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Psalm 38 Introduction
英文原文
I. "Author of the psalm" - The psalm purports to have been written by David, and there is no reason to doubt that it was composed by him. There is no tradition to the contrary, and there is nothing in the psalm inconsistent with such a supposition.
II. "The title" - The psalm is said in the title to be designed "to bring to remembrance." The same title occurs in Psalm 70:1-5, though there is no resemblance between the two, except that they both have reference to the attempts and purposes of the enemies of David, and to trials in different forms which had come from them. The Latin Vulgate renders this: "A Psalm of David, for remembrance concerning the Sabbath." The Septuagint renders it in the same manner. The Arabic: In which there is a mention of the sabbath." Whence these allusions to the sabbath were derived is unknown, as there is nothing in the Hebrew corresponding with them. The Aramaic Paraphrase has prefixed, "For a good memorial concerning Israel." The Hebrew term used - להזכיר lehazekiyr - means simply "for bringing to remembrance," or for reminding. The meaning is, that it is a record for the purpose of "reminding;" that is, of keeping the "remembrance" of something which had occurred in his own experience, and which might be useful to himself or to others; the record of some valuable lessons which had been learned from what he had experienced in the trials referred to. Compare Genesis 40:14; 1 Kings 17:18; Ezekiel 21:24. Gesenius (Lexicon) renders it, "To bring to remembrance, sc., oneself with God." Grotius says of it, "This psalm is designed to inculcate the perpetual remembrance of David and his sin, and of the pardon that was granted." There can be no doubt that the psalm had this design of making a permanent record of an important event in the life of the author, or of his "experience" in a time of great calamity; but why this title was affixed only to this psalm and to Psalm 70:1-5 is wholly unknown. There are many other psalms to which, it would seem, the title might have been prefixed with equal propriety, as containing important reminiscences of trials, and of religious experience under those trials.
III. "Occasion of the psalm" - The particular time or occasion on which the psalm was composed is unknown. There are no recorded events in the life of David to which this psalm would be "particularly" applicable, though, in a life of trial and suffering such as his was, there can be no doubt that there may have been many such occasions. It is impossible now, however, to fix the exact time or occasion with any degree of accuracy or probability. What is known is, that it was with reference to sickness Psalm 38:3-8, Psalm 38:10-11, and to the neglect which was evinced, and the cruel treatment which he received, in sickness Psalm 38:11-12, Psalm 38:19-20.
IV. The contents of the psalm.
(1) The psalm describes the condition of one who was suffering from "sickness," Psalm 38:2-3, Psalm 38:5,Psalm 38:7-8, Psalm 38:10-11. Some have supposed that this is merely "figurative" language, and that it is designed to represent calamity, trouble, sorrow, heavily pressing upon him as if he were sick; others have supposed that it is intended to refer, not to David, but to the people of Israel as afflicted and persecuted, represented under the image of one suffering from disease; but the most natural and obvious interpretation is to regard it as a literal description of one who was suffering under some form of disease. There were doubtless occasions in the long life of David when this actually occurred; and there are occasions in the lives of the people of God of a similar kind, sufficiently numerous to make it proper that an inspired record of the experience of a good man thus suffering should be preserved, as an example of the proper spirit to be manifested in sickness. What was the "character" or "nature" of that sickness may appear in the examination of the particular expressions in the record.
(2) The condition of the sufferer as aggravated by two things:
(a) By the neglect of his friends - by their turning away from him in his trials, Psalm 38:11;
(b) By the efforts of his enemies - taking advantage of his sickness, and bringing against him accusations which he was not then able to meet, Psalm 38:12.
(3) He himself traces all these trials, arising either from his disease or from the attacks of his enemies, to his own sins, and regards them all as the expression of the divine displeasure against his transgressions, Psalm 38:3-4, Psalm 38:6,Psalm 38:18. The effect of his suffering from sickness was to bring his sins to remembrance - an effect not uncommon, and, under the Providence of God, not undesigned - though he may have erred, as the afflicted often do, in supposing that his sickness was a "specific punishment" for sin, or was intended to correct him for some "particular" transgression.
(4) His own calmness and meekness in respect to the charges which, amid his other trials, his enemies brought against him, Psalm 38:13-14. He says that he was like a deaf man that did not hear, and like a mute man that did not open his mouth. He "seemed" not to hear anything that was said to his disadvantage, and he was as silent as though he had been mute.
(5) His earnest prayer for the interposition of God in these circumstances of sickness and trial, Psalm 38:15-22. He says that his only help is in God, Psalm 38:15; he prays that God will not allow his enemies to triumph over him, Psalm 38:16; he says that he is ready to halt, or that his strength is nearly exhausted, and he fears that his patience will utterly give way, Psalm 38:17; he says that he will confess all his sin, Psalm 38:18; he refers to the fact that his enemies are "lively," and are on the alert for his fall, Psalm 38:19-20; and in view of all this, he earnestly calls on God to save him, Psalm 38:21-22.
There is a striking resemblance between this psalm and Psalm 6:1-10, in the general structure, and in some of the particular expressions. Both appear to have been composed in a time of sickness, though not probably in the same sickness; and both express substantially the same feelings. The forty-first psalm, also, appears to have been composed on a similar occasion. In a revelation adapted to mankind, and designed to be applicable in its instructions and promises to the various conditions in which men are placed on the earth, it was to be presumed that there would be a not unfrequent reference to the sick bed - to the trials on a couch of languishing. And in an inspired book of "devotion," like the Book of Psalms, designed to illustrate the nature of piety in the various and diversified situations of life, the object of a revelation could not be fully accomplished without an illustration of the feelings of piety in the time of sickness, and in the prospect of death - for such scenes must occur in the world, and it is eminently in such scenes that we desire to know what is the proper feeling to be cherished; what true religion is at such a time; what it will do to sustain and comfort the soul.
The Book of Psalms, therefore, would not have been complete without such an illustration of the nature of piety; and hence, it was every way probable that psalms like this would be composed, and every way improbable that no such psalms would be found in a book of inspired devotion. It seems to me, therefore, unnatural, and not demanded by any proper views of interpretation, to regard this psalm, and the other similar psalms, as DeWette, Hengstenberg, Rosenmuller and others do, and as the Aramaic Paraphrase and Jarchi do, as descriptive of "general calamity, Ungluck;" or of calamity coming upon "a people" - rather than a particular affliction in the form of sickness coming upon "an individual." The great value of the book of Psalms consists in the fact that it furnishes illustrations of the nature and power of true religion in all the varied circumstances of the lives of individual friends of God.
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Psalm 38:1
「耶和華啊,求你不要在怒中責備我」——參見 Psalm 6:1 的註釋,那裏有同樣的話語,只是希伯來文有一個「字」不同,即「怒」字,不過所表達的觀念相同。
「不要在烈怒中懲罰我」——參見 Psalm 6:1 的註釋。兩處的希伯來文相同,只是本節省略了否定詞,但並不影響其意。很可能其中一處是抄自另一處,或者本詩是在心中記著前者的話語之下寫成的。我們也常這樣使用自己熟悉的語句,因為它們恰能表達我們的思想。
英文原文
O Lord, rebuke me not in thy wrath - See the notes at Psalm 6:1, where the same language occurs, except in the change of a single Hebrew "word," that is, "wrath," though expressing the same idea.
