的身體;但那還不是最糟的:它造成他心中的不安,因此他忘了作勇士的膽量、作君王的尊嚴,以及以色列甜美詩人的一切歡欣,並可怕地咆哮(詩 38:8)。沒有甚麼比對神怒氣的感覺更能攪亂敬虔人的心,這顯示落在神手中是何等可怕的事。保守心靈安靜的途徑,就是常住在神的愛中,不作任何得罪祂的事。
三、他承認自己的罪是招致一切患難的緣由,並且他在罪債的重擔下呻吟,勝過在任何其他重擔下(詩 38:3)。他抱怨自己的肉毫無完全,自己的骨頭毫無安息,他所受的攪擾如此之大。「這是『因你的惱怒』;那惱怒點燃了燃燒得如此猛烈的火」;但他在接下來的話中,在此事上稱神為義,並將一切責難歸在自己身上:「這是『因我的罪』。我罪有應得,是我自取的。我自己的罪孽責罰我。」若我們的患難是神怒氣的果子,我們當怪自己;是我們的罪造成了它。我們不得安息嗎?是罪使我們如此。若我們心中沒有罪,我們骨中便不會有痛,身體中不會有疾。因此,這敬虔人所最抱怨的乃是罪:1. 視之為重擔,沉重的重擔(詩 38:4):「我的罪孽高過我的頭」,如同漲溢的水漫過將沉將溺的人,又如沉重的擔子壓在我頭上,使我擔當不起,不能支持。注意,罪是重擔。住在我們裏面的罪之權勢是一種重量(來 12:1)。人人都被它纏累;它使人不能高升、不能前進。一切聖徒都抱怨它,視之為自己所背負的死之身體(羅 7:24)。我們所犯之罪的罪債是重擔,是沉重的重擔;它是神的重擔(祂被它壓住,摩 2:13),是整個受造界的重擔(受造界在其下嘆息,羅 8:21-22)。遲早它也必成為罪人自己的重擔——或是悔改的重擔,當他被扎心,在其中勞苦擔重擔之時;或是毀滅的重擔,當它使他沉淪至最低的地獄、並永遠拘留他在那裏之時;它必成為他身上的鉛錠(亞 5:8)。罪人被說為「擔當自己的罪孽」。威嚇也是重擔。2. 視之為傷,危險的傷(詩 38:5):「我的傷發臭流膿」(正如身體的傷因缺乏敷裹照料而潰爛化膿生臭),「這是因我自己的『愚昧』」。罪是傷(創 4:23),是痛苦的致命之傷。我們因罪所受的傷常在可悲的狀態中——無人照料,無人敷治——這是因為罪人在不認罪上的愚昧(詩 32:3-4)。一個輕微的瘡被忽略,可能成為致命的後果;照樣,一個輕微的罪被輕忽、不被悔改,也是如此。
四、他因自己的患難而自嘆,並藉著向耶和華傾吐他的控訴而給憂傷以出路,使悲傷得舒解。
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他心中不安,良心痛苦,心靈中不得安息;「心靈傷損,誰能忍受呢?」他「疼痛」,或說扭曲,「大大蜷曲」,並「終日哀痛」(詩 38:6)。他終日沉思鬱悶,使自己成為自己的重擔與驚恐。他的靈「衰弱」、深受「壓傷」,他的心「不安」(詩 38:8)。大衛在此受苦中是基督的預表,基督在極其痛苦之中喊道:「我心裏甚是憂傷。」這比世上任何其他患難更為厲害;無論神樂意加給我們甚麼,只要祂為我們存留理智的功用與良心的平安,我們就沒有理由抱怨。
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他身體病弱;「他的腰滿了火」——某種腫脹、潰瘍或發炎(有人認為是疫疮,如希西家的瘡),並且他的肉「無一完全」,像約伯一樣全身患病。請看:(1) 我們所帶著的這些身體是何等卑賤,它們易患何等可怕的疾病,並且因某些疾病,它們很快就會成為內住之靈魂的重擔與折磨——它們向來就是雲霧與纏累。(2) 無論最偉大的人、或最敬虔的人,他們的身體也與別人的身體一樣含有疾病的種子,並易遭同樣的災害。大衛自己雖是如此偉大的君王、如此偉大的聖徒,也不能倖免於最可怕的疾病:連他的肉中也沒有完全。這也許是發生在他犯罪於烏利亞之事之後,他如此在肉身上為他肉體的情慾受苦。每逢我們身體患病之時,我們當記念神曾如何在我們的身體裏、並藉著我們的身體受玷辱。他「被壓傷,身體疲倦」(詩 38:8)。他的「心跳動」,不住地悸動(詩 38:10)。他的「力量」與肢體都「衰殘」。至於他「眼中的光」,「已經沒有了」——或因多量流淚,或因眼疾流膿,或也許因心靈低沉與屢次的昏厥。注意,疾病必馴服最強壯的身體與最剛強的心靈。大衛以勇敢與豐功偉業著稱;然而當神以身体的疾病與祂怒氣的印記與他相爭之時,他的頭髮被剪除,他的心消沉,變得軟弱如水。因此,願強壯的人不要因自己的力量誇口,也不要有人對悲傷傲然無懼,無論從遠處看以為它如何。
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他的朋友對他不仁(詩 38:11):「我的良朋密友」(那些從前在他歡樂之日與他同樂的人)如今「因我的災病都躲在旁邊站著」;他們不願在他憂傷中與他表同情,甚至不願來到聽得見他訴苦的範圍內,卻像那祭司和利未人一樣(路 10:31),「從那邊過去了」。連「他的親戚本家」——那些因血緣與盟約與他相連的人——也「遠遠站立」。請看我們何等少有理由信靠人,或在對人所存的善意的期望上失望時有何可怪。患難考驗友情,並將寶貴的與卑賤的分開。我們的智慧乃是確保得著一位天上的朋友,祂不會從我們的災病旁退避,祂的慈愛沒有任何患難或艱困能使我們與之隔絕。大衛在他的困苦中是基督在祂痛苦中之預表——基督在十字架上虛弱且深受壓傷,那時被祂的朋友與親屬離棄,他們只是遠遠觀看。
五、在他訴苦之中,他以神恩惠地察看他的憂傷與他的禱告來安慰自己(詩 38:9):「主啊,我的心願都在你面前。你知道我所缺、我所要的是甚麼:我的嘆息不向你隱藏。你知道我所嘆息的重擔,我所嘆息追尋的福氣。」「那說不出來的嘆息」並不向那「鑒察人心、曉得聖靈的意思的」隱藏(羅 8:26-27)。
我們唱誦此詩、並以此禱告之時,無論我們心上有何重擔,都當憑信將它——並我們對它的一切憂慮——卸給神,然後便安然。
英文原文
Sorrowful Complaints
A psalm of David to bring to remembrance.
¹ O LORD, rebuke me not in thy wrath: neither chasten me in thy hot displeasure.
² For thine arrows stick fast in me, and thy hand presseth me sore.