Neither chasten me in thy hot displeasure - See the notes at Psalm 6:1. The Hebrew in both is the same, except that in this place the negative particle is omitted, but without affecting the sense. It is not improbable that the one was copied from the other, or that this was composed with the language of the former in the memory. Thus we often use language with which we are familiar, as being well adapted to express our ideas.
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Psalm 38:2
「因為你的箭射入我身」——試參 Job 6:4 的註釋。譯作「射入」的字——נחת nâchath——本義是去或下來;降下;因此這裏字面的意思會是「你的箭臨到我身上」。與其說是指箭在傷口或肉中「釘住」,不如說是指箭臨到人身上,把他刺透。其意思是:他受苦,「彷彿」神用箭射傷了他——箭深深刺入他的肉。試比較 Psalm 45:5 的註釋。這是指他所患的疾病而言。
「你的手壓住我」——這裏所用的是同一個字,在本節前半譯作「射入」。其意思是:神的手「降下」或「臨到」他身上,擊垮他的力量,使他躺在病痛之榻上。
英文原文
For thine arrows slick fast in me - See the notes at Job 6:4. The word rendered "stick fast" - נחת nâchath - means properly to go or come down; to descend; and the literal idea here would be, "thine arrows come down upon me." It is not so much the idea of their "sticking fast" when in the wound or flesh; it is that they come down upon one, and pierce him. The meaning is, that he was afflicted "as if" God had wounded him with arrows - arrows which pierced deep in his flesh. Compare the notes at Psalm 45:5. The allusion is to the disease with which he was afflicted.
And thy hand presseth me sore - The same word is used here which in the former part of the verse is rendered "stick fast." The idea is, that the hand of God had "descended" or "come down" upon him, prostrating his strength, and laying him on a bed of pain.
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Psalm 38:3
「我的肉無一完全」——我的肉體沒有一處健全;我的身體沒有一個部分不受疾病侵擾。此處所用的詞——מתם methôm——只出現於 Judges 20:48(在那裏譯作「人」)、Isaiah 1:6 及此處(在後兩處譯作「完全」)。見 Isaiah 1:6 的註釋。其意是:全身都患了病;但疾病的性質如何,我們未獲告知。然而看來那是某種皮膚病,或某種產生外顯而可憎之疹患的疾病,使他的朋友都遠離他(Psalm 38:7、Psalm 38:11;比較 Psalm 41:8)。
「因你的惱怒」——即他把這看作對罪的刑罰;是神的忿怒因某項特定的過犯或罪行而有的具體彰顯。然而他並沒有指出他視為病因的那項特定的罪;這大概只是那種常常病態的心境之一例——我們把臨到自己的某項災禍視為神不悅的特殊明證。無疑,有些病例確實可以恰當地這樣看待;但應當注意,這並非關於疾病與其他試煉的普遍法則——它們是在一般規律之下臨到我們的,而且當災病席捲一個群體時,往往義人與惡人同受其害——因此,當我們患病或遭遇別的患難時,不應立刻推斷這是因某項『特定』的罪,或證明神對我們有甚麼特別的不悅。把一切苦難視為與罪密切相連,並讓任何災禍使我們想到自己的敗壞,無疑是正確的,因為罪是地上一切悲慘與禍患的根源;但在這普遍法則之下,我們不能總是判定災禍臨到我們的『特定』原因。災禍可能另有目的與結局,而不單是對我們過犯的特定刑罰。
「我的骨頭也不安寧」——頁邊註作「平安」或「健康」。希伯來文的詞意為「平安」。其意是:沒有安舒;沒有安息。他的骨頭充滿持續的疼痛。肉「與骨頭」構成整個人;此處的觀念是:他全身都患了病。疾病浸透了身體的每一部分。
「因我的罪過」——即把他的罪視為受苦的直接原因。就如上文所言,在一般的意義上,把罪視為我們一切苦難的原因並沒有錯;我們也可以在某種程度上,讓自己的受苦成為罪之邪惡的一種量度或尺度。錯誤在於我們把某種特定形式的試煉視為某項特定之罪的刑罰。就詩篇作者而言,其效果無疑是使他想起了自己的罪;使他心中深深銘刻罪之邪惡的意識;使他在回想罪咎時謙卑下來。這效果並非不當,也非不可取,只要它不引我們得出——常常是錯誤的——結論,以為我們的患難是因某項特定的過犯而臨到。事情確實可能如此;但認為這是關於患難的普遍法則,則不是我們必須持有的觀念。見 Luke 13:1-5 的註釋。
英文原文
There is no soundness in my flesh - There is no sound place in my flesh; there is no part of my body that is free from disease. The word used here - מתם methôm - occurs only in Judges 20:48, where it is rendered "men;" in Isaiah 1:6, and in this place, where it is rendered "soundness." See the notes at Isaiah 1:6. It means that the body was wholly diseased; but what was the nature of the disease we are not informed. It would seem, however, that it was some cutaneous disease, or some disease that produced outward and loathsome eruptions that made his friends withdraw from him, Psalm 38:7, Psalm 38:11; compare Psalm 41:8.
Because of thine anger - That is, he regarded this as a punishment for sin; a specific manifestation of the divine displeasure on account of some particular offence or act of transgression. He does not refer, however, to the particular sin which he regarded as the cause of his sickness, and it is probable that this is just an instance of that state of mind, often morbid, in which we consider a particular calamity that comes upon us as a special proof of the divine displeasure. There are, undoubtedly, cases when sickness may be properly thus regarded; but it should be observed that, as this is not the universal rule in regard to sickness and other trials - as they come upon us under general laws, and because in sweeping over a community they often fall upon the righteous as well as the wicked, - we should not infer at once, when we are sick or otherwise afflicted, that it is for any "particular" sin, or that it is proof of any special displeasure of God against us. It is undoubtedly right to regard all affliction as having a close connection with sin, and to allow any calamity to suggest to us the idea of our depravity, for sin is the original cause of all the wretchedness and woe on earth; but under this general law we cannot always determine the "particular" reason why calamity comes on us. It may have other purposes and ends than that of being a specific punishment for our offences.
Neither is there any rest in my bones - Margin: "peace" or "health." The Hebrew word means "peace." The idea is, that there was no comfort; no rest. His bones were filled with constant pain. The flesh "and the bones" constitute the entire man; and the idea here is, that he was universally diseased. The disease pervaded every part of the body.
Because of my sin - Regarding his sin as the immediate cause of his suffering. In a general sense, as has been remarked above, it is not wrong to regard sin as the cause of all our misery, and we may allow our suffering to be, in some degree, a measure or gauge of the evil of sin. The error consists in our regarding a particular form of trial as the punishment of a particular sin. The effect in the case of tile psalmist was undoubtedly to bring to remembrance his sins; to impress his mind deeply with a sense of the evil of sin; to humble him at the recollection of guilt. This effect is not improper or undesirable, provided it does not lead us to the conclusion, often erroneous, that our affliction has come upon us on account of a particular transgression. That may be so indeed; but the idea that that is the universal rule in regard to affliction is one which we are not required to entertain. See the notes at Luke 13:1-5.
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Psalm 38:4
「我的罪孽高過我的頭」——這只是上一節思想的引申——即他目前的疾病當追溯到他的罪,他正在承受罪的刑罰。這裏的意思是:他的罪極多、極重。它們在他四圍升高,或堆積得如此之多,以致那整體如同海浪一般漫過他的頭。詩篇 40:12 也有頗為相似的思想——不過那裏所指的更多是罪的數目,而非罪責的程度:「這罪孽比我頭髮還多。」
「如同重擔」——意思是:它們沉重得使我擔當不起,我的身體已在重壓之下沉倒了。這可以指罪的感覺沉重無比,使他無法承受,已被它壓碎(參 Psalm 32:3-4);也可以指因罪的緣故——彷彿它是重壓一般——他已被疾病壓垮。總意是:他疾病的真正原因,在於他是個大罪人,而神正因此懲罰他。
英文原文
For mine iniquities are gone over mine head - This is merely an enlargement of the idea suggested in the last verse - that his present sickness was to be traced to his sin, and that he was suffering the punishment for sin. The idea is here that his sins were very numerous and very aggravated. They had risen up around him, or had so accumulated that the mass rose, like waves of the sea, above his head. A somewhat similar idea - though the thought there refers rather to the number of sins than the degree of guilt - occurs in Psalm 40:12 : "Mine iniquities ... are more than the hairs of my head."
As an heavy burden ... - That is, they are so heavy that I cannot bear them, and my frame has sunk under them. This might mean either that the sense of sin was so great that he could not bear up under it, but had been crushed by it (compare Psalm 32:3-4); or that on account of sin, "as if" it were a heavy weight, he had been crushed by disease. The general idea is, that the real cause of his sickness was the fact that he was a great sinner, and that God was punishing him for it.
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Psalm 38:5
「我的傷發臭」——這裏譯作「傷」的字,本義指鞭打所起的腫脹或鞭痕。參 Isaiah 1:6 註釋;Isaiah 53:5 註釋。這裏的意思是:他正在因罪受管教;因罪而受的鞭打不僅留下痕跡、引起腫脹,而且皮膚破損,肌肉腐壞,傷處發出惡臭。許多解經家認為這只是對罪識所生憂傷、並對罪之可憎本質的比喻性描述;但在我看來,整個上下文倒要求我們把它理解為身體的痛苦,或疾病。
「流膿」——這裏所用的字——מקק mâqaq——本義為融化、消瘦;繼而指流淌、流溢,如瘡瘍潰爛那樣。這裏的意思是:我的瘡流膿;即流出腐壞之物。
「因我的愚昧」——因我的罪,這罪被視為愚妄。比較 Psalm 14:1 的註釋。聖經的觀念是:罪是至極的愚妄。因此,詩篇作者承認己罪的同時,也承認其愚妄。罪的觀念與愚妄的觀念如此交融——或完全同義——以致一詞可用以代替另一詞。
英文原文
My wounds stink - The word rendered "wounds" here means properly the swelling or wales produced by stripes. See the notes at Isaiah 1:6; notes at Isaiah 53:5. The meaning here is, that he was under chastisement for his sin; that the stripes or blows on account of it had not only left a mark and produced a swelling, but that the skin itself had been broken, and that the flesh had become corrupt, and the sore offensive. Many expositors regard this as a mere figurative representation of the sorrow produced by the consciousness of sin; and of the loathsome nature of sin, but it seems to me that the whole connection rather requires us to understand it of bodily suffering, or of disease.
And are corrupt - The word used here - מקק mâqaq - means properly to melt; to pine away; and then, to flow, to run, as sores and ulcers do. The meaning here is, My sores run; to wit, with corrupt matter.
Because of my foolishness - Because of my sin, regarded as folly. Compare the notes at Psalm 14:1. The Scripture idea is that sin is the highest folly. Hence, the psalmist, at the same time that he confesses his sin, acknowledges also its foolishness. The idea of sin and that of folly become so blended together - or they are so entirely synonymous - that the one term may be used for the other.
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Psalm 38:6
我疼痛——邊註作:「困乏」。這希伯來詞的意思是彎曲、使成曲形;繼而指被扭歪,因疼痛、痙攣與抽搐而翻騰。在 Isaiah 21:3,同一個詞譯作「我聽見那消息,便彎腰屈身」;即是說,悲傷如此抓住他,以致他一聽見那消息,便如臨產的婦人般在疼痛中翻騰。這裏也是同樣的意思:他因自己的罪孽,身體彎曲、俯垂,在疼痛中翻騰。
大大拳曲——參閱 Psalm 35:14 的註釋。這詞本義是俯身屈下;繼而指被降為卑;因疼痛、悲哀、憂傷而頹喪(Psalm 10:10;Isaiah 2:11)。
終日哀痛——持續不斷,毫無間歇。關於譯作「哀痛而行」的詞——קדר qâdar——參閱 Psalm 35:14 的註釋。這裏的意義是:因著罪,他被壓制、俯伏,如同居喪者被憂傷壓制一樣;他帶著這些悲哀與深重憂傷的標記往來行走,始終如此。他所患的病——對自己如此可憎(Psalm 38:5),對別人也是如此(Psalm 38:11)——就像居喪者為表明憂傷所穿的污穢衣服一樣(見 Job 1:20 的註釋;Job 2:8 的註釋)。
英文原文
I am troubled - Margin, "wearied." The Hebrew word means to bend, to curve; then, to be distorted, to writhe with pain, convulsions, and spasms. In Isaiah 21:3, the same word is rendered, "I was bowed down at the hearing of it;" that is, Sorrow so took hold of him, that at the intelligence he writhed with pain as a woman in travail. So here it means that he was bent, or bowed down, or that he writhed in pain as the result of his iniquities.
I am bowed down greatly - Compare Psalm 35:14. The word means properly to bow down; then, to be brought low; to be depressed with pain, grief, sorrow: Psalm 10:10; Isaiah 2:11.
I go mourning all the day long - Constantly; without any intermission. On the word rendered "go mourning" - קדר qâdar - see the notes at Psalm 35:14. The idea here is, that, on account of sin, he was crushed and bowed down as a mourner is with his sorrows, and that he appeared constantly as be walked about with these badges of grief and heavy sorrow. The disease which he had, and which was so offensive to himself Psalm 38:5, and to others Psalm 38:11, was like the filthy and foul garments which mourners put on as expressive of their sorrow. See Job 1:20, note; Job 2:8, note.