³ There is no soundness in my flesh because of thine anger; neither is there any rest in my bones because of my sin.
⁴ For mine iniquities are gone over mine head: as a heavy burden they are too heavy for me.
⁵ My wounds stink and are corrupt because of my foolishness.
⁶ I am troubled; I am bowed down greatly; I go mourning all the day long.
⁷ For my loins are filled with a loathsome disease: and there is no soundness in my flesh.
⁸ I am feeble and sore broken: I have roared by reason of the disquietness of my heart.
⁹ Lord, all my desire is before thee; and my groaning is not hid from thee.
¹⁰ My heart panteth, my strength faileth me: as for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from me.
¹¹ My lovers and my friends stand aloof from my sore; and my kinsmen stand afar off.
The title of this psalm is very observable; it is a psalm to bring to remembrance; the 70th psalm, which was likewise penned in a day of affliction, is so entitled. It is designed, 1. To bring to his own remembrance. We will suppose it penned when he was sick and in pain, and then it teaches us that times of sickness are times to bring to remembrance, to bring the sin to remembrance, for which God contended with us, to awaken our consciences to deal faithfully and plainly with us, and set our sins in order before us, for our humiliation. In a day of adversity consider. Or we may suppose it penned after his recovery, but designed as a record of the convictions he was under and the workings of his heart when he was in affliction, that upon every review of this psalm he might call to mind the good impressions then made upon him and make a fresh improvement of them. To the same purport was the writing of Hezekiah when he had been sick. 2. To put others in mind of the same things which he was himself mindful of, and to teach them what to think and what to say when they are sick and in affliction; let them think as he did, and speak as he did.
I. He deprecates the wrath of God and his displeasure in his affliction (Ps 38:1): O Lord! rebuke me not in thy wrath. With this same petition he began another prayer for the visitation of the sick, Ps 6:1. This was most upon his heart, and should be most upon ours when we are in affliction, that, however God rebukes and chastens us, it may not be in wrath and displeasure, for that will be wormwood and gall in the affliction and misery. Those that would escape the wrath of God must pray against that more than any outward affliction, and be content to bear any outward affliction while it comes from, and consists with, the love of God.