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Psalm 38:7
「因為我滿腰是火熱」——這似乎指明疾患所在的部位,雖然未指明其性質。照 Gesenius(Lexicon)的說法,這裏所用的字,本義指靠近腎臟、附着脂肪的腰內側肌肉。譯作「火熱」的那個字——「疾患」一詞是我們的譯者補充的——出自 קָלָה(qâlâh),意即烘烤、烘乾,如果實、穀類等;在此處所用的形態中,意即被烤焦、被燒灼;故指灼熱或發炎;因此這整句話便等同於「腎臟的炎症」。這裏所用的字本身並不含有任何疹或潰瘍的意思;不過從 Psalm 38:5 看來,事實似乎確是如此,而發炎已產生了這種後果。
「我的肉無一健全」——見 Psalm 38:3 的註釋。他的疾病如此深伏、如此蔓延,以致他的肉中似乎「沒有一處」健全。他全身似乎都患了病。
英文原文
For my bones are filled with a loathsome disease - This would seem to indicate the seat of the disease, though not its nature. The word used here, according to Gesenius (Lexicon), properly denotes the internal muscles of the loins near the kidneys, to which the fat adheres. The word rendered "loathsome" - the word "disease" being supplied by our translators - is derived from קלה qâlâh, a word which means to roast, to parch, as fruit, grain, etc.; and then, in the form used here, it means scorched, burned; hence, a burning or inflammation; and the whole phrase would be synonymous with "an inflammation of the kidneys." The word used here does not imply that there was any eruption, or ulcer, though it would seem from Psalm 38:5 that this was the fact, and that the inflammation had produced this effect.
And there is no soundness in my flesh - See Psalm 38:3. His disease was so deep-seated and so pervading, that there did not seem to be "any" soundness in his flesh. His whole body seemed to be diseased.
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Psalm 38:8
身體疲倦——這裏所用的詞,本義是寒冷,或沒有熱力;繼而指麻木或無力。比較 Genesis 45:26。若以「寒慄」的觀念來表達,豈不是十分貼切嗎?
我被壓傷——這個詞指打碎、擊成碎片、壓碎;繼而可用以指心靈破碎,或被痛苦與憂傷所壓垮:Isaiah 57:15;Isaiah 53:5;Isaiah 19:10。
我就唉哼——我因所受的苦而呼喊。見 Psalm 22:1 註釋。
因心裏不安——這裏譯作「不安」的詞,本義是「吼嘯」,如海水的翻騰:Isaiah 5:30;繼而指受苦之人的呻吟或哀號。這裏「心」被描繪為「吼嘯」或「呼喊」。嘴唇不過是把心靈深處的呻吟發出聲來罷了。
英文原文
I am feeble - The word used here means properly to be cold, or without warmth; and then, to be torpid or languid. Compare Genesis 45:26. Would not this be well represented by the idea of a "chill?"
And sore broken - This word means to break in pieces; to beat small; to crush; and then it may be used to denote being broken in spirit, or crushed by pain and sorrow: Isaiah 57:15; Isaiah 53:5; Isaiah 19:10.
I have roared - I have cried out on account of my suffering. See the notes at Psalm 22:1.
By reason of the disquietness of my heart - The word here rendered "disquietness" means properly "a roaring," as of the sea: Isaiah 5:30; and then, a groaning, or roaring, as of the afflicted. Here the "heart" is represented as "roaring" or "crying out." The lips only gave utterance to the deeper groanings of the heart.
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Psalm 38:9
「主啊,我的心願都在你面前」——就是說,你所要我祈求的一切、我所需要的一切,你都知道。這是一個自覺惟一指望在乎神、並深知神完全明瞭其處境之人的表白。無需重複這請求。他甘願將整件事交託給神。
「我的嘆息不向你隱瞞」——指我的歎息;我憂傷痛苦的表露。神既確實聽見這些歎息,又完全明瞭這境況,大衛便盼望他會憐憫地介入,為他施援。
英文原文
Lord, all my desire is before thee - That is, Thou knowest all that I would ask or that I need. This is the expression of one who felt that his only hope was in God, and that He fully understood the case. There was no need of repeating the request. He was willing to leave the whole case with God.
And my groaning is not hid from thee - My sighing; the expression of my sorrow and anguish. As God certainly heard these sighs, and as He wholly understood the case, David hoped that He would mercifully interpose in his behalf.
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Psalm 38:10
「我心跳動」——此處譯作「跳動」的字,原形本義是往來行走、四處巡行,繼而指如商人或小販般往來奔走,或為買賣奔波:Genesis 23:16; Genesis 37:28; Genesis 42:34。用在心上(如這裡),意思就是急速悸動、砰然急跳。這是痛苦與愁苦的表達,由心跳急促表明出來。
「我力衰微」——我的力量正在急速衰敗。他認為自己正迅速臨近死亡。
「連我眼中的光」——即我的視力,我的目光。
「也沒有了」——邊註按希伯來文作「不在我這裏」。這通常是死亡將近的徵兆;從這一切症狀看來,他似乎已臨近生命的盡頭。參 Psalm 13:3; Psalm 6:7; Psalm 31:9。
英文原文
My heart panteth - The word rendered "panteth," in its original form, means properly to go about; to travel around; and then, to travel around as a merchant or pedlar, or for purposes of traffic: Genesis 23:16; Genesis 37:28; Genesis 42:34. Applied to the heart, as it is here, it means to move about rapidly; to palpitate; to beat quick. It is an expression of pain and distress, indicated by a rapid beating of the heart.
My strength faileth me - It is rapidly failing. He regarded himself as rapidly approaching death.
As for the light of mine eyes - My vision; my sight.
It also is gone from me - Margin, as in Hebrew: "is not with me." This is usually an indication of approaching death; and it would seem from all these symptoms that he appeared to be drawing near to the end of life. Compare Psalm 13:3; Psalm 6:7; Psalm 31:9.
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Psalm 38:11
「我的良朋密友」——見 Psalm 31:11 的註解。這裡所指的,是那些自稱是他朋友的人。這裡所用的「密友」一詞,本義指相識、同伴、朋友(Job 2:11;Job 19:21);繼而指親愛者、朋友、鄰舍。這裡的用語與我們所說的「親屬」一詞含義相同。
「躲在旁邊站着」——他們不願挨近我;他們任憑我獨自受苦。
「因我的災病」——邊註作「stroke」。這希伯來詞本義指一擊、一打(Deuteronomy 17:8;Deuteronomy 21:5);繼而指災禍或審判意義上的一擊,即神加於人的擊打(Genesis 12:17;Exodus 11:1)。這裡的意思是:他們遠離他,拒絕挨近他,彷彿他患了某種會傳染的疾病似的。
「我的親戚本家」——邊註作「neighbors」。這裡所用的希伯來詞——קרוב qârôb——本義是近的、鄰近的;用於指地方(Genesis 19:20);繼而用於指時間(Isaiah 13:6);再用於指親屬或親緣關係(Numbers 27:11);然後用於指友誼,意指我們親密的相識——如我們所說,那些「親近」我們的人(Job 19:14)。這詞可指鄰舍,也可指親密的私人朋友。
英文原文
My lovers - See the notes at Psalm 31:11. The reference here is to those who professed to be his friends.