II. He bitterly laments the impressions of God's displeasure upon his soul (Ps 38:2): Thy arrows stick fast in me. Let Job's complaint (Job 7:4) expound this of David. By the arrows of the Almighty he means the terrors of God, which did set themselves in array against him. He was under a very melancholy frightful apprehension of the wrath of God against him for his sins, and thought he could look for nothing but judgment and fiery indignation to devour him. God's arrows, as they are sure to hit the mark, so they are sure to stick where they hit, to stick fast, till he is pleased to draw them out and to bind up with his comforts the wound he has made with his terrors. This will be the everlasting misery of the damned—the arrows of God's wrath will stick fast in them and the wound will be incurable. "Thy hand, thy heavy hand, presses me sore, and I am ready to sink under it; it not only lies hard upon me, but it lies long; and who knows the power of God's anger, the weight of his hand?" Sometimes God shot his arrows, and stretched forth his hand, for David (Ps 18:4), but now against him; so uncertain is the continuance of divine comforts, where yet the continuance of divine grace is assured. He complains of God's wrath as that which inflicted the bodily distemper he was under (Ps 38:3): There is no soundness in my flesh because of thy anger. The bitterness of it, infused in his mind, affected his body; but that was not the worst: it caused the disquietude of his heart, by reason of which he forgot the courage of a soldier, the dignity of a prince, and all the cheerfulness of the sweet psalmist of Israel, and roared terribly, Ps 38:8. Nothing will disquiet the heart of a good man so much as the sense of God's anger, which shows what a fearful thing it is to fall into his hands. The way to keep the heart quiet is to keep ourselves in the love of God and to do nothing to offend him.
III. He acknowledges his sin to be the procuring provoking cause of all his troubles, and groans more under the load of guilt than any other load, Ps 38:3. He complains that his flesh had no soundness, his bones had no rest, so great an agitation he was in. "It is because of thy anger; that kindles the fire which burns so fiercely;" but, in the next words, he justifies God herein, and takes all the blame upon himself: "It is because of my sin. I have deserved it, and so have brought it upon myself. My own iniquities do correct me." If our trouble be the fruit of God's anger, we may thank ourselves; it is our sin that is the cause of it. Are we restless? It is sin that makes us so. If there were not sin in our souls, there would be no pain in our bones, no illness in our bodies. It is sin therefore that this good man complains most of, 1. As a burden, a heavy burden (Ps 38:4): "My iniquities have gone over my head, as proud waters over a man that is sinking and drowning, or as a heavy burden upon my head, pressing me down more than I am able to bear or to bear up under." Note, Sin is a burden. The power of sin dwelling in us is a weight, Heb 12:1. All are clogged with it; it keeps men from soaring upward and pressing forward. All the saints are complaining of it as a body of death they are loaded with, Ro 7:24. The guilt of sin committed by us is a burden, a heavy burden; it is a burden to God (he is pressed under it, Am 2:13), a burden to the whole creation, which groans under it, Ro 8:21,22. It will, first or last, be a burden to the sinner himself, either a burden of repentance when he is pricked to the heart for it, labours, and is heavy-laden, under it, or a burden of ruin when it sinks him to the lowest hell and will for ever detain him there; it will be a talent of lead upon him, Zec 5:8. Sinners are said to bear their iniquity. Threatenings are burdens. 2. As wounds, dangerous wounds (Ps 38:5): "My wounds stink and are corrupt (as wounds in the body rankle, and fester, and grow foul, for want of being dressed and looked after), and it is through my own foolishness." Sins are wounds (Ge 4:23), painful mortal wounds. Our wounds by sin are often in a bad condition, no care taken of them, no application made to them, and it is owing to the sinner's foolishness in not confessing sin, Ps 32:3,4. A slight sore, neglected, may prove of fatal consequence, and so may a slight sin slighted and left unrepented of.
IV. He bemoans himself because of his afflictions, and gives ease to his grief by giving vent to it and pouring out his complaint before the Lord.
1. He was troubled in mind, his conscience was pained, and he had no rest in his own spirit; and a wounded spirit who can bear? He was troubled, or distorted, bowed down greatly, and went mourning all the day long, Ps 38:6. He was always pensive and melancholy, which made him a burden and terror to himself. His spirit was feeble and sorely broken, and his heart disquieted, Ps 38:8. Herein David, in his sufferings, was a type of Christ, who, being in his agony, cried out, My soul is exceedingly sorrowful. This is a sorer affliction than any other in this world; whatever God is pleased to lay upon us, we have no reason to complain as long as he preserves to us the use of our reason and the peace of our consciences.
2. He was sick and weak in body; his loins were filled with a loathsome disease, some swelling, or ulcer, or inflammation (some think a plague-sore, such as Hezekiah's boil), and there was no soundness in his flesh, but, like Job, he was all over distempered. See (1.) What vile bodies these are which we carry about with us, what grievous diseases they are liable to, and what an offence and grievance they may soon be made by some diseases to the souls that animate them, as they always are a cloud and clog. (2.) That the bodies both of the greatest and of the best of men have in them the same seeds of diseases that the bodies of others have, and are liable to the same disasters. David himself, though so great a prince and so great a saint, was not exempt from the most grievous diseases: there was no soundness even in his flesh. Probably this was after his sin in the matter of Uriah, and thus did he smart in his flesh for his fleshly lusts. When, at any time, we are distempered in our bodies, we ought to remember how God has been dishonoured in and by our bodies. He was feeble and sorely broken, Ps 38:8. His heart panted, and was in a continual palpitation, Ps 38:10. His strength and limbs failed him. As for the light of his eyes, that had gone from him, either with much weeping or by a defluxion of rheum upon them, or perhaps through the lowness of his spirits and the frequent returns of fainting. Note, Sickness will tame the strongest body and the stoutest spirit. David was famed for his courage and great exploits; and yet, when God contended with him by bodily sickness and the impressions of his wrath upon his mind, his hair is cut, his heart fails him, and he becomes weak as water. Therefore let not the strongman glory in his strength, nor any man set grief at defiance, however it may be thought at a distance.
3. His friends were unkind to him (Ps 38:11): My lovers (such as had been merry with him in the day of his mirth) now stand aloof from my sore; they would not sympathize with him in his griefs, nor so much as come within hearing of his complaints, but, like the priest and Levite (Lu 10:31), passed on the other side. Even his kinsmen, that were bound to him by blood and alliance, stood afar off. See what little reason we have to trust in man or to wonder if we disappointed in our expectations of kindness from men. Adversity tries friendship, and separates between the precious and the vile. It is our wisdom to make sure a friend in heaven, who will not stand aloof from our sore and from whose love no tribulation nor distress shall be able to separate us. David, in his troubles, was a type of Christ in his agony, Christ, on his cross, feeble and sorely broken, and then deserted by his friends and kinsmen, who beheld afar off.