And my friends - The word used here means properly an acquaintance, a companion, a friend, Job 2:11; Job 19:21; then, a lover, a friend, a neighbor. The phrase here would be synonymous with our word "kinsmen."
Stand aloof - They are unwilling to come near me; they leave me to suffer alone.
From my sore - Margin: "stroke." The Hebrew word means properly a stroke, a blow, Deuteronomy 17:8; Deuteronomy 21:5; then a stroke in the sense of calamities or judgments, such as God brings upon men: Genesis 12:17; Exodus 11:1. The meaning here is, that they stand aloof from him, or refuse to come near him, as if he were afflicted with some contagious disease.
And my kinsmen - Margin: "neighbors." The Hebrew word used here - קרוב qârôb - means properly near, nigh; spoken of a place, Genesis 19:20; then of time, Isaiah 13:6; then of kindred or affinity, Numbers 27:11; and then of friendship, meaning our intimate acquaintance - as we should say, those who are "near" to us, Job 19:14. The word would be applicable to neighbors or to warm personal friends.
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Psalm 38:12
那尋索我命的——這是他苦難的新加重之處:他的仇敵如今利用他的疾病,指望更有把握地達成他們對他的圖謀。
設下網羅——這短語的意思,見 Psalm 9:15 的註釋。這裡的意思是:他們想利用這機會網羅他、陷害他,使他敗亡。他們利用他軟弱無助、又被朋友離棄撇下的事實,要促成他的毀滅。他們究竟怎樣行,經文並未說明。可能是在他這樣無助的時候撲向他;也可能是想在他軟弱之際,強迫他作出日後可用來毀滅他的招認或承諾。仇敵對一個病中的人,往往比對健康的人更有望得逞;他可以利用對方身心軟弱、看似被所有人離棄的處境,成就對方在健康之時、或有強有力的朋友支持、或有輿論同情之時所不能成就的事。
那想要害我的——就是那些想要傷害我的人。
口出惡言——即毀謗的話。他們把虛假的、對我有害的事加在我身上。他們或會按照一種流行的信念,也按照詩篇作者自己的信念(Psalm 38:3-5),聲稱他這樣受苦正是有罪的證據。約伯的三個朋友正是這樣行的;詩篇作者的仇敵也可能這樣利用他的疾病,散布他當時難以辯白的虛假傳言。
想著詭詐——就是想像或捏造詭詐的事,即他們明知是虛假或無憑據的事。
終日到晚——就是不斷地如此。他們似乎別無他事可做。見 Psalm 35:20。
英文原文
They also that seek after my life - This was a new aggravation of his affliction, that those who were his enemies now sought to accomplish their purposes against him with better hopes of success, by taking advantage of his sickness.
Lay snares for me - On the meaning of this phrase, see the notes at Psalm 9:15. The idea here is that they sought this opportunity of ensnaring or entrapping him so as to ruin him. They took advantage of the fact that he was weak and helpless, and of the fact that he was forsaken or abandoned by his friends, to accomplish his ruin. how this was done is not stated. It might have been by their coming on him when he was thus helpless; or it might have been by endeavoring in his weak condition to extort confessions or promises from him that might be turned to his ruin. An enemy may hope to succeed much better when the one opposed is sick than when he is well, and may take advantage of his weak state of body and mind, and of the fact that he seems to be forsaken by all, to accomplish what could not be done if he were in the enjoyment of health, or sustained by powerful friends, or by a public opinion in his favor.
And they that seek my hurt - They who seek to injure me.
Speak mischievous things - Slanderous words. They charge on me things that are false, and that tend to injure me. The very fact that he was thus afflicted, they might urge (in accordance with a prevailing belief, and with the conviction of the psalmist also, Psalm 38:3-5) as a proof of guilt. This was done by the three friends of Job; and the enemies of the psalmist may thus have taken advantage of his sickness to circulate false reports about him which he could not then well meet.
And imagine deceits - Imagine or feign deceitful things; things which they know to be false or unfounded.
All the day long - Constantly. They seem to have no other employment. See Psalm 35:20.
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Psalm 38:13
「但我如聾子不聽」——我好像聾子,聽不見他們,也不知道他們在做什麼。我對他們的所作所為毫不理會,如同未曾聽見一般。意即:他不回答他們;他不發怒;他安靜忍耐,如同他們什麼也沒有說。
「像啞巴不開口」——如同一個不能說話的人。在這一切逼迫之下,我完全靜默。比較 2 Samuel 16:10。這話在救主身上何等真切地應驗了!見 Isaiah 53:7;1 Peter 2:23;Matthew 26:63;Matthew 27:12;Matthew 27:14。
英文原文
But I, as a deaf man, heard not - I was as if I had been deaf, and did not hear them or know what they were about. I took no notice of what they did anymore than if I had not heard them. That is, he did not reply to them; he did not become angry; he was as calm and patient as if they had said nothing.
And I was as a dumb man that openeth not his mouth - As if I were a man that could not speak. I was perfectly silent under all this persecution. Compare 2 Samuel 16:10. How eminently true was this of the Saviour! Isaiah 53:7; 1 Peter 2:23; Matthew 26:63; Matthew 27:12, Matthew 27:14.
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Psalm 38:14
「我如不聽見的人」——前節的情感在此重複,是要顯明他的忍耐與寬容何等大,或要使人留意這事實:一個如此被誣衊、被冤屈的人,竟能以忍耐承受。
「口中沒有回話」——如同一個從不責備別人的人;無論所受的是何等冤屈,總不回嘴;又如同一個不能責備、或全無責備之能的人。這一切都是要顯明他在所受的冤屈之下完全的忍耐。
英文原文
Thus I was as a man that heareth not - The sentiment in the former verse is repeated here to show the greatness of his patience and forbearance, or to fix the attention on the fact that one who was so calumniated and wronged could bear it patiently.
And in whose mouth are no reproofs - As a man who never reproved another; who, whatever might be the wrong which he endured, never replied to it; as he would be who was incapable of reproof, or who had no faculty for reproving. The whole of this is designed to show his entire patience under the wrongs which he suffered.
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Psalm 38:15
「耶和華啊,我仰望你」——這表明他忍耐的理由或根據。他把整個案件交託給神。他相信神必看顧他的名聲,必為他辯白。見 Psalm 37:5-6。他毫不懷疑神必保守他的品格;儘管仇敵百般辱罵,他真實的品格終必顯明,使衆人都看見他是被冤枉誣衊的。這裏確切的意思,在論到主耶穌的話中已表達出來,並得着美好而完全的說明:「他被罵不還口;受害不說威嚇的話,只將自己交託那按公義審判人的主」(1 Peter 2:23)。
「主─我的神啊,你必應允我」——邊註照希伯來文作「應允」。其意是:神必應允他的禱告;而他的品格,也必因這些禱告蒙應允,在世人面前得着昭雪。
英文原文
For in thee, O Lord, do I hope - This shows the reason or ground of his patience. He committed his whole cause to God. He believed that God would take care of his reputation, and that he would vindicate him. See Psalm 37:5-6. He had no doubt that He would protect his character, and that, notwithstanding the reproaches of his enemies, his true character would at last be made to shine forth, so that all men would see that he had been unjustly aspersed. The exact idea here is expressed, and the sentiment was beautifully and perfectly illustrated, in what is said of the Lord Jesus: "Who, when he was reviled, reviled not again; when he suffered, he threatened not; but committed himself to him that judgeth righteously," 1 Peter 2:23.