V. In the midst of his complaints, he comforts himself with the cognizance God graciously took both of his griefs and of his prayers (Ps 38:9): "Lord, all my desire is before thee. Thou knowest what I want and what I would have: My groaning is not hidden from thee. Thou knowest the burdens I groan under and the blessings I groan after." The groanings which cannot be uttered are not hidden from him that searches the heart and knows what is the mind of the Spirit, Ro 8:26,27.
In singing this, and praying it over, whatever burden lies upon our spirits, we would by faith cast it upon God, and all our care concerning it, and then be easy.
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Sorrowful Complaints
悲苦的訴苦
¹² 那尋索我命的設下網羅;那想要害我的口出惡言,終日思想詭詐。
¹³ 但我如聾子不聽,像啞巴不開口。
¹⁴ 我如不聽見的人,口中沒有反駁的話。
¹⁵ 耶和華啊,我所仰望的就是你;主我的神啊,你必應允我。
¹⁶ 我曾說:恐怕他們向我誇耀;我失腳的時候,他們向我誇大。
¹⁷ 我幾乎跌倒;我的痛苦常在我面前。
¹⁸ 我要說明我的罪孽;我要為我的罪憂愁。
¹⁹ 但我的仇敵又活潑又強壯;那無理恨我的增多了。
²⁰ 那以惡報善的與我為敵,因為我隨從良善。
²¹ 耶和華啊,求你不要撇棄我!我的神啊,求你不要遠離我!
²² 拯救我的主啊,求你快快幫助我!
在這些經文中,
一、 大衛訴苦他仇敵的勢力和惡意;他們似乎不僅趁他身體衰弱、心靈愁苦之際侮辱他,更趁機加害他。他對他們有許多話要說,他謙卑地以此作為神當為他出頭的理由,正如詩 25:19 所說:求你顧察我的仇敵。1. 「他們極其惡毒殘忍:他們想要害我;不但如此,他們尋索我命」(詩 38:12)。那在耶和華和一切良善人眼中看為寶貴的性命,竟被瞄準,彷彿已被定罪,或是公眾的禍患。蛇的後裔對女人後裔的仇恨就是如此;它要傷頭,雖然它只能及於腳跟。聖徒的血正是它所渴慕的。2. 「他們極其詭詐狡猾。他們設下網羅,他們思想詭詐,在這事上他們不息不倦:他們終日如此行。他們彼此談論惡謀;人人都有某些要提出、可能對我構成損害的建議。」被欺騙所掩蓋和推進的惡謀,正可稱為網羅。3. 「他們極其傲慢、肆加凌辱:我失腳的時候——當我落入任何患難,或當我犯任何錯誤、誤用一言、或走錯一步時——他們向我誇大;他們以此為樂,並應許自己這將毀滅我的利益,並且我若滑跌,便必跌倒滅亡。」4. 「他們不僅不義,更是極其忘恩:他們無理地恨我(詩 38:19)。我從未作過他們任何壞事,甚至對他們毫無惡意,也從未給他們任何挑釁;不但如此,他們以惡報善(詩 38:20)。我向他們行了許多恩慈,本可期望得著恩慈的回報;他們卻與我為敵取代了我的愛」(詩 109:4)。惡人心中對良善本身的敵意是何等根深蒂固,以致即使自己得了良善的益處,仍要恨惡它;他們甚至恨惡那些為他們禱告之人的禱告,恨惡那些情願與他們和睦之人的和平。誠然,那些連恩情也不能感動、反被恩情激怒的人,是極其性情惡劣的。5. 「他們極其不敬虔、魔鬼般:他們與我為敵,僅僅因為我隨從良善。他們恨他,不僅因為他對他們的恩慈,更因為他對神的敬虔和順服;他們恨他,因為他們恨神,並恨惡一切身上帶著神形像的人。我們若因行善而受苦,不要以為奇怪;從起初就是這樣(該隱殺亞伯,因為亞伯的行為是義的);也不要以為難受,因為這不會永遠如此;我們的賞賜反而因此更大。6. 「他們人數眾多、勢力強大:他們又活潑、又強壯、增多了(詩 38:19)。耶和華啊,我的敵人何其加增(詩 3:1)。聖潔的大衛軟弱疲乏;他心跳喘息,氣力衰竭;他憂鬱多愁,又被朋友逼迫;而同時他那邪惡的仇敵卻強壯活潑,人數加增。我們因此不可按人的外表光景判斷他的為人;沒有人能憑眼前一切的事分辨愛與恨。」看來大衛在此處——正如他在別處對仇敵的訴苦一樣——心目中看著基督;基督的逼迫者正是此處所描繪的那等人,完全喪失了一切尊榮和美德。除了那些先已脫去人道的首要原則、打破其最神聖紐帶的人,沒有人恨惡基督教。
二、 他帶著安慰回想自己在所受的一切損傷和羞辱之下,仍是和平敬虔的行為。惟有當我們的仇敵惹動我們犯罪(尼 6:13),當他們成功地把我们从自己灵魂的拥有中趕出去,並把我們從神和我們的本分中驅離時,他們才真正傷害了我們。我們若蒙恩典能防止這禍患,便熄滅了他們的火箭,得蒙拯救免受傷害。我們若仍緊守正直與平安,誰能害我們呢?這正是大衛在此所作的。1. 他控制了自己的脾氣,沒有因所受的輕慢或所說所作反對他的惡事而波動不安(詩 38:13,14):「我如聾子不聽;我不理會所加於我的冒犯,不懷怨,也不因此紊亂,更不籌算報復,或設法以損害還損害。」當注意,我們對別人所加的冷漠和損傷越少理會,便越顧到自己心靈的安寧。他既如聾子,便也如啞巴——口中沒有反駁的話的人;他默然無聲,如同無話可為自己申辯,免得自己動怒,更激怒仇敵加劇攻擊;他不僅不以牙還牙,甚至不為自己辯護,恐怕必要的申辯反被當作罪狀。雖然他們尋索他的命,而他的沉默或許被當作認罪的表示,他仍如啞巴不開口。當注意,當仇敵最喧嚷之時,我們通常以靜默或少言為明智,免得我們使壞的更壞。大衛不能指望以溫和感化仇敵,也不能以柔和的回答消解他們的忿怒;因為他們是性情如此卑鄙的人,竟以惡報善;然而他仍如此溫和待他們,為要防止自己犯罪,並可在回想中得著安慰。在這事上大衛是基督的預表——基督如羊在剪毛的人手下無聲,被辱罵時不還口;兩者都是我們的榜樣,叫我們不以辱罵還辱罵。2. 他憑信心和禱告緊緊跟隨他的神,如此既在這些損傷之下支持了自己,又使自己對損傷的怨恨歸於平息。(1) 他信靠神(詩 38:15):「*我如不開口的人,因為我所仰望的就是你——耶和華。*我指望你為我申訴冤情,洗雪我的清白,並以這樣或那樣的方法使我的仇敵蒙羞緘默。」那些本應承認他、支持他、作他見證人的親友,都離開了他(詩 38:10)。但神是那位永不失信的朋友——只要我們仰望他。「我如不聽見的人,因為你必聽見。我何必聽,神又何必再聽呢?」你們要將憂慮卸給神(彼前 5:7),你又何必憂慮,神又何必再憂慮呢?「你必應允(有人如此讀),所以我不說甚麼。」當注意,這是我們以沉默忍耐忍受譭謗誣陷的好理由:因為神是我們所受一切冤屈的見證人,到了時候,他必為我們作見證,並反對那些虧待我們的人;所以我們當靜默,因為我們若靜默,便可期望神為我們出頭——這證明我們信靠他;但我們若自作主張,便是從神手中奪去他的工作,並喪失他為我們出頭的益處。我們的主耶穌受苦時並不威嚇,因為他將自己交託那按公義審判人的主(彼前 2:23);我們如此行,至終必一無所失。主,你必為我回答。(2) 他呼求神(詩 38:16):我曾說(這是補充的)、「我曾這樣說(如詩 38:15);我所仰望的就是你,你必聽見,恐怕他們向我誇耀。當我恐怕他們要淹沒我時,我便以此安慰自己。」當人虛謊冷酷時,我們有一位可前去、可向他傾心吐意、又必向我們忠誠的神,這對我們是極大的支持。
三、 他在此為自己的愚昧和軟弱哀嘆。1. 他極敏銳地察覺自己裡面現今腐敗的運行,並覺自己如今隨時要對神的護理發怨言,又因人所加的損傷而動怒:我幾乎跌倒(詩 38:17)。這話最好用詩人在類似情形中對自己的反省來解釋(詩 73:2):*我的腳幾乎失閃,當我看見惡人繁榮。*照樣此處:我幾乎跌倒,幾乎要說:*我徒然潔淨了我的心。*他的憂愁是持續的:我終日遭災難(詩 73:13,14),且常在他面前;他不能不住地注視它,這使他幾乎要在宗教和不信之間搖擺。對這事的懼怕驅使他到神那裡:「我所仰望的就是你——不僅仰望你為我申冤,更仰望你阻止我陷入罪中。」敬虔的人因不斷把憂愁擺在眼前而幾乎跌倒,又因不斷把神擺在眼前而站穩。2. 他向自己追念從前的過犯,承認自己因這些過犯自招患難,又喪失了神的保護。他在人前可以自稱為義,在神前卻要審判自己、定自己為有罪(詩 38:18):「我要說明我的罪孽,不加以掩飾;我要為我的罪憂愁,不輕看它」;這有助於使他在神護理的責備和人的指責之下靜默。當注意,我們若真為罪悔改,便能在患難中——特別在不公正的指責下——忍耐。悔改有兩件事是必需的:——(1) 認罪:「我要說明我的罪孽;我不僅籠統地承認自己是罪人,更要具體承認我所作錯的甚麼。」我們當在神面前自由、完整地說明我們的罪,連同其加重情節,好叫我們把榮耀歸給神,把羞辱歸給自己。(2) 為罪痛悔:*我要為它憂愁。*罪必有憂愁;每一個真正的悔罪者都為自己對神所行的羞辱和對自己所作的損害而憂傷。「我要為我的罪掛慮或懼怕」(有人如此讀),「恐怕它毀滅我,又掛慮要得著赦免。」
四、 他以極其懇切的禱告向神結束,求神施恩與他同在,並在患難中及時大有能力地救助他(詩 38:21,22):「耶和華啊,求你不要撇棄我!雖然我的朋友撇棄我,雖然我本該被你撇棄。我的神啊,求你不要遠離我——正如我不信的惡心所恐怕的那樣。」在患難中,沒有甚麼比以為神在忿怒中撇棄自己更深深地刺透敬虔人的心;因此也沒有甚麼禱告比這更從他心中切切發出:「主啊,求你不要遠離我;求你快快幫助我;因為我快要滅亡,若救助不快來到,便有失喪的危險。」神允許我們不僅在患難中呼求他,更允許我們催促他。他懇求說:「你是我的神——我所事奉的、我所倚靠挺身而出的;又是拯救我的主——惟獨你能救我,你已憑應許承擔要救我,我也惟獨從你期望拯救。」有人受患難嗎?讓他這樣禱告,這樣懇求,這樣盼望,唱這篇詩。
英文原文
Sorrowful Complaints
¹² They also that seek after my life lay snares for me: and they that seek my hurt speak mischievous things, and imagine deceits all the day long.
¹³ But I, as a deaf man, heard not; and I was as a dumb man that openeth not his mouth.
¹⁴ Thus I was as a man that heareth not, and in whose mouth are no reproofs.
¹⁵ For in thee, O LORD, do I hope: thou wilt hear, O Lord my God.
¹⁶ For I said, Hear me, lest otherwise they should rejoice over me: when my foot slippeth, they magnify themselves against me.
¹⁷ For I am ready to halt, and my sorrow is continually before me.
¹⁸ For I will declare mine iniquity; I will be sorry for my sin.
¹⁹ But mine enemies are lively, and they are strong: and they that hate me wrongfully are multiplied.
²⁰ They also that render evil for good are mine adversaries; because I follow the thing that good is.
²¹ Forsake me not, O LORD: O my God, be not far from me.
²² Make haste to help me, O Lord my salvation.