Thou wilt hear, O Lord my God - Margin, as in Hebrew: "answer." The idea is, that God would answer his prayers, and that his character would, in answer to those prayers, be set right before the world.
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Psalm 38:16
「我曾說」——這就是他在前一節所提到的禱告。他祈求,不致被容許在自己的罪與苦難的影響下跌倒;他的信心得以持守堅定;不致被容許作出足以坐實仇敵控告的事,或給他們機會因他的跌倒而歡喜。這整段禱告(Psalm 38:16-18),一是基於對自己軟弱的意識——若被撇下單靠自己,便有犯罪的可能;二是基於一個確信——若神不插手干預,罪必轄制他,他在行事為人上就必成為仇敵所期望的一切,事實上也必成了他們誣指他的一切。
「恐怕他們向我誇耀」——直譯是「因我曾說,免得他們向我誇耀」。這是懇切的願望,求不致被容許讓他們這樣因他的跌倒而誇耀。實質上相同的意思見於 Psalm 13:3-4。這動機是正當的,同樣見於兩方面:
(a) 對我們自己而言——願我們的仇敵不致因我們品格的毀壞而勝過我們;
(b) 對德行與信仰之事業的影響而言——願那事業不致因我們的失誤行事而受虧損;比較 Psalm 69:6。
「我失腳的時候」——
(a) 我的腳實在失了腳,或我犯了罪的時候(詩人並不否認自己曾這樣行,見 Psalm 38:3-5;Psalm 38:18);或
(b) 這事「可能」「再度」發生的時候(他覺得這是可能的);或
(c) 我在最輕微的程度偏離了完全的德行,或無意中作了任何錯事的時候。
腳的失滑表示不堅定,因此它逐漸被用來代表陷入罪中。
「他們向我誇大」——見 Psalm 35:26。他們向我誇勝;他們誇耀;他們自誇。他們在我的跌倒上,或因我被壓下,而「使自己顯大」。他說:
(a) 他們有意這樣行,因為每當他陷入罪中,他們都顯出這樣的意向;
(b) 他預料他們還會再這樣行,而且他們已經開始向他誇大,彷彿斷定這事必會發生。
他不否認有懼怕這事的理由,因為他覺得自己的力量幾乎耗盡了(Psalm 38:17),唯有神能扶持他,救他不致坐實仇敵的一切期望。
英文原文
For I said - This is the prayer to which he referred in the previous verse. He prayed that he might not be permitted to fall away under the influence of his sins and sufferings; that his faith might remain firm; that he might not be allowed to act so as to justify the accusations of his enemies, or to give them occasion to rejoice over his fall. The entire prayer Psalm 38:16-18 is one that is based on the consciousness of his own weakness, and his liability to sin, if left to himself; on the certainty that if God did not interpose, his sins would get the mastery over him, and he would become in his conduct all that his enemies desired, and be in fact all that they had falsely charged on him.
Hear me, lest otherwise they should rejoice over me - literally, "For I said, lest they should rejoice over me." It is the language of earnest desire that they might "not" thus be allowed to rejoice over his fall. The same sentiment occurs substantially in Psalm 13:3-4. The motive is a right one; alike
(a) in reference to ourselves personally - that our foes may not triumph over us by the ruin of our character; and
(b) in reference to its bearing on the cause of virtue and religion - that that cause may not suffer by our misconduct; compare Psalm 69:6.
When my foot slippeth -
(a) When my foot really has slipped, or when I have committed sin (as the psalmist did not deny that he had done, Psalm 38:3-5, Psalm 38:18); or
(b) when it "might" occur "again" (as he felt was possible); or
(c) if I deviate in the slightest degree from perfect virtue; if I inadvertently do anything wrong.
The slipping of the foot is an indication of the want of firmness, and hence, it comes to represent the falling into sin.
They magnify themselves against me - See Psalm 35:26. They exult over me; they triumph; they boast. They "make themselves great" on my fall, or by my being put down. This he says
(a) they were disposed to do, for they had shown a disposition to do it whenever he had fallen into sin;
(b) he apprehended that they would do it again, and they had already begun to magnify themselves against him, as if they were certain that it would occur.
He did not deny that there was ground to fear this, for he felt that his strength was almost gone Psalm 38:17, and that God only could uphold him, and save him from justifying all the expectations of his enemies.
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Psalm 38:17
「我幾乎跌倒」——邊註照希伯來文作「至於跛行」。這裏所用之詞的詞根,本義是偏向一邊;繼而指跛行或瘸行。此處的意思是:他如同一個踉蹌跛行、將要倒下的人;就是說,在這裏所指的景況中,他覺得自己的力量幾乎耗盡,時時有陷於罪中、或被重擔壓垮的危險,從而坐實仇敵論到他的一切話,給他們誇勝的機會。人常有這種感覺——憂傷太重,不能再指望支持多久;若神不干預,必要倒下。
「我的痛苦常在我面前」——即我的憂傷與痛苦沒有間斷。這裏所指的,大概特別是那「造成」他憂傷、作他苦難之源的——他的罪。他是罪人這事實,從未離開他的心;那是他一切苦難之源;那正是重重壓着他、幾乎把他壓碎到塵土的。
英文原文
For I am ready to halt - Margin, as in Hebrew, "for halting." The word from which the word used here is derived means properly to lean on one side, and then to halt or limp. The meaning here is, that he was like one who was limping along, and who was ready to fall; that is, in the case here referred to, he felt that his strength was almost gone, and that he was in continual danger of falling into sin, or sinking under his accumulated burdens, and of thus giving occasion for all that his enemies said of him, or occasion for their triumphing over him. Men often have this feeling - that their sorrows are so great that they cannot hope to hold out much longer, and that if God does not interpose they must fall.
And my sorrow is continually before me - That is, my grief or suffering is unintermitted. Probably the reference here is particularly to that which "caused" his grief, or which was the source of his trouble - his sin. The fact that he was a sinner was never absent from his mind; that was the source of all his trouble; that was what so pressed upon him that it was likely to crush him to the dust.
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Psalm 38:18
「我要承認我的罪孽」——即他不願隱藏自己的罪。他毫不掩飾自己視為罪人這一事實。他承認這是真實的,也承認自己的罪是他一切苦難的根由。正是他身為罪人這一事實,使他的心如此痛苦;他也不願向任何人隱瞞這事。
「我要因我的罪憂愁」——我不否認它;我也不為它辯解。我承認良心所控告我的都是真的;我承認神因我的罪而降罰於我,這審判是公正而恰當的;我渴望悔改一切的過犯,並轉離它們。參見 Leviticus 26:41。詩篇作者因罪而遭受的災禍,在這方面產生了預期的效果——它帶他進入了真實的悔改;如今,他既完全承認己罪,所憂懼的只有一事:惟恐自己全然跌倒,把仇敵——真理的仇敵——所渴望的誇勝機會讓給他們。
英文原文
For I will declare mine iniquity - That is, he was not disposed to hide his sin. He would make no concealment of the fact that he regarded himself as a sinner. He admitted this to be true, and he admitted that his sin was the cause of all his troubles. It was the fact that he was a sinner that so painfully affected his mind; and he was not disposed to attempt to conceal it from anyone.
I will be sorry for my sin - I will not deny it; I will not apologize for it. I admit the truth of what my conscience charges on me; I admit the correctness and the propriety of the divine judgment by which I have been affiicted on account of my sin; I desire to repent of all my transgressions, and to turn from them. Compare Leviticus 26:41. The calamity brought upon the psalmist for his sin had produced the desired effect in this respect, that it had brought him to true repentance; and now, with the full confession of his sin, he was anxious only lest he should fall utterly, and should give his enemies, and the enemies of the truth, the occasion to triumph over him which they desired.
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Psalm 38:19
「但我的仇敵又活潑……」——DeWette 將此譯作「我的仇敵活着,並且強壯」。這裏譯作「活潑」的字——חיים chayiym——本義是「活着的、有生命的」。按字面直譯當為「我的仇敵活着,是強壯的」。其思想是:他軟弱衰殘、看似瀕臨死亡之際,仇敵卻正處於生命與健康充沛的活力之中。他們能積極出力,以達成自己的目的。他們能利用他的軟弱;他卻無法與他們相爭,因為他不是他們的對手。他們在各樣事上都勝他一籌;因此他祈求神為他介入。
「無故恨我的」——希伯來文作「虛謊地」。見 Psalm 35:19。
「增添了」——意即他們人數眾多,且不斷增加。
英文原文
But mine enemies are lively ... - DeWette renders this, "My enemies live and are strong." The word translated "lively" - חיים chayiym - means properly "living, being alive." The literal translation would be, "My enemies, being alive, are strong." The idea is, that while he was weak and apparently near to death, they were in the full vigor of life and health. They were able to engage in active efforts to accomplish their purposes. They could take advantage of his weakness; and he could not contend with them, for he was no match for them. In every respect they had the advantage of him; and he prays, therefore, for the divine interposition in his behalf.
And they that hate me wrongfully - Hebrew, "falsely." See Psalm 35:19.
Are multiplied - They are numerous. They are constantly increasing.
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Psalm 38:20
「以惡報善的與我作對」——指那些以惡報善為其特徵的人與我作對。這話暗示那些如今圖謀毀滅他的人,從前曾受恩於他。他們是對所受的恩惠毫無感激記憶的人,反以逼迫、加害恩人為樂。比較 Psalm 35:12-16。「與我作對」——如今反對我;成了我的仇敵。
「因我隨從良善」——這話的本義是「因我隨從善」。譯作「因」的希伯來文字——תחת tachath——本義指下部;在下面之物;繼而在下、底下。這裏的觀念是:他們所行的「根本原因」,在於他隨從善,在於他是義人;或如我們所說,這是他們對待他一切行為的「底細」。他雖在神面前自覺是罪人(也承認自己是罪人),他的「疾病」雖確是因他的罪而由神降於他身,但「人」這樣待他的緣故,卻是因他是神的朋友——一個敬虔的人;因此他們的行為純屬逼迫。我們完全可以一方面在神面前十分謙卑,承認凡祂臨到我們身上的都是我們所當受的;同時又自覺我們沒有虧負人,他們待我們的行為全然不當、極其忘恩、純粹是針對我們的惡意。
英文原文
They also that render evil for good - They whose characteristic it is to return evil for good, are opposed to me. This implies that those who were now seeking his ruin had been formerly benefitted by him. They were persons who cherished no grateful recollection of favors bestowed on them, but who found a pleasure in persecuting and wronging their benefactor. Compare Psalm 35:12-16. "Are my adversaries." Are now opposed to me; have become my enemies.
Because I follow the thing that good is - This properly means, Because I follow the good. The Hebrew word rendered "because" - תחת tachath - means properly the lower part; what is underneath; then, below; beneath. The idea here is, that the "underlying reason" of what they did was that he followed good, or that he was a righteous man; or, as we say, This was "at the bottom" of all their dealings with him. Sinner as he felt he was (and as he acknowledged he was) before God, and true as it was that his "sickness" was brought upon him by God for his sinfulness, yet the reason why "men" treated him as they did, was that he was a friend of God - a religious man; and their conduct, therefore, was sheer persecution. We may, with entire consistency, be very humble before God, and acknowledge that we deserve all that He brings upon us; and yet, at the same time, we may be sensible that we have not wronged men, and that their conduct toward us is wholly undeserved, is most ungrateful, is sheer malignity against us.
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Psalm 38:21
「耶和華啊,求你不要撇棄我」——即不要任憑我在患難、疾病、憂傷之中。不要任憑我死;不要任憑我發怨言羞辱你;不要把我交給仇敵的辱罵。
「我的神啊,求你不要遠離我」——見 Psalm 35:22;比較 Psalm 10:1; Psalm 13:1。
英文原文
Forsake me not, O Lord - That is, Do not leave me in my troubles, my sickness, my sorrow. Leave me not to die; leave me not to complain and dishonor thee; leave me not to the reproaches of my enemies.
O my God, be not far from me - See Psalm 35:22. Compare Psalm 10:1; Psalm 13:1.
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Psalm 38:22
「求你快快幫助我」——邊註如希伯來文作「作我的幫助」。這是懇切的禱告,求神立即前來搭救。
「拯救我的主啊」——見 Psalm 27:1 的註釋。因此,臨到詩篇作者之試煉的結果,是引導他極其懇切地向神呼求。那些憂傷領他到神面前。這是患難所設計的效果之一。患難若不領我們到神面前,就絕無成就它應有的效果;凡能領我們到祂面前的,終究是有益的。因此,我們的患難越深,最終可能帶給我們的益處越大;到了生命盡頭,回顧我們經過這世界的旅程中所發生的一切時,我們最滿意、最感恩回顧的,可能是那臨到我們的憂傷與苦難——因為那時必看出,它們正是使我們脫離罪惡、領我們到救主面前、使我們尋求預備上天堂的主要工具。沒有一個基督徒臨死時會覺得自己的苦難太多,或覺得有哪一次試煉的臨到是無緣無故、不是出於神的計劃、不適於使他得益的。
英文原文
Make haste to help me - Margin, as in Hebrew: "for my help." This is an earnest prayer that God would come immediately to his rescue.