In these verses,
I. David complains of the power and malice of his enemies, who, it should seem, not only took occasion from the weakness of his body and the trouble of his mind to insult over him, but took advantage thence to do him a mischief. He has a great deal to say against them, which he humbly offers as a reason why God should appear for him, as Ps 25:19, Consider my enemies. 1. "They are very spiteful and cruel: They seek my hurt; nay, they seek after my life," Ps 38:12. That life which was so precious in the sight of the Lord and all good men was aimed at, as if it had been forfeited, or a public nuisance. Such is the enmity of the serpent's seed against the seed of the woman; it would wound the head, though it can but reach the heel. It is the blood of the saints that is thirsted after. 2. "They are very subtle and politic. They lay snares, they imagine deceits, and herein they are restless and unwearied: they do it all the day long. They speak mischievous things one to another; every one has something or other to propose that may be a mischief to me." Mischief, covered and carried on by deceit, may well be called a snare. 3. "They are very insolent and abusive: When my foot slips, when I fall into any trouble, or when I make any mistake, misplace a word, or take a false step, they magnify themselves against me; they are pleased with it, and promise themselves that it will ruin my interest, and that if I slip I shall certainly fall and be undone." 4. "They are not only unjust, but very ungrateful: They hate me wrongfully, Ps 38:19. I never did them any ill turn, nor so much as bore them any ill-will, nor ever gave them any provocation; nay, they render evil for good, Ps 38:20. Many a kindness I have done them, for which I might have expected a return of kindness; but for my love they are my adversaries," Ps 109:4. Such a rooted enmity there is in the hearts of wicked men to goodness for its own sake that they hate it, even when they themselves have the benefit of it; they hate prayer even in those that pray for them, and hate peace even in those that would be at peace with them. Very ill-natured indeed those are whom no courtesy will oblige, but who are rather exasperated by it. 5. "They are very impious and devilish: They are my adversaries merely because I follow the thing that good is." They hated him, not only for his kindness to them, but for his devotion and obedience to God; they hated him because they hated God and all that bear his image. If we suffer ill for doing well, we must not think it strange; from the beginning it was so (Cain slew Abel, because his works were righteous); nor must we think it hard, because it will not be always so; for so much the greater will our reward be. 6. "They are many and mighty: They are lively; they are strong; they are multiplied, Ps 38:19. Lord, how are those increased that trouble me?" Ps 3:1. Holy David was weak and faint; his heart panted, and his strength failed; he was melancholy and of a sorrowful spirit, and persecuted by his friends; but at the same time his wicked enemies were strong and lively, and their number increased. Let us not therefore pretend to judge of men's characters by their outward condition; none knows love or hatred by all that is before him. It should seem that David in this, as in other complaints he makes of his enemies, has an eye to Christ, whose persecutors were such as are here described, perfectly lost to all honour and virtue. None hate Christianity but such as have first divested themselves of the first principles of humanity and broken through its most sacred bonds.
II. He reflects, with comfort, upon his own peaceable and pious behaviour under all the injuries and indignities that were done him. It is then only that our enemies do us a real mischief when they provoke us to sin (Ne 6:13), when they prevail to put us out of the possession of our own souls, and drive us from God and our duty. If by divine grace we are enabled to prevent this mischief, we quench their fiery darts, and are saved from harm. If still we hold fast our integrity and our peace, who can hurt us? This David did here. 1. He kept his temper, and was not ruffled nor discomposed by any of the slights that were put upon him or the mischievous things that were said or done against him (Ps 38:13,14): "I, as a deaf man, heard not; I took no notice of the affronts put upon me, did not resent them, nor was put into disorder by them, much less did I meditate revenge, or study to return the injury." Note, The less notice we take of the unkindness and injuries that are done us the more we consult the quiet of our own minds. Being deaf, he was dumb, as a man in whose mouth there are no reproofs; he was as silent as if he had nothing to say for himself, for fear of putting himself into a heat and incensing his enemies yet more against him; he would not only not recriminate upon them, but not so much as vindicate himself, lest his necessary defence should be construed his offence. Though they sought after his life, and his silence might be taken for a confession of his guilt, yet he was as a dumb man that opens not his mouth. Note, When our enemies are most clamorous it is generally our prudence to be silent, or to say little, lest we make bad worse. David could not hope by his mildness to win upon his enemies, nor by his soft answers to turn away their wrath; for they were men of such base spirits that they rendered him evil for good; and yet he conducted himself thus meekly towards them, that he might prevent his own sin and might have the comfort of it in the reflection. Herein David was a type of Christ, who was as a sheep dumb before the shearer, and, when he was reviled, reviled not again; and both are examples to us not to render railing for railing. 2. He kept close to his God by faith and prayer, and so both supported himself under these injuries and silenced his own resentments of them. (1.) He trusted in God (Ps 38:15): "I was as a man that opens not his mouth, for in thee, O Lord! do I hope. I depend upon thee to plead my cause and clear my innocency, and, some way or other, to put my enemies to silence and shame." His lovers and friends, that should have owned him, and stood by him, and appeared as witnesses for him, withdrew from him, Ps 38:10. But God is a friend that will never fail us if we hope in him. "I was as a man that heareth not, for thou wilt hear. Why need I hear, and God hear too?" He careth for you (1Pe 5:7), and why need you care and God care too? "Thou wilt answer" (so some) "and therefore I will say nothing." Note, It is a good reason why we should bear reproach and calumny with silence and patience, because God is a witness to all the wrong that is done us, and, in due time, will be a witness for us and against those that do us wrong; therefore let us be silent, because, if we be, then we may expect that God will appear for us, for this is an evidence that we trust in him; but, if we undertake to manage for ourselves, we take God's work out of his hands and forfeit the benefit of his appearing for us. Our Lord Jesus, when he suffered, threatened not, because he committed himself to him that judges righteously (1Pe 2:23); and we shall lose nothing, at last, by doing so. Thou shalt answer, Lord, for me. (2.) He called upon God (Ps 38:16): For I said, Hear me (that is supplied); "I said so" (as Ps 38:15); "in thee do I hope, for thou wilt hear, lest they should rejoice over me. I comforted myself with that when I was apprehensive that they would overwhelm me." It is a great support to us, when men are false and unkind, that we have a God to go to whom we may be free with and who will be faithful to us.
III. He here bewails his own follies and infirmities. 1. He was very sensible of the present workings of corruption in him, and that he was now ready to repine at the providence of God and to be put into a passion by the injuries men did him: I am ready to halt, Ps 38:17. This will best be explained by a reflection like this which the psalmist made upon himself in a similar case (Ps 73:2): My feet were almost gone, when I saw the prosperity of the wicked. So here: I was ready to halt, ready to say, I have cleansed my hands in vain. His sorrow was continual: All the day long have I been plagued. (Ps 73:13,14), and it was continually before him; he could not forbear poring upon it, and that made him almost ready to halt between religion and irreligion. The fear of this drove him to his God: "In thee do I hope, not only that thou wilt plead my cause, but that thou wilt prevent my falling into sin." Good men, by setting their sorrow continually before them, have been ready to halt, who, by setting God always before them, have kept their standing. 2. He remembered against himself his former transgressions, acknowledging that by them he had brought these troubles upon himself and forfeited the divine protection. Though before men he could justify himself, before God he will judge and condemn himself (Ps 38:18): "I will declare my iniquity, and not cover it; I will be sorry for my sin, and not make a light matter of it;" and this helped to make him silent under the rebukes of Providence and the reproaches of men. Note, If we be truly penitent for sin, that will make us patient under affliction, and particularly under unjust censures. Two things are required in repentance:—(1.) Confession of sin: "I will declare my iniquity; I will not only in general own myself a sinner, but I will make a particular acknowledgment of what I have done amiss." We must declare our sins before God freely and fully, and with their aggravating circumstances, that we may give glory to God and take shame to ourselves. (2.) Contrition for sin: I will be sorry for it. Sin will have sorrow; every true penitent grieves for the dishonour he has done to God and the wrong he has done to himself. "I will be in care or fear about my sin" (so some), "in fear lest it ruin me and in care to get it pardoned."
IV. He concludes with very earnest prayers to God for his gracious presence with him and seasonable powerful succour in his distress (Ps 38:21,22): "Forsake me not, O Lord! though my friends forsake me, and though I deserve to be forsaken by thee. Be not far from me, as my unbelieving heart is ready to fear thou art." Nothing goes nearer to the heart of a good man in affliction than to be under the apprehension of God's deserting him in wrath; nor does any thing therefore come more feelingly from his heart than this prayer: "Lord, be not thou far from me; make haste for my help; for I am ready to perish, and in danger of being lost if relief do not come quickly." God gives us leave, not only to call upon him when we are in trouble, but to hasten him. He pleads, "Thou art my God, whom I serve, and on whom I depend to bear me out; and my salvation, who alone art able to save me, who hast engaged thyself by promise to save me, and from whom alone I expect salvation." Is any afflicted? let him thus pray, let him thus plead, let him thus hope, in singing this psalm.
這是悔罪詩之一;從頭到尾充滿了憂傷與哀訴。大衛的罪和他的患難是他憂傷的緣由,也是他哀訴的內容。看來他當時正患病疼痛,這使他記起自己的罪,並幫助他為罪謙卑;同時他又被朋友離棄,被仇敵逼迫;因此本詩是為極深的困苦與多重災禍而作的。
他哀訴:一、神的不悅,以及惹神反對的他自己的罪(詩三八1-5)。二、他肉身的疾病(詩三八6-10)。三、朋友的薄情(詩三八11)。四、仇敵對他的傷害,他辯明自己對他們的好行為,卻承認自己得罪了神(詩三八12-20)。最後,他以懇切的禱告向神求恩惠的同在與幫助作結(詩三八21,22)。
唱這詩時,我們當深覺罪的惡毒;我們若沒有這裡所描述的患難,卻不知何時可能遭遇,因此當以預備的心唱這些事;又知道別人正遭遇這些,因此當以體恤的心唱這些事。