O Lord my salvation - See the notes at Psalm 27:1. The effect, therefore, of the trials that came upon the psalmist was to lead him to cry most earnestly to God. Those sorrows led him to God. This is one of the designed effects of affliction. Trouble never accomplishes its proper effect unless it leads us to God; and anything that "will" lead us to him is a gain in the end. The deeper our trouble, therefore, the greater may be the ultimate good to us; and at the end of life, when we come to look over all that has happened in our journey through this world, that on which we may look back with most satisfaction and gratitude may be the sorrows and afflictions that have befallen us - for these will be then seen to have been among the chief instrumentalities by which we were weaned from sin; by which we were led to the Saviour; by which we were induced to seek a preparation for heaven. No Christian, when he comes to die, ever feels that he has been too much afflicted, or that any trial has come upon him for which there was not occasion, and which was not designed and adapted to do him good.
一、「本篇作者」——這篇詩標明為大衛所寫,而且沒有理由懷疑它出於他手。沒有相反的傳統,詩中也沒有什麼與這設想不一致之處。
二、「標題」——標題中說這篇詩定意「用以紀念」。同樣的標題也見於 Psalm 70:1-5,不過兩者之間,除了都論到大衛仇敵的企圖與目的、以及從他們而來的不同形式的試煉之外,並無相似之處。拉丁武加大譯本譯作:「大衛的詩,為安息日的紀念」。七十士譯本也這樣譯。阿拉伯譯本:「其中提到安息日。」這些對安息日的提及源於何處,不得而知,因為希伯來文中沒有任何與之對應的字句。亞蘭文意譯本(Aramaic Paraphrase)加有標題:「為以色列的美好紀念」。所用的希伯來詞——להזכיר lehazekiyr——意思只是「為要帶進記念」,或為要提醒。其意義是:這是一個為「提醒」而作的記錄;即保存對他自己經歷中某件事的「記念」,而這事可能對他自己或別人有用;是記錄他在所述試煉的經歷中學到的某些寶貴功課。試參 Genesis 40:14;1 Kings 17:18;Ezekiel 21:24。Gesenius(《詞典》,Lexicon)譯作:「帶進記念,即:使自己蒙神記念。」Grotius 論到它說:「這篇詩定意要人恆久記念大衛和他的罪,以及他所蒙的赦免。」無可懷疑,這篇詩確有這樣的目的:為作者生平一件重要事件、或他在大災難之時的「經歷」留下永久記錄;但為何這標題只加於這篇詩和 Psalm 70:1-5,則全然不知。還有許多別的詩篇,看來同樣可以恰當地加上這標題,因為它們包含對試煉,以及在那些試煉之下宗教經歷的重要追憶。
三、「本篇場合」——這篇詩寫作的確切時間或場合不詳。在大衛生平中,沒有記載的事件是這篇詩「特別」適用的;不過,像他那樣充滿試煉與受苦的一生中,無疑可能有許多這樣的場合。然而,如今已不可能以任何程度的準確性或可能性確定其確切時間或場合。所知道的是:它與疾病有關(Psalm 38:3-8、Psalm 38:10-11),也與他在患病時所受的冷落與殘忍對待有關(Psalm 38:11-12、Psalm 38:19-20)。
四、本篇的內容。
(1)這篇詩描述一個患「疾病」之人的境況(Psalm 38:2-3、Psalm 38:5、Psalm 38:7-8、Psalm 38:10-11)。有人認為這只是「比喻性」的語言,目的是描繪沉重壓在他身上的災禍、患難、憂傷,如同患病一般;另有人認為它不是指大衛,而是指受苦受逼迫的以色列民,以一個患病之人的形象來代表;但最自然、最明顯的解釋,是把它看作對一個患某種疾病之人的如實描述。在大衛漫長的一生中,無疑確有這樣實際發生的場合;在神子民的生活中,也有足夠眾多的類似場合,使一位敬虔人如此受苦之經歷的默示記錄得以保存,作為患病時當有之正確心態的榜樣,是恰當的。那疾病的「性質」為何,可在考察記錄中具體表述時顯明。
(2)受苦者的境況因兩件事而加劇:
(a)朋友的冷落——他們在他受試煉時離棄他(Psalm 38:11);
(b)仇敵的努力——利用他的疾病,趁機對他提出他當時無力應對的指控(Psalm 38:12)。
(3)他自己把這一切試煉——無論出於他的疾病還是仇敵的攻擊——都追溯到自己的罪,並視之為神對他過犯之不悅的表達(Psalm 38:3-4、Psalm 38:6、Psalm 38:18)。患病受苦的效果,是使他的罪浮上記憶——這效果並不罕見,而且在神的護理之下並非出於偶然——儘管他可能像受苦之人常有的那樣犯了錯,以為他的疾病是對罪的「特定刑罰」,或是為某項「特別」過犯要糾正他而有的。
(4)在其他試煉之中、仇敵對他提出指控時,他自己的平靜與柔順(Psalm 38:13-14)。他說自己像一個不聽的聾子,像一個不開口的啞巴。他「似乎」沒有聽見任何對他不利的話,而且沉默得如同啞巴一般。
(5)在這患病與試煉的境況中,他懇切祈求神介入(Psalm 38:15-22)。他說他唯一的幫助在乎神(Psalm 38:15);他求神不容他的仇敵誇勝(Psalm 38:16);他說他幾乎跌倒,或說他的力量幾乎耗盡,他怕自己的忍耐會全然崩潰(Psalm 38:17);他說他要承認他一切的罪(Psalm 38:18);他提到他的仇敵「活躍」、正伺機使他跌倒的事實(Psalm 38:19-20);鑑於這一切,他懇切呼求神拯救他(Psalm 38:21-22)。
這篇詩與 Psalm 6:1-10 在總體結構和一些具體表述上有顯著的相似之處。兩者看來都寫於患病之時,不過大概不是同一次患病;兩者所表達的情操實質相同。第四十一篇似乎也是在類似的場合寫的。在一部適應人類、其教訓與應許定意適用於人在地上所處各種境況的啟示中,可以預期它會相當頻繁地提到病榻——提到衰弱之榻上的試煉。而在一本默示的「靈修」書,如詩篇——定意要描繪敬虔在各種不同生活境況中的本質——之中,若沒有對人在患病之時、面對死亡前景時之敬虔情感的描繪,啟示的目的便不能完全達成——因為這樣的場景必會在世上發生,而正是在這樣的場景中,我們切望知道當存怎樣的情感才是恰當的;真宗教在那時是什麼;它能怎樣扶持並安慰心靈。
因此,若沒有這樣對敬虔本質的描繪,詩篇這卷書便不完全;所以,像這樣的詩篇會被寫成,各方面都是很有可能的事;而在一本默示的靈修書中沒有這樣的詩篇,倒是各方面都不可能的事。因此,在我看來,像 DeWette、Hengstenberg、Rosenmuller 等人那樣,也像亞蘭文意譯本和 Jarchi 那樣,把這篇詩及其他類似詩篇解釋為描述「一般的災禍」(Unglück),或臨到「一個民族」的災禍——而非臨到「一個人」身上疾病形式的特定苦難——是不自然的,也不是任何正確解經觀點所要求的。詩篇這卷書的巨大價值,正在於它提供了真宗教在神各位朋友多種多樣生活境況中之本質與能力的描繪